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As soon as I got home, I packed my bags and bought a plane ticket to the United States early in the morning. The American visa on my passport hadn't expired yet.

My parents were studying astrophysics at an American institute. They were so obsessed with learning that they left me at home.

They had divorced long ago, but they were still good friends and colleagues at work. Perhaps this open relationship was closer to a soul mate.

Although they expressed their disapproval when I got married, as smart people, they knew that I would suffer if I followed Xie Zongming, but after I insisted on marrying, they didn't say anything. They just boarded the plane to America the same night after attending my wedding.

I haven't told them about my divorce yet, and they'll laugh at me if I go to them, you see.

But even so, I wanted to find them.

My grandparents are gone. I have no family here anymore.

When I finished packing and filled the tub with water, I soaked myself in it and suddenly felt unreal.

Xie Zongming is dead, and he will never be able to turn over. Xie Zongming will never f * * king point his finger at my nose and scold me, the hens that don't lay eggs.

I suddenly became distracted, I thought of Zhou Jin, my heart was previously filled with Xie Zongming and Li Jie's matters, but now that there's nothing for me to do, I felt an unprecedented loneliness.

I got up naked from the tub and looked at myself in the mirror. I had long, curly hair, and my skin was tight because it was properly kept, but my eyes were tired and tired. At least I needed comfort tonight.

How is Zhou Jin, gentle and innocent? Had he already had a girlfriend? It was very common for someone to have a girlfriend like him due to his family background.

I sat down on the sofa and decided to buy myself a night of drinking, hoping to get some comfort.

Ever since I cheated, I've been thinking, why is it so unfair for a man to sleep with a woman while a woman sleeps with a man as a whore or a bus?

Even if I had been rebellious and willful, smoking and drinking, I always wanted to keep my virginity until my wedding night and sleep with the person I loved the most.

It's funny to think of these thoughts now. Sex is supposed to be a happy thing.

And if you leave the first sex until the wedding night, what if your husband is sick?

I put on a silk dress and a coat, put on some makeup, and put on a pair of stiletto shoes.

I was sitting in a quiet corner of the bar, with only a blonde woman on the stage singing in a low, soft voice.

Looking carefully, the cigarette in my hand was given to me by Li Jie last time. I opened the metal box and took out a thin cigarette, just as I was about to light it up, a young boy sat opposite me.

The boy was in his early twenties, with blond hair and a stud in his ear, and although his appearance was uncomfortable, his handsome features made up for it.

"Allow me." The boy took out a lighter and held it up to me.

I smiled, put the cigarette to my lips, and let the boy light it for me.

I took a drag from my cigarette, blew out a smoke ring, and tilted my head to look at him.

The boy was sitting in a chair, and though he looked at ease, I thought he looked embarrassed.

"Alone?" he asked me.

I nodded and flicked my cigarette in my hand.

"Want to try?" He winked at me, smiling dubiously.

I couldn't help laughing at him. I knew there would be people in this kind of bar who specialized in the business of skin and bones. I didn't expect to run into anyone like him.

"Sure." I waved him over to sit next to me.

He sat down beside me and poured himself a drink.

I asked him, "How much do you want?"

"I'll give you whatever you can give me." I saw the muscles under his coat.

I smiled and blew out a smoke ring, and the boy suddenly lifted my chin to kiss me, just as someone put a hand on my shoulder.

I turned my head impatiently, and the person who appeared in front of me was Zhou Ze.

When he noticed my gaze, he immediately withdrew his hand. His face was a little pale, and he said coldly, "Oh, I came here to look for a man right after I got divorced."

Looking at him, a smile suddenly appeared on my face. I turned my head towards the golden-haired boy and regretfully said, "It seems that I won't be able to make it today."

The golden-haired boy looked at me, then looked at Zhou Ze, and suddenly said, "Actually, three people can do it as well."

Zhou Ze swept a glance over him and softly spat out a word, "Scram."

