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After Huangfu Yu heard this, he was so angry that his nose started to smoke, and his lungs started to explode. He was furious and shouted, "Dammit, who allowed you to kick her out? A group of trash like you are simply impatient to die! "

The three guards trembled in fear upon seeing Huangfu Yu's anger, perspiring in cold sweat.

Huangfu Yu's face darkened, and he shouted: "Why are you still standing there? Open the door immediately! "

The guard, who reacted the fastest, quickly ran to the guard room, pressed the switch, opened the iron gate, and immediately ran to the door to wait.

Giving the three idiots a sideways glance, Huangfu Yu angrily pulled open the iron gate and walked out.

Su Jingya hadn't run far when two intense beams of light shot over.

After Dongfang Yan returned home, he did not see Su Jingya. From the nanny, he found out that Su Jingya had gone to the Huangfu Courtyard, so he drove over without stopping.

When he saw Su Jingya, Dongfang Yan immediately braked and quickly got out of the car, then ran in a few steps.

When he got closer, he discovered that Su Jingya's face was covered in tears. He was extremely frightened and asked anxiously: "Jingya, what's wrong? Why are you crying? "

Su Jingya covered his face with both hands, trying her best to not let Dongfang Yan see the tears on her face.

"Did Huangfu Yu bully you again?" Dongfang Yan saw that Su Jingya was not speaking, and her tears started streaming down uncontrollably. She angrily asked, "Is it him?! It must be him. "That bastard, what is she trying to do?"

No matter how he thought about it, he really couldn't think of a second person in the world that could cause her to cry like this.

Clenching his fists, Dongfang Yan's face turned dark, he gritted his teeth and said: "Just you wait, I'll go beat him up right now to vent your anger!"

With that, Dongfang Yan walked towards his courtyard with a gloomy look in his eyes.

Su Jingya hurriedly stopped him. She wanted to say something, but she was so saddened that she couldn't even say a single word. She looked at Dongfang Yan. Other than tears, she really did not have any other emotions.

Biting her lips with all her might, she tried her best to suppress the aching pain that was growing stronger and stronger. Her chest felt as if it was stuck in something. "No!"

"Then what are you crying for?" Dongfang Yan looked at Su Jingya's pale cheek, and at the same time, a few tears rolled down his face. That helpless and injured appearance, his heart truly ached.

Sometimes, he really couldn't do anything to her.

Seeing her injured and crying made him feel really uncomfortable. He swore over and over again in his heart that he would protect her and not let her suffer even a little bit of harm. But … But he didn't have the ability to protect her. He didn't have the ability to make her laugh or cry. He only had happiness or pain.

Su Jingya did not know if it was because of the cold or some other reason, but her legs were weak, and her body was shivering non-stop. She looked at Dongfang Yan, and the hand that was tightly grabbing onto his arm became even more forceful, and in the end, she was able to steady herself and fell down.

Dongfang Yan hugged her in fear and asked anxiously: "Jingya, what's wrong? Is there something wrong? I'll take you to the hospital! "

Su Jingya slowly shook her head, his eyes were hazy and filled with tears. His eyes were empty and powerless, weak to the extreme, and she said, "… Yan, he and I are completely finished. We will never be able to return to the past! "

"…" Dongfang Yan pursed his lips, frowned, and looked at her crying face with an expression of pity.

From his initial expressionless face to his final tears, Dongfang Yan had only hugged her with all his might. He did not say a single word, and only hugged her with all his might, quietly, in silence, he could feel her sorrow, her pain, and her despair.

At this time, he wasn't willing to comfort her. He only wanted to be a well that wouldn't move or make a sound, and only silently listened to what she had to say about her sorrow.

Su Jingya buried her face in Dongfang Yan's embrace, her speech slurred, and she spoke with her loudest voice, "… I just want to be together with him and lead a normal life, even if … He has no money, no status, even if he can't afford me, I just want to be simple with him, but … "Why can't I be with him …"

"Yan, why …" Was he going to be so handsome? Why did he want to be so outstanding? Why is he Huangfu Dian's son? Why was he surrounded by so many women? Why were the women around him so beautiful? Why were all the women around him so outstanding? Why am I so stupid? Why am I not beautiful, why am I not smart, why am I not a good student, why... Just standing by his side was enough to make him feel inferior … Why am I still unafraid of death and still want to like him, moreover … More and more like it … "

"I suddenly …" I really want to forget him so much. I wish for everything that happened when I was young, but it was just a dream … "

Dongfang Yan remained silent. He hugged the woman in his embrace tightly and pressed her face against his chest with all his might so that his clothes could dry her tears.

After a long while, when Su Jingya finally stopped crying, he finally opened her mouth: "Since loving him is so tiring, then don't love him anymore. Give yourself a period of time, don't think about him, don't look at him, and try to forget about him …"

"…" Su Jingya hugged Dongfang Yan's waist. His eyes were red and swollen, continuously choking up. If one could not think about him, then one could not think about him. If one did not want to see him, then one could not see him. If one wanted to forget him, then one could forget about him. The world was wonderful.

And she, too, would not be so sad.

Thinking about what Xu Nuoyi said just now, Su Jingya felt as if densely packed needles were stabbing her chest nonstop until she bled profusely.

"..." "They're really going to get married …" Su Jingya muttered in a daze, "He married another woman, then … What about me and the kid? My baby will not have a dad in the future. If my baby asks me for a dad in the future... So what?! "

"Jingya …" Dongfang Yan pursed his lips and stayed silent for a long while, before he made his decision, "If he marries Xu Nuoyi, then … "Just marry me, and I'll be the father of the child in the future …"

Hearing that, Su Jingya's heart was in pain, she shook her head, and kept on shaking her head. If Dongfang Yan became the father of a child that was not his, it would be too unfair to him.

He did not have that kind of obligation, nor did he have that responsibility.

He had done enough for her, and she could no longer implicate him.

The most important thing was … The child's father was still alive.

However, the child's father loved other women and married them … Forget it.

Dongfang Yan watched as Su Jingya cried loudly, and her emotions slowly recovered. She lowered her head and carefully wiped the tears on her face with the corner of her clothes.

She didn't want to, and he didn't want to force her.

What he could not learn from her, what he could not do, was force himself.

As long as she was happy and happy, anything he did was worth it, even going through fire and water.