Chapter 390

From the hospital back to the castle, Ruan Xiaomian thought all the way, and finally made a difficult decision.

She decided to keep nanxiu and go back to the city of Saint SA.

But she didn't know how to tell her son. Although she had not been back for a long time, she knew him well.

If she's telling the truth, derrick? Won't agree to stay.

What should she say?

The car stopped at the gate of the castle.

Park Shiwan gets out of the car and opens the door for Ruan Xiaomian

Ruan Xiaomian nodded to park and said, "thank you."

Park Shiwan's sight was a little heavy, quietly following Ruan Xiaomian, "little grandma, do you have something on your mind?"

Of course, he knows a series of things that happened recently, but the young master called me before. The young master said that the little grandmother had no more hallucinations. This is a good thing. Why does he think the little grandma is not happy?

"Did Mr. Morris tell you something again?"

Ruan Xiaomian looks at Park Shiwan and feels very grateful. She knows that park Shiwan cares about her from the bottom of her heart.

All of a sudden, she was very young. She had to talk to someone.

"I I... "

She did not deny it. Park knew that he was right in his guess. It must have been Mr. Morris.

"Little grandma, some people's words, you don't take it seriously, it's not necessary at all."

After all, Mr. Morris had never done anything for his little grandmother.

Of course, it's just that he thinks so. He doesn't know what the young grandmother thinks.

"I don't know. I don't know anything." Ruan Xiaomian shook his head helplessly.

She really did not know what to do now. She was on the road just now, and she had thought it out very clearly.

"Little grandma..."

"My psychosis is dangerous," he said Speaking of this, Ruan Xiaomian suddenly laughed out, "do you think I'm sick?"

Park finished smelling speech, slightly a meal, "I don't try professionals, but I really can't see what's different about young grandma."

"But I had hallucinations before, more than once." Ruan Xiaomian sighed.

Now, even her own confusion, she saw is not true.

Insanity, is this the manifestation of insanity?

"Boom The long lost voice comes to mind again.

The feeling of splitting headache brought her back to those five years.

Isn't her mental disorder cured?

Ruan Xiaomian hugs her head tightly and her eyes are full of panic.

"Little grandma..."

Ruan Xiaomian turns around and strides into the castle. As if there is something urgent, he puts Park Shiwan in the same place. He is very worried.

She went all the way back to the bedroom, but nanjue was not there.

It's better not to be here. She can get out of here without being known.

Otherwise, nanjue will stop her, and she will not be able to leave.

Thinking like this, Ruan Xiaomian no longer hesitated, turned and left the bedroom directly, all the way out of the castle.

Park Shiwan was still guarding the door. Seeing Ruan Xiaomian come out, he immediately stepped forward, "little grandma, what's the matter?"

"I'm going out to do something." Ruan Xiaomian said as she walked to the garage.

Park Shiwan was right behind her, she knew.

"You don't follow me. I'll be fine. Morris won't hurt me before. You stay and watch derrick."

Park finished smelling speech, and his steps stopped. "Then you at least tell me where you are going."

"I'm going to the bank." Ruan Xiaomian, don't panic. This is what she thought about when she went downstairs just now.

Park Shiwan's complicated vision shrouded Ruan Xiaomian's farther and farther back. He did not follow him. He stood in the same place for a while in silence. Until Ruan Xiaomian's figure disappeared in his sight, he turned back.

Ruan Xiaomian took the car and left, all the way down the mountain road.

The speed is getting slower and slower.

She couldn't give up, she couldn't leave nanjue, she couldn't leave her children, she couldn't give up what she had now.

But what can she do?

She felt that she was a disaster now, just like Nanxi had been scolding her.

Tears gradually covered the face, the road ahead was flooded by tears, become blurred.

Ruan Xiaomian's heart aches like a knife. She holds the steering wheel tightly. Her internal organs are cold and shivering.

Finally, she stopped the car.

After all, she did not have the courage to leave nanjue and her children.

What would she do without them?

But, it's like a cancer that's going to hurt you all the time. What should she do?

Ruan Xiaomian was helpless. Tears poured in, leaving traces of sadness on her pale cheeks.She was so heartbroken that she had no strength to support herself. She was buried in the steering wheel, crying and her shoulders trembled. All around, Ruan Xiaomian can only hear her sad cry.

Suddenly, there was a rustle outside.

Ruan Xiaomian slightly a section, slowly raised his head, butterfly feather like eyelashes were wet by tears, vision blurred.

But she saw everything in front of her.

It's a vampire again. There are so many vampires. They open their mouths and their fangs seem to flash.

Ruan Xiaomian held up his eyes, and his eyes were filled with fear.

It's not the vampires that she's afraid of, but that she's hallucinating again.

Is she terminally ill?

Will she be sent to a mental hospital in the next few days?

Ruan Xiaomian looks at those vampires who are getting closer and closer in front of him, and suddenly thinks that they are not hallucinations, but real.

If it's true, let them bite her.

Ruan Xiaomian thinks in despair, allowing those vampires to get closer and closer.

She took out her mobile phone and recorded a video of the vampires..