I looked at the golden-haired boy with a smile. The golden-haired boy pressed a business card into my hand, winked at me, and left.

"You're so boring." I took out another cigarette and put it to my lips. This time no young boy came to light it for me.

"Didn't you want to leave this place and live a good life?" Zhou Ze sat on the sofa beside me and asked me. He talked to me as condescendingly as before.

I spat out my eye circles and threw the golden-haired boy's business card into the ashtray. "No need to worry, I'll leave tomorrow," I said sarcastically.

After hearing my words, Zhou Ze turned his head to look at me, and coldly said, "Don't ever come back."

I pretended not to hear him and stubbed out my cigarette in the ashtray.

"You're so nervous about Zhou Jin, do you have a strange possessive desire for him? Is it because he can help you realize your unattainable dream?" Since Zhou Ze has pressed down on my most painful nerve, then I cannot lose as well.

I looked at Zhou Ze with a smile that was not a smile. Zhou Ze pursed his lips and got up, intending to leave.

"I heard that the piano in the villa is yours, have you forgotten about the finger technique?" It takes seven inches to hit a snake, I said, adding fuel to the fire.

Zhou Ze suddenly turned his head to look at me, his eyes gloomy, as though he wanted to carve me into his brain.

"Goodbye." I threw the cigarette Li Jie had left me on the table and said, "Realizing your own dream is much better than helping others realize theirs."

I left the bar and glanced back at the door, which was still brightly lit. People come and go.

In order to collect Xie Zongming's belongings, I didn't sleep at all that night and swept them all into the trash can. The biggest dream of a married woman would probably be to throw her husband away like throwing trash away.

Early the next morning I went down to the airport after breakfast at the breakfast shop. People were coming and going at the airport, and there were people coming and going, and countless tears were evaporating in the foul air, and the thought of being one of them made me want to laugh a little.

When I got on the plane, the stewardess nodded and smiled at me.

I sat in my seat and looked out the window at the glassy blue of the sky.

"Goodbye." I said to myself.

It had been a week since I'd seen my parents, since they'd both been away on business, and since I'd been in the hotel for a few days without a key, my mother had come back to see me first, and now we were sitting at her dining table.

"You said you divorced someone named Xie." My mother sat across from me and asked me what my husband's name was.

She was wearing a loose shirt and shorts, her hair was neatly tied up with a headband, and her skin was a healthy wheat-colored from the sun. Perhaps because of her years of sports, she looked very young.

"Yes." I said, "He went off the rails with Li Jie, do you still remember him?"

"Are you here to escape? Just a man. " My mother brought me a whiskey with ice cubes. I took a sip and suddenly felt that it was no big deal. "What are you going to do? "Do you want to live here from now on?"

I looked at my mother and said nothing.

"You're already so old, I don't want to live with you." His mother said without hesitation.

I glanced at my mother. My mother had always been like that.

"But there are quite a few handsome men in America. I can introduce you." "What do you like?"

I looked at my mother speechlessly. At that moment, the doorbell suddenly rang.

My mother suddenly smiled at the sound of the doorbell. Her smile was even brighter than when she saw me.

"Mom, who is it?" I asked as I followed her to the door and opened it.

The first thing I saw when the door opened was a bunch of flowers, and then I saw a hairy head.

"Darling, you're finally back." A tall man held his mother in his arms.

That same day, I knew that this was my little mother's 15 year old boyfriend. In order not to disturb their world, I decisively returned to the hotel.

It was the same on my father's side. A sexy schoolgirl was organizing his papers for him, and I heard that she was obsessed with my father's charm.

I came here for comfort, and I never expected to be provoked again.

I rented a house in one of the better districts in the United States, attended classes at a nearby university every day, studied the knowledge of the Jewelry Design, went to see art exhibitions, listened to musical dramas, went shopping, and a boy confessed to me. Even if I told him that I had been married and that I could not bear children, he still said that he loved me.

Three years passed like water, until I received a call from Li Han. My jewelry store welcomed an unprecedented crisis.