Chapter 190

Shen mange tangled for a long time, after seeing ye Nanxian's calm, he decided to say it.

If ye Nanxian can't tolerate and accept it, then she should give up.

Maybe the fate with Ye Nanxian is not as strong as I think, maybe no man will tolerate this.

Shen mange is gambling, but she feels that ye Nanxian is not such a shallow person. These two emotions make her tangled and uncomfortable all the time.

Seeing Shen mange's uncomfortable appearance at this time, ye Nanxian said in a low voice: "I said don't force yourself. When you really want to tell me, just tell me. I don't have to know now. What about? Do you need something to eat and try again? "

Seeing ye Nanxian's encouragement, Shen mange is more or less inspired.

"Good."

Ye Nanxian starts up with a smile and goes to make a bowl of millet porridge for Shen mange.

The consistency of millet porridge is appropriate, and it looks very sweet, but Shen mange still feels disgusted. However, under Ye Nanxian's gaze, she pours it into her mouth a little bit.

I think it's good because she doesn't know what to eat.

Everything she ate these days made her feel tasteless. She even thought that there was something wrong with her sense of taste, but later she found that it was all her own psychological function.

As expected, she still couldn't pass her own test.

Shen mange's stomach continues to flow, but he tries his best to bear it.

Ye Nanxian is very distressed to see her like this.

"Don't force yourself. Take your time."

"I know it's not as strong as it used to be. Maybe it can be slowed down."

Shen mange smiles, but ye Nanxian can see that she is in 2 strong support.

"Mange..."

What else did he want to say, but there was a doctor's step outside.

"Mr. Ye, please come out. I want to talk to you about Miss Shen's illness."

This Miss Shen is definitely not Shen mange, but Shen Luoluo.

Ye Nanxian's eyes suddenly tightened.

"Come on, I'll be fine."

Shen mange also knows that Luoluo's condition can't be delayed, and hastens Ye Nanxian to go.

"Then you..."

"I'm ok. Even if I have something to do, I'll just throw up. Falling down matters. I can't go to see her now. You can take good care of her for me so that I can feel at ease."

Shen mange is worried and worried. No mother can calm down when she learns that her daughter's condition has changed. She is no exception.

It's a pity that now she appears in front of Luoluo in such a way that she can only scare Luoluo.

Ye Nanxian saw Shen mange's strong eyes twinkling, and said in a soft voice, "I'll come right away. If you have any discomfort, do you want to see a doctor?"

"I see. Don't worry."

Shen mange leaves at the moment of Ye Nanxian, quickly came to the bathroom big spit.

She is a little discouraged, maybe she really can't pass the psychological level?

But if she continues, can she have what she wants? Others try every means to destroy her happiness, does she want to let those people do?

No!

No!

She tried to stop herself, and then stood up with the wall.

Now Shen mange's body is very weak, it's very possible that a gust of wind can blow her to the hospital, but with her own perseverance, she goes back to the ward step by step.

Ye Nanxian hasn't come back, and I don't know what happened to Shen Luoluo.

Shen mange can't bring it down for a moment.

She has been back for several days, but she hasn't seen Luoluo, and she doesn't even know how it is now.

In the days of her disappearance, what did she experience?

Why do you live well in St. Petersburg hospital and be brought to this sanatorium by Ye Nanxian?

Is it because of what Tang Ziyuan did to Luoluo or Ye Nanxian?

Shen mange suddenly finds that many things are out of her control, even beyond her cognition.

Tang Ziyuan is no longer the one he knew before, which determines that the Tang family and the Ye family are likely to be at odds.

And what happened during this time, she had to know.

Thinking of this, Shen mange stood up gently, pushed open the door of the ward and walked out of the door for the first time.

It takes a lot of courage for her to get out of here, especially when she comes out of this room alone.

When she just pushed away the room, Shen mange felt that people in all directions were looking at her, just like she was on a boat. Her fierce eyes and their eager eyes made her feel creepy and uneasy.

She just stepped out of the foot again back, even want to close the door, do life ostrich and tortoise.Actually, it's not bad, is it?

With Ye Nanxian, no one dares to come in and hurt her, and will not do anything to her. It's just that she can't get out.

But the moment Shen mange closes the door, his mind shows ye Nanxian's concerned eyes again.

He will treat her well because of love, responsibility and guilt. But how long can one's mood last?

How long can she squander Ye Nanxian's feelings like this?

People are always tired.

Now Zian's whereabouts are unknown, and Luoluo is like this, and she has also become a ghost. Do these burdens have to be on Ye Nanxian's shoulder?

