In fact, Dane doesn't remember much about the events before her parents died. Her memory was brought home by dad and mom.

It can be said that there were memories at that time.

For three years, my grandfather was really the first one to make her feel warm.

So, she really likes my grandfather. She likes it very much.

"Let's go. I've called your grandfather just now. He's preparing dinner. We'll go back and help. Before dad comes back, we'll all stay with him, OK?" Ruan Xiaomian asked as she took Dane out.

"Good." Dane looked up at Ruan Xiaomian, with a smile in his Obsidian eyes, which was more beautiful than the starry sky at midnight.

Ruan Xiaomian looks sluggish.

For the first time in her memory, she saw Dane smile like this.

The sadness at the bottom of my heart, because of Dane's smile, slowly dispersed, as if the thick fog in the forest was scattered by the sunlight.

"Let's go."

……

After dinner, Dane washed and fell asleep.