Chapter 595

Seeing Shen mange's hesitating eyes, he smiles.

"You don't have confidence. You are not sure whether ye Nanxian will be estranged from you, so your feelings are not as strong as you think

Shen mange's face was a little ugly when he was told by the dialect.

"What? Don't like to hear it? In the country of love, if we can't trust each other deeply, and can't give each other enough trust and tolerance, then we don't want this relationship. Shen mange, you are not a crying woman. You have your own ideas, but you are too humble in your feelings. "

The dialect makes Shen mange a little stunned.

"Humble?"

"Isn't it? When you fell in love with Ye Nanxian eight years ago, were you still yourself? Married for three years, what do you live like? Every day around Ye Nanxian, every day with his mood as the center, you even lose yourself. If it wasn't for Chu Mengxi and you were buried in the sea of fire, maybe Ye Nanxian couldn't see his feelings clearly. I have to say, God is very good to you, at least let Ye Nanxian fall in love with you. If he doesn't love you, everything you get is for your own sake. It's you who give your life to others and let them kill you. "

Hear dialect say so, the brow of Shen man Ge is tiny wrinkly.

Dialect continued: "five years later, you came back again with hatred for ye Nanxian. You planned to pick Ye Nanxian's kidney to save your daughter. At that moment, you lived your own life. But after knowing that everything is a misunderstanding, after you have determined Ye Nanxian's mind, you ask yourself, have you lost yourself again? What about your career? What about your initiative? All of you revolve around Ye Nanxian. Your life is back to the state of eight years ago. The only difference is that ye Nanxian responds to your feelings. But Shen mange, although the Ye family doesn't need you to earn money to support their family, but without your own marriage and feelings, is it still like your original love? Waiting for ye Nanxian to come back every day, crying and laughing with you, is this really the love you want? "

Shen mange was stunned again.

"No, I just have too many things. As you know, when I come back five years later, every thing impacts me and makes me have no time to do what I want to do."

"It's all excuses. Can you cheat others and yourself with this reason? The invitation to the auto design competition has been sent to you. Why don't you take part in it? Do you think you are Mrs. ye now, and ye Nanxian has a very good feeling for you, so you are willing to guard the three-thirds of the land in your family, and you don't want to go anywhere. So you gave up the chance. You could have been brilliant in the design world, but you didn't. You are willing to be mediocre and guard Ye Nanxian. You are willing to wait for a man to come back in such a small place as ye's old house. Is this the love and marriage that Shen mange wants? If the strength difference between men and women is too big, why do you ask men to always treat you and love you? He's moving forward. You're standing still. Maybe you can fly in pairs now, but what about ten years later? Can you guarantee that the freshness of love is still today? He has been training and growing up, but you have become a cage bird and a canary. Do you have a common language with him? Shen mange, you've been married for eight years. You've gone through hardships, but you still don't understand the true meaning of love. "

Dialect finish pause, looking at the sky outside, said: "love is beautiful at the beginning, is the moment of the heart, is the hormone impulse, but after all, so beautiful things are just a moment, can maintain this touch of heart has been sustained, is not a negative wait, more is not waiting silently can. Women can be wronged for love for a lifetime, but men won't. Maybe Ye Nanxian will really treat you all his life, but are you sure it's always the love you want? He has been keeping pace with the times, but you are keeping your original appearance. His kindness to you may be due to love at the beginning, but it will only become responsibility over time. When the beautiful love becomes a man's responsibility, how many heartbeats will there be? Have you ever thought about it? You can't always make yourself excellent and dazzling. There will always be many women in the world who are excellent and outstanding enough to attract the eyes of any man. What will you do then? "

Shen mange is completely silent.

She couldn't even retort this time.

Yes, she has been wronging herself, giving up herself, even subconsciously, because ye Nanxian is also an automobile designer, she hid her strength and even gave up participating in the design competition for fear of overshadowing Ye Nanxian.

But is this really the life and love she wants?

Shouldn't good love be doing what you want?

