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Which one of us makes you feel better?

I pushed Zhou Jin away from me to get close to my face, but he didn't move an inch. He was like a cat that grabbed onto a person's thigh and desperately climbed up.

I touched his forehead. He was still very sick, his forehead was burning, his eyes were red, and his skin had turned pale.

"Now lie down." I said a little angrily.

Zhou Jin noticed that I was really angry. He pursed his lips and then buried me under the blanket with him. His face was buried in my hair.

"I really miss you." Zhou Jin whispered in my ear, "I won't give you any more trouble." Perhaps because he was ill, his voice was soft.

I listened to Zhou Jin quietly, my heart softened, but what about his studies?

"I won't ask for anything more." Zhou Jin continued, "I just want to stay by your side, so please don't want me."

I took him by the hand and said after a while, "What about your studies? "You don't want to read it?"

"I'll go back to my old school." Zhou Jin was silent for a moment, then said: "Previously, it was my family that forced me to leave school."

"Alright." I replied, "What about the tuition fees?"

"I will apply for a loan and a part-time job," he said.

I nodded and said nothing more.

I don't want him to.

I wanted him to come home, but I couldn't say it for the time being, so I decided to tell him when he was well.

"I understand, Zhou Jin." He turned around and gently caressed his face and eyes. "Sleep well."

Zhou Jin closed his eyes and I lay in his arms.

The clock told me it was noon.

Zhou Jin fell asleep very quickly. It had probably been a long time since he had a good rest.

I gently stood up, picked up the clothes that were thrown on the floor and walked out of the room.

As I walked along the corridor, Zhou Jin's face filled my mind, and a sense of unease washed over me.

I bought the medicine, and soon got the laundry, and ordered dinner, which they took to the room.

When I returned to my room, Zhou Jin was still sleeping. His sleeping face was like that of a child. I sat on the sofa, quietly waiting for him to wake up.

About three hours later, Zhou Jin woke up. As soon as he opened his eyes, he looked at me and smiled.

"Zhou Jin, take your medicine." "No," I said.

"Yes." Zhou Jin obediently swallowed the medicine that was placed on the table. After eating the medicine, he looked at me. After a long time, he asked, "What happened to you?"

"Nothing." I smiled and said, "Zhou Jin, will you regret it in the future?" I finally asked the question that was hidden in my mind.

Zhou Jin asked me curiously.

"Zhou Jin, I'm asking you, for the sake of being with a thirty-year-old woman like me, did you regret abandoning your studies and leaving your family?" "I can't promise you anything. I can't stay with you forever, I even need to be with another man at night, maybe even go to bed with him. You've abandoned your normal life, and you're not going to regret it?"

Zhou Jin was silent for a long time. He sat on the bed and looked at me, his eyes red again. He said, "I once said that I would never ask you about the divorce again. But now I can't help but ask you, why on earth aren't you getting a divorce? Is it because there is still love for him? "

"I didn't divorce him because I wanted revenge." I said, "To me, I know that dragging this on with Xie Zongming is just a waste of time, but I am unwilling. Please tell me, are you really not regretting it?"

"I don't know if I will regret it in the future, but if I give up on you now, I will regret it." Zhou Jin said affectionately, "I know what you're thinking."

He got out of bed and walked over to me. He sat at my feet and put his hand on my knee. He looked up at me and I saw his star-like eyes.

"I don't need you to take on my life. My life is my own." Zhou Jin held my hand, and his hand was cold. "All of this was decided by me, I can't promise that I will always love you, but if one day I regret it, I will never blame you like you feared."

I looked at him.

"I don't need you to take responsibility." "You don't have to be responsible for me, so you let me stay by your side," he said.

Zhou Jin knelt on the ground and hugged me. He hugged me so tightly that I almost couldn't breathe.

I put my arm around him. I couldn't think of any reason to leave him now, how could I bear to refuse such a sincere offer.

"Alright." After a long silence, I replied softly.

As Zhou Jin let go of me, a hint of sadness flashed across his eyes.

I felt that my previous relationship with Zhou Jin was very strange. For the sake of being together, we both said that we would definitely not let each other be responsible. Perhaps this sort of heartless relationship was a little hard for Zhou Jin to accept.

"You should stay here for the time being." I put Zhou Jin on the bed and said, "Don't worry about anything. Take good care of yourself." I touched Zhou Jin's forehead, "Don't go back to that broken house. When you recover, I will take you to find a better one."

"I'll give it back to you." Zhou Jin grabbed my hand and said.

I pinched Zhou Jin's face and said, "Use your body to repay the debt."

When Zhou Jin heard my words, he immediately laughed out loud. He shamelessly pulled me to the bed and said, "Then I'll start paying my debts now. How much is it at once? "We'll have to calculate the interest."

I pushed Zhou Jin's face away, but Zhou Jin had already taken off my clothes, and was walking restlessly on my body.

Although I'd love to do it with him again, it's better not to because he's sick.

"Do you still have the strength?" I asked him. "Didn't you just take your medicine? The hotel will send you some later."

"Why don't you try and see if I have the strength or not." Zhou Jin kissed me on the lips.

It's nice to be young, but sometimes it's unbearable.

Humans were never satisfied. As I held Zhou Jin's body in my arms, I mocked myself in my heart.

His movements were very gentle, and he paid a lot of attention to my feelings, which made me feel very comfortable.

When it was over, we lay in bed and the sun had set outside the window.

I didn't want to move, but I got up and dressed anyway.

Zhou Jin looked at me while supporting his head on the bed. His eyes were very cute, to the point that I couldn't bear to do it.

Before I left, I kissed him on the lips. "I'm going. Eat and drink. I'll come see you tomorrow."

Zhou Jin looked at me without speaking.

I stood up and left, but my wrist was caught. I turned my head to look at him, and he forced himself to say, "Which one of us will make you feel better?" He tilted his head, his face red. It was unknown whether it was due to the fever or his shyness.