C72

He wants to be martyred

I bit my lip and said, "Yes, it was me that night."

When Zhou Jin heard my answer, he suddenly burst out laughing. His finger fell on my face and he said, "I know it's you."

He pressed his face close to mine, and we were so close I could see me in his eyes.

"I miss you." He closed his eyes and kissed her, softly and with restraint.

I looked at him with my eyes wide open, at his rapt expression, and suddenly I couldn't bear it.

After a long time, he finally let go of me. He still sat beside me, looking at me.

"What are you going to do?" I asked again.

Zhou Jin looked at me and sighed. "I don't know either, but I want to be with you."

The fragility in his voice hurt me, and this was the first time I'd seen him like this.

But when he finished he looked at me and smiled and said, "You can't leave me now." His smile was completely different from what I usually saw.

"Do you know?" "You are the first woman I have ever liked. I don't even know what to do with you."

"You don't like me." "You just haven't met anyone else."

"I'm sorry, I should've apologized." Zhou Jin suddenly said, "I always thought that Ye Qing was my sister, but she suddenly left, leaving me at a loss. But in my heart, I still like you."

"Yes." "Yes," I said.

"You should have met my brother." Zhou Jin smiled and said, "He is a few years older than me and has been mature since he was young. In fact, he looks more like my father than my older brother."

As I listened to him speak, I suddenly felt that he was lonely.

"My brother is a completely different person from me." "When he was young, his parents liked him more because he was smart and cheerful," Zhou said.

Open? I remembered Zhou Ze's face that was like a coffin, thinking, maybe he really was cheerful when he was young.

"Before this, I had been shrouded in the shadow of my brother until I met you." Zhou Jin said.

I listened to him in silence, then asked, "What was the purpose of your tying me up here?"

Zhou Jin turned his head to look at me. "I don't have any ulterior motives. I just want to be alone with you for a while."

I gritted my teeth and said, "Zhou Jin, you think too highly of me. To me, you are just a casual relationship with someone; I don't like you at all."

Zhou Jin looked at me and smiled. He gently caressed my face and said, "You belong to me. Your opinion is not important to me." I was suddenly a little frightened when I saw him like this.

The two of us lay there quietly, doing nothing. At this moment, my cell phone suddenly rang. Zhou Jin glanced at me before he got up and went to get it.

He picked up the phone, looked at the name on the screen, then clicked it off.

He came over and grabbed my face when I was caught off guard. He said, "Do you know who it is?"

I shook my head to show I didn't know.

"It's my brother." His smile was strange, and before he could finish, he kissed me, hard this time, and bit my lips until they bled.

I tried to push him away, but I couldn't.

His hand roughly took off my clothes, and without warning, I entered, groaning in pain.

He let go of my lips, and I saw blood trickle from the corners. He smiled at me, and now he looked very much like his vampire brother.

"Zhou Jin …" I whispered his name.

He pointed to his chest and said, "You're here." Then he put his hand on my chest and said, "I wish I were here, but it doesn't matter anymore, because from now on you belong to me entirely."

Looking at his slightly sickly face, I couldn't help but ask, "Zhou Jin, are you crazy?"

Zhou Jin's ice-cold hand brushed against my skin. He pursed his lips and said, "That's me, but why didn't you notice?" His slightly longer hair hung down over his eyes, but I could see the curve of his lips.

"You've underestimated me." "I have always been weak in your hearts, but that was not me."

He put me on his lap and kissed me roughly. "You're my thing," he said.

"Even if it was destroyed, it wouldn't be given to big brother." "I'm going to get you pregnant," Zhou said. "You won't run away after you have my child, although I don't like to tie people up with children."

I tried to push Zhou Jin away, but it was too late. I could only say, "Do you think a child would be happy in this environment?"

"Why wouldn't I be happy?" Zhou Jin retorted, but after that, he gave me no chance to explain. He said, "I didn't want to do this, but I'm really worried that Big Bro will take you away. If you get marked by me, Big Bro won't take you away."

He laid me flat on the bed and kissed my skin.

He's broken. I thought.

I wanted to tell him that my body wasn't suitable for a pregnancy, but somehow I swallowed it.

If it had been his child, I could have borne it.

We lay from morning till night, the curtains were drawn so tightly that I almost forgot the time.

After an unknown amount of time, Zhou Jin's phone suddenly rang. Zhou Jin looked at me and hesitated before answering the phone.

"Brother." After Zhou Jin said that, he went outside. I couldn't hear what he was saying.

After about two minutes, Zhou Jin returned. His expression was a little panicked, and he smiled and said to me, "We should go."

I stared at him without speaking.

He reached my side, grabbed my shoulder and said seriously, "Would you like to come with me? Do you love me? " There was a twinkle in his eyes, and I could hear the hope in his voice.

"I don't love you." I looked at him and said, "I don't want to be with you."

Zhou Jin smiled wryly at my words. He leaned over and kissed my lips, then he took me to the bathroom and took a shower. He carefully dried my hair, even changed my clothes. I was like a doll in his hands.

He took a bath himself and changed into a fresh set of clothes.

It was as if he were completing a ritual, and I had a bad feeling in my heart.

"It's over." As Zhou Jin said this, he wrapped a coat around my body. He covered my face with his hand and gently said, "It will all be fine."

The tone of his voice made me feel very uneasy, but there was nothing I could do right now.

We went straight to the parking lot and he put me in the back of the car.

I noticed that it was night and there were almost no cars on the road. He had been driving, even on the highway.

"Where are you going?" I asked him.

He didn't answer me, he just kept driving. His cell phone rang many times, but he ignored it.

We finally arrived at Zhou Jin's destination in the evening of the second day. On a sparsely populated seaside, the dark blue seawater was very calm. On all four sides of the mountain, I could see the sky which was dyed completely by the sunset.

He laid a cushion on the ground and carried me out of the car, while he removed the thing that had bound my mouth. As the evening wind blew my long hair, I saw Zhou Jin pull out a medicine kit and a large basket from the trunk of the car.

He went to my side and opened the basket. I saw some food inside, probably something he had asked the hotel to prepare. Then he opened the medicine chest and I saw the syringe and the medicine.

"What are you going to do?" I asked Zhou Jin. In fact, I had already guessed what he was going to do.

Zhou Jin smiled but didn't answer. His smile was very bright under the sunlight.

He wanted to die.