Shen mange thought of his just said to be confident, to match the upper leaf of Nanxian, but this moment how to shrink back?

She leaned against the door and gasped, even shivering. No one knows her fear of the crowd, let alone her anxiety about the outside world, but she has no choice.

Either she will be an ostrich protected by Ye Nanxian all her life and enjoy Ye Nanxian's contribution to her with peace of mind, or she will step out, conquer herself, find herself, and become a wife who can match Ye Nanxian.

In fact, she has long thought about how to choose between the two options, but the first step is more difficult to take.

Shen mange takes a deep breath, tries to do a good job in heart construction, and then suddenly opens the door.

Because of her sudden appearance, many people subconsciously looked at her.

Those eyes make Shen mange feel like a needle on pins and needles, but she keeps on biting her teeth.

Can't back down!

Can't go back!

She is Shen mange! It's Ye Nanxian's wife! It's the lost Mommy! Now everyone needs her to stand up, and everyone wants her to get better, right?

Shen mange gasped, feeling the cold sweat trickling down her forehead, and her legs were heavy like lead, but she still didn't retreat.

After seeing Shen mange for a moment, everyone took back their eyes and did what they should do. After all, this is a sanatorium. No matter how strange patients they have seen, Shen mange is just too thin and weak.

When those eyes leave, Shen mange's whole back is soaked.

She is like a new student.

Watching everyone perform their duties, she suddenly felt like crying.

In fact, taking this step is not as difficult as you think, is it?

Shen mange is so excited that she can't wait to Tell ye Nanxian that she can do it. But thinking of where ye Nanxian is now, Shen mange is silent again.

Fall!

The doctor is talking about Luo Luo's condition.

Shen mange was a little worried at this moment. She quickly raised her feet and walked towards the doctor's office.

There are still people looking at her on the road.

At the beginning, Shen mange would suddenly stop and find it difficult to move. Later, she overcame it. Although she walked slowly, she was still calm. Although her back was sweaty and her palm was pierced by her fingernails, she still insisted.

Slowly, she found that many people just looked at her and then went to other places.

Shen mange gasps and wants to ask someone where the doctor's office is, but he doesn't have the courage to speak.

She suddenly found that this accident made her lose the desire to talk with others.

She is against everyone except ye Nanxian.

This kind of cognition made her very depressed, but she did not flinch.

Ye Nanxian's love and falling illness are a kind of encouragement and spur to her.

She bit her teeth and turned the corner, finally saw a familiar figure.

It's Ye Rui!

Ye Rui is crying!

This smelly boy doesn't cry like before, but his shoulder is more and more painful.

Seeing ye Rui, Shen mange can't help thinking of Shen Zian.

Where is that stinky boy now?

Shen mange's psychological pain, but still went in the past.

Ye Rui cries too attentively, holding a watch in his hand. Shen mange's heart aches badly after seeing it.

It's Shen Zian's watch. It's a birthday present for Shen Zian on her fourth birthday, but now it's in Ye Rui's hands.

Ye Rui's cry is very suppressed.

Shen mange reaches out his arm and gently embraces him.

Ye Rui suddenly surprised, quickly looked up, but was stunned at the moment when he saw Shen mange.

"Are you an aunt?"

Shen mange is too thin. After she comes back, ye Nanxian doesn't allow anyone to disturb her. So ye Rui is the first time to see Shen mange, but he is scared by her appearance.

The memory of Shen mange is so beautiful, so dazzling, but now Shen mange like an old man, lifeless."I'm ugly?"

Shen mange wants to smile at him, but he can't smile.

Ye Rui shakes his head and wipes his tears, but it seems that the more he wipes them. He choked and said: "Auntie, I'm sorry, I didn't watch the boss. I lost him. You hit me. You hit me hard to take it out. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. "

He took Shen mange's hand and hit him in the face, but Shen mange stopped him.

"Come on, ye Rui. My aunt knows you didn't mean it."

"But the bad guy is my mommy. Auntie, it's all because of me, because my boss is treated like that by mommy. No, she's not my mommy. She's the devil. Auntie, you hit me, you hit me, I will be more comfortable psychologically

Ye Rui's pressure all these days broke out when he saw Shen mange.

Why is a good Mommy like Auntie not his mommy?

Why did his mommy get so bad?

Why?

Ye Rui tries to let Shen mange punish him, which makes Shen mange suffocate. She hugs Ye Rui and hugs him tightly.

She knows that ye Rui has suffered no less than anyone else in this incident. What in the world is more sad than a child witnessing the violence of his own mother?