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"Because he lost his memory." Zhou Ze said calmly, but I could still feel the pain in his tone. He was probably more painful than me.

"amnesia?" I couldn't believe it was happening to me.

Zhou Ze looked at me and said, "He doesn't remember you."

I was keenly aware that there was something else in his words, and after a moment's hesitation I asked, "Does he only remember me?"

Zhou Ze smiled, I didn't know if his smile was happiness or pain, he said, "He doesn't remember you."

I looked up at Zhou Ze, suddenly unsure of what to say.

"That's why I can't let you see him." Zhou Ze said as he took a step back, "If he sees you suddenly thinking of something, he will be tortured again."

I stared at Zhou Ze, and the look in his eyes did not seem to be lying, which meant that Zhou Jin had truly forgotten about me, and had forgotten about me.

"Why did it become like this?" I asked with a very soft voice, not knowing if I was asking Zhou Ze or myself …

"That's the way it is." Zhou Ze said, "So for my brother's future, I will not allow you to see him."

I bit my lip with my head down, my hands entwined with pain. I never expected this to happen.

Zhou Ze looked at me detachedly, and I don't know why I actually saw a trace of a smile in his eyes.

"Thank you." I turned to leave, but I wanted to make sure that if he didn't know me, then I would disappear completely from his world.

I was the one who was trying my best to get rid of him, but now I've really gotten rid of him and he won't even remember me.

Clutching my chest, I slowly walked towards Zhou Jin's ward. I stood at the door and looked at him. He was sleeping like a child.

"Let's go." Zhou Ze walked over to my side and whispered.

I nodded and left.

It was late at night, but there were plenty of taxis outside the hospital. I got into a taxi and leaned my head against the back of a chair.

I looked out the window. The neon lights outside were flashing, but none of them belonged to me.

I went home and drank a sleeping pill and slept in my bed. I fell into a dark and sweet dream in which Zhou Jin stood under the cherry tree and smiled at me.

Goodbye, my boy.

I still remember his bright eyes.

When I opened my eyes again it was broad daylight and I decided to live a good life.

After I took care of myself, I went straight to work. As soon as I arrived, Little He chased after me and asked me all sorts of questions.

"Have you bumped into something unclean recently?" Little He frowned and asked me with a worried expression.

"Hmm?" I don't quite understand what she's saying.

"Why else would you be so unlucky recently?" Little He said, "You must have hit something, or you must have had some sort of enemy. Maybe you got someone to put a curse on you."

I smiled and said, "I don't think so. I don't have any enemies." However, when I mentioned about my so-called enemies, I actually thought of two people, one was Li Jie, and the other was Xie Zongming.

I've known both of them for almost ten years, but I didn't expect us to end up like this.

I couldn't help but think back to when we were in university. Back then, Li Jie and I were good friends, and Li Jie and I were good friends. Originally, everyone would come out to play together with me, but later on Xie Zongming started to court me.

Since he pursued me, I agreed to it. Actually, agreeing to Xie Zongming at that time probably made him a little angry.

Back then, Li Jie was very beautiful, and could be said to be one of the school's beauties. All the boys surrounded her, and when I appeared together with her, everyone was staring at her, no one paying attention to me.

I am very happy that Xie Zongming, who was always with us, did not choose Li Jie and instead chose me.

Even though I had already seen that Li Jie and Xie Zongming were a little unclear, but since Xie Zongming was chasing me, then I will pretend that I did not know and accept it.

Afterwards, Li Jie's pearl was tortured by life to the point that it became a fish's eye.

I thought back to when Li Jie framed me. That kind of behavior really couldn't even compare to a fish's eyes.

"Sister Xia, what are you thinking about?" Little He asked me with a smile. She was sorting through the accessories she had brought out for the customers to see.

"Remembering what I did wrong when I was young." As I said that, I extended my hand to help Little He tidy up.

Little He looked up and smiled at me. "Who didn't do the wrong thing when they were young?" Then she frowned slightly and said, "Our jewelry is way too old, I won't buy it. Look, it's all old people coming and going."

I said yes, to show that she did.

Little He scratched his chin and thought for a while before saying, "It would be great if I could design it to be more fashionable."