However, from the moment she fell in love with Ye Nanxian, she has been changing herself and catering to Ye Nanxian. Even if she came back five years later, her previous hatred was replaced by Ye Nanxian's friendship. Her previous efforts were so insignificant in front of Ye's family, which made her feel inferior. So much so that something happened later that she gave up on herself and felt sorry I just want to be a qualified young grandmother of the Ye family.

But even if it is such a goal, she did not achieve, still lead a messy life, right?"The days will never stop, and things will not appear less because of your complacency. I hijacked you this time. Ye Nanxian grabbed your heart and lungs to save you. Have you ever thought about it? If you were hijacked again ten years later, what would ye Nanxian look like? May still come to save you, but do you think it's just for you, or for your children? "

Dialect words are like a heavy hammer on Shen mange's heart.

It's hard for a rich lady to do it. She always knows, but she seems to put the cart before the horse.

Only when you do yourself well, can you do other roles well, right?

Shen mange looked at the dialect and said gratefully, "thank you, dialect. Thank you for waking me up today."

"I'm just telling you the truth. I apologize for what I've done to you before, but if I could start all over again, I would still do that. You are a good woman, but I am sorry to avenge my brother. "

"I understand, so I can't promise Lord Kun to go to the place designated by them, no!"

Dialect said with a smile: "I've been waiting for this opportunity for five years. Even if I leave my life there this time, I have no chance to regret it. My only purpose in life is revenge. "

"No, you still have a good life. You can let Nanxian do all this. You can..."

"Look, that's the difference between you and me. You are looking for ye Nanxian to solve everything now. Don't you have the ability? Shen mange, relying on Ye Nanxian in this way, if ye Nanxian is gone one day, or there is an accident, what else do you have left? What else can you do? "

Shen mange was stunned by the dialect.

Dialect did not care about her, whispered: "what I can do, I will never pretend to others. Just like I decided to be ye Nanfang, from that day on, the hatred of Nanfang was my own. If I don't solve Huo Zhenxuan myself, I'll die in my grave. "

With that, he dialed his cell phone directly to Lord Kun.

"Place, time."

Ah Kun seemed to have expected that dialect would agree to this request, and quickly revealed the address.

"East pier, in an hour. Be sure to bring Shen mange. "

"I know."

After hanging up, I went to prepare.

Shen mange is lost in thought.

Did she really lose herself?

She stretched out her hands to look, picked up the pen to draw a picture, only to find that there were some handmade.

She wasn't like that in America.

She gets up before dawn every day, makes delicious food for the children, and starts to work for the livelihood of the day. Although she was a little bit tired in those days, when she watched herself change from an unknown person to a contestant who could take part in the design competition, she would never forget the joy in her life.

But now what did she do?

From the day she returned home, she didn't seem to have done a complete thing.

She came back through the design case with Hengyu group, but the design died in the hands of Tang Ziyuan, and did not become a link between the two families.

She told herself that it was Tang Ziyuan's feelings that influenced her creation, but is it really like this? Didn't she give up her design for ye Nanxian's love?

Now her design has been changed a few times, and it has become the design of the down group. Now it is put into production, she occasionally looks at the sales volume, and her heart is not without fluctuations. It's like her child was robbed. No, she sent her child away and watched her grow up with someone else's surname. Everything no longer belongs to her.

This time she returned home, she really lived in a mess, as the dialect says, and even lost herself.

The old lady of the Ye family wants her to be the mother of the dark night just because she is Ye Nanxian's wife. What about herself? No matter whether she likes it or not, because it's the responsibility that ye's daughter-in-law should bear, she agrees, but can she really bear everything in the dark night?

No!

She doesn't even know the most basic operation! Yang Fan has always been the manager.

After returning home, she gave her son and daughter a home. She thought she would be a good wife and mother. She woke up in love every day, and then her two children went to school. But now? How much time did she spend with the children after coming back so long?

What the hell is she up to?

Dialect is right, life has been non-stop, things and accidents are involuntarily interspersed, she is like a boat, drift with the tide, never thought she would take the initiative to do something, change anything.

She made a mess of her life, left the children behind, and put herself in danger for many times. Now she even thinks it's a trouble and a burden. What will ye Nanxian think?

If she is independent and independent enough, will the current situation be different?