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Su Jingya's inner monologue:

"My name is Su Jingya. My name is Le Le. My life was extremely simple. After living for thirty years, I only loved one man, and that was twenty-three years. I gave birth to him, I died for him, I gave birth to a son. I lost three children and killed my own father. I am a sinner, a sinner, and even if I die a thousand times, ten thousand times, I won't be able to wash away my sins …

In the past, it was me who couldn't let go of those years, those dreams, the heaven and the promise he made to me. But now, I have finally fallen into his indifference and ruthlessness …

[Daddy is gone, the baby is gone, I want to protect everything Daddy left me, so I go to Daddy's company every day, I clean up his office carefully, and then I read Dad's books on management and economics very carefully, I study very seriously, and every night, I 'go home' on time.

It rained. I held umbrellas for Mom and Dad. The wind blew. I set up tents for Mom and Dad. The weather was cold. I wrapped my silk scarf around the tombstone to keep them warm.

I set up a small tent beside the tombstone. Every night, I would curl up there to guard my father's grave, and also for myself … Atonement.

Every morning, I was used to preparing for a three-person morning. I was used to talking to my father, talking to myself, talking about his favorite chess pieces, Go, and the economic news that made me dizzy, just like when he was alive.

Everyone in the mausoleum garden looked at me weirdly like they were looking at a lunatic. They laughed at me, and there were even people who called the police and locked me up in a mental hospital …

But I feel happy living by the grave.

Every night, I would dream that my father would hold my mother in my arms and appear in front of me. My mother was indeed a very decent and skilled woman, and the way she smiled at me was both doting and gentle. I also dreamt that my father would cover me like he used to, and the next day, when I woke up, I realized that someone was really covering me …

I always felt that my father was always by my side. He loved me so much, he must be.

But... He was such a good father, and I... But she was the most useless and useless of daughters.

Even his company couldn't stand it.

Dad's company had gone bankrupt.

A huge amount of astronomical money was owed to him.

The twelve-story house was sealed off by the court and was about to be auctioned off. They told me to move everything and stand in front of them. For the first time, I didn't shed any tears. I just quietly and carefully packed everything that my father had left behind, packed it in boxes, and carried it home.

Because I know, no matter how much I cry, no matter how much I cry, I can't protect the company.

As I left, I looked back at the building and swore to myself that one day I would buy back the company, no matter what the cost.

Without the help of Huangfu Yu and Huangfu Yu, the large scale enterprises would never hire me. I once again put on the worst of clothes, did the hardest work, and shuttled back and forth between the back kitchen of the wet and dirty 'Fly Club', doing many different jobs at the same time every day.

I sold all of my expensive clothes, bags, shoes, jewelry, and even the diamond ring that Huangfu Yu gave me back then.

I just want to save up enough money to buy back my dad's company.

Every day, I was very busy. When I returned to the cemetery, my waist and back were aching so much that I couldn't fall asleep. However, I didn't feel tired at all. The only thing that hurt was that his hands had been soaked in the oil for a long time and had become dry and cracked.

Then, I would think about the year I first met my father, when he would personally touch the cream for me every day. At that time, he would say to me in a gentle voice, "My daughter's hands are so beautiful, you must take good care of them. Even if your face can't compare to theirs, your second face is still hundreds of times stronger!"

I'd think, if my dad was still here... How good would that be!]

There was a street full of delicacies and greasy restaurants on both sides of the road. After work, it would be overcrowded.

One of them was a small restaurant at the end of the street.

The dining hall was bustling with noise and activity.

The clinking of wine cups, the sounds of urging wine to drink, the sounds of punching and shouting, and the joyous sounds of celebrating birthdays came one after another in an endless stream. It was extremely noisy.

Compared to the liveliness of the restaurant, the dark corner appeared much more deserted.

Su Jingya sat in the corner and used cold water to wash three big basins of greasy chopsticks. Her fingers had been frozen stiff and she didn't feel anything at all.

Then, right after she made that sound, Su Jingya felt a biting cold wind brush past her face.

"Pa ~ ~ ~"

Tonight, the Lady Boss's second slap suddenly hit Su Jingya hard. Su Jingya's head became dizzy from her slap.

She raised her head, waiting for the Lady Boss to purposely make trouble for her. She bit her lips and didn't say anything.

The Lady Boss saw that the bowl was broken. She had always disliked the bowl, but now, she became even angrier. "Why are you staring at me?!" Those clumsy ones, pack them up immediately and scram! Our shop wouldn't invite a dishwasher like you, who only knows how to break bowls. Do you really think that these bowls don't need money?! "

The boss was in the hall greeting the guests. Hearing his wife's frightening female lion roar, he hurriedly came out, pulled the Lady Boss, and scolded her in a low voice, "What are you doing here?! If he didn't entertain the guests and instead taught them a lesson here, would it sound good?! "Enter!"

Then, he apologized to Su Jingya. "Miss Su, I'm sorry, my wife is like this, I hope you don't mind …"

However, before the boss could finish his words, the Lady Boss's angry roar rang again, "What, I'm scolding this little fox spirit, are you heartbroken?!" Seeing that she's younger and prettier than me, you want to raise a mistress?! Liu Da, let me tell you, as long as I have breath, you can forget about me for the rest of your life! "

As soon as he saw the surprised and appraising gazes from the surrounding customers, the boss apologetically smiled at the customers and reprimanded them even more sternly: "Woman, can you not be so annoying?! If you make trouble again, do you believe that I'll divorce you?! "What time is it now, and you still want to suffer …"

When the Lady Boss heard that her husband was going to divorce her, she immediately cried out with sorrow, releasing all of her anger onto Su Jingya. The reason why the owner hated Su Jingya so much was because after washing the dishes the day before yesterday, the owner let Su Jingya use hot water. Then, the owner squatted by the side and chatted with her for a while.

"You shameless vixen, get lost now! We don't need a dishwasher like you in our shop! For you to wash my dishes, it's practically staining my bowl of washing water! Get lost now! "

"Get lost!" If you stand still, do you need me to sweep you out with a broom?! "

"..." cheap. "People!"