My mind raced, and I felt that designing jewelry was also a very interesting thing.

"Thank you, Little He." "No," I said.

"Hmm?" Little He looked at me strangely.

I patted Little He on the shoulder and said, "Maybe we could learn to design jewelry as an amateur." to find something to do with my life, which is a bit of a mess right now.

Little He gave me a light push, and a look of contemplation flashed in her eyes. She knew that I was the boss here.

"Sister Xia, if I could design beautiful jewelry, would you let me be a designer?" Little He asked me after a while.

I tilted my head to look at Little He, Little He's eyes were twinkling, she's a smart girl, I can tell from how quickly she shook off her boyfriend.

"Of course." "No," I said.

Little He smiled and said, "I've loved these since I was young."

I nodded.

When it was time to leave, I put on my thin coat. The summer was almost over, and the weather was getting colder.

"I'll be leaving first, Sister Xia." Little He waved at me.

I replied and went out as well. Little He and I needed to lock the door after work. There were also some staff members upstairs. Their work schedules were completely different from ours.

The staff were all older than me and Little He. They usually worked late because of insomnia, and their homes were usually nearby. They would go straight home through the back door of the store.

My mood was originally very calm until I saw Qiao Rui, who was guarding the door.

I locked the jewelry store's door and pretended that I did not see him leave from behind, but Qiao Rui followed me again. He revealed a big smile in front of me, and his vulgar aura became even heavier.

"Don't follow me." "Are you bored?"

I saw that Qiao Rui was finally unable to hold back and got angry at him.

Hearing my words, Qiao Rui seemed to be stunned, a trace of perverted expression flashed past his eyes, but he immediately revealed a smile, as though his face had changed.

"Why?" Qiao Rui smilingly said, "I just like you, you can't stop me from liking you."

I suddenly turned my head towards Qiao Rui and said, "If you continue to talk like this, I might sue you for sexual harassment."

After Qiao Rui heard what I said, he finally stopped smiling. He looked at me with a serious face and he finally realised that I was not joking with him.

Qiao Rui was startled, his face revealed a sad and bitter smile, but this smile left too much of a scar, and he asked me, "You aren't even willing to give me a chance?"

I looked at Qiao Rui as I said each word one by one, "There's no possibility between us."

At my words, he seemed to reach forward and take my hand, and I took a step back.

He gave me one last, deep look, and left, his eyes shining with a terrible light, with malice and hatred in them.

I suppressed the uneasiness in my heart, thinking that some men in this world are very fragile, I have read a lot of news, that if a woman refuses a man's love too completely, the man will hurt the woman because of the stimulation, and some will say that the woman rejected it completely because of the woman; but if a woman refuses a little more tactfully to prevent the man from being provoked, the man will think that the woman wanted to refuse and welcome her, and if the woman was hurt because of this, someone will appear again, saying that it was because the woman was indecisive and did not completely reject the man.

According to some people, women were always wrong, and men were always right in whatever they did.

I scoffed at the thought.

I walked slowly along the beach, hoping to empty everything. I had come to the chair with Zhou Jin, but he was no longer there.

I leaned back in my chair. The distant sun had already dyed the clouds on the horizon, and many fishing boats were leaning against the shore.

At that moment, I suddenly felt something touch me. I looked down and saw the fat cat swaggering into my arms again.

I couldn't help but stroke its head, causing it to snore comfortably.

"I didn't bring you anything to eat this time." I told him, "I'll bring you a can next time."

Cat ignored me, just found a place on my body and fell asleep.

Zhou Jin, as long as I have met you, I am already very lucky.

I stayed with the cat for a while longer, then put him down and went home.

I bought bread and juice to eat at home, I found a person's life, let my heart never before calm, maybe I should have lived alone long ago, I shouldn't have married as soon as I graduated.

I went up to the elevator and watched the numbers go up. I looked at myself in the mirror and I could see the exhaustion in my eyes.

I went into the room and fell asleep on the sofa. I don't know how long it took, but I was awakened by a knock on the door.

I looked at the clock on the wall. It was one o'clock in the morning and most of the people were fast asleep. I took a kitchen knife from the kitchen and carefully walked towards the door. I stood at the door and looked outside through the peephole. I saw a familiar face.