She didn't have the courage to leave. Maybe she would show this video to Nan Jue. He would send himself away.

Watching the video on the screen for a long time, Ruan Xiaomian just looked up, but was surprised to find that those vampires were gone.

The hallucination is gone again.

That's it. It's always been.

Ruan Xiaomian slowly lowered his eyes, covered up the most real emotion at the bottom of his eyes, and took a deep breath to stop the continuous flow of tears.

She felt that she had failed and hesitated as if she had lost all her ability to think.

"Bang, bang, bang!"

The sudden voice startled Ruan Xiaomian.

When he turned his head, Nan Jue's handsome face was outside the window. He looked very calm.

Of course, he didn't know he was leaving.

Ruan Xiaomian looked at nanjue through a layer of glass, and her eyes were red again.

What she is doing, whether to stay or leave, to now has not made up her mind. She really hates such a self.

Nanjue had opened the door and came in. The air in the car suddenly became tense.

"Why cry?" Nanjue asked in a deep voice. The sight of insight into people's heart tightly covered Ruan Xiaomian's tearful face.

His vision is deep to the extreme, with mysterious power, nameless, unknowable.

Ruan Xiaomian's eyes are tightly twisted by him and can hardly be moved away.

Seeing him, her heart was warm and her eyes were moist again with tears. Her lips were open and her throat was tight. She couldn't spit out a word.

Nanjue's eyes became cold, and the temperature in the car was reduced to zero centigrade.

"I..."

"I'll help you answer, Ruan Xiaomian, because you are sick and don't want to involve me and my children, so you choose to leave, right? Ruan Xiaomian, you are really great. " Nanjue sneered and said scornfully.

Ruan Xiaomian's heartache is incomparable. She seems to have a pair of invisible hands, tearing her heart apart and dripping with blood.

Does she want to leave?

Of course she wanted to stay with him and the children for the rest of her life.

Nanjue was biting his teeth, and his face was dark. "Ruan Xiaomian, I asked you, if I said I would leave, I would die, would you still go?"

"Nanjue, I..."

"OK, I know. Go back. I know you can't bear me. Ruan Xiaomian, I'll give you one last chance. If I catch you and leave without saying a word, I'll break your leg. But if you tell me that you want to leave, I'll also directly break my leg. I'm not joking."

After that, nanjue opened the door and got out of the car.

Ruan Xiaomian was slightly stunned, puzzled to look at nanjue, saw him around the car, opened the driver's door, a deep voice command, "get off."

His tone of voice, as always domineering, autocratic, as high as the king.

Ruan Xiaomian swallowed his saliva. His brain didn't react to it for a moment. He only knew to listen to nanjue's words and get off the bus.

Nanjue took his seat in the driver's seat and lowered his head to fasten his seat belt. As soon as he looked up, he saw Ruan Xiaomian standing outside the car like a little fool.

It's a rare fool. It's very cute. Nanjue can't laugh now. He's going to hate Ruan Xiaomian.

"What are you doing there? Not yet

Ruan Xiaomian's butterfly like eyelashes flickered twice. She walked around the car and got on the bus. She lowered her head and fastened her seat belt. She did not raise her head when she was finished.

She felt ashamed, like a child who had run away from home and had been caught.

The atmosphere in the car is still tense.

Nanjue started the engine, turned the car around in a handsome way and went back to the castle.

"Why don't you speak, Ruan Xiaomian, don't you speak very well? You know you've done something wrong, so you're dumb, aren't you? " Nanjue's lips were covered with a sneer, the mockery of red fruits.Ruan Xiaomian kept his head down, so he didn't see the expression of being beaten on nanjue's face.

Nanjue snorted again, "why didn't I find you so great before? In order not to implicate me, I chose to leave, right? You're a good man

Ruan Xiaomian took a deep breath and did not speak.

She doesn't know what to say.

"Why didn't I find out you were such a person before? Ruan Xiaomian, tell me what you think, eh? Do you think you've done well. Do you want me to praise you or reward you? What do you want? I have a wife who loves me so much that I can be on my own when I'm sick. I'm really lucky and happy. I have to reward you. What do you want? "

The more Ruan Xiaomian listened to nanjue's words, the more wrong he was.

When is he going to laugh at her?

Did she leave for her own sake?

Isn't it enough to say that she had mental disorder before?

"Nanjue, don't say that. You know I'm here to..."

"You are for my good, I know, that's why I want to reward you." Nanjue scoffed.

For his good, does she know what is good for him?

If she is really for his good, she will not leave.

"Don't do this, nanjue. I'm in a bad mood. I don't want to quarrel with you." Ruan Xiaomian slightly side body, facing his side of the door.

Her thoughts are very chaotic. She has experienced a lot in these days. Maybe she made a wrong decision when she is not awake. But what nanjue should do now is to make sarcasm at her.

"I know you're angry, but you should understand me. It didn't happen to you. You won't understand me."

"Oh Nanjue suddenly chuckled.

Listen to what his wife says!

It didn't happen to him.

"You still share you and me with me? I'd rather it happened to me than suffer like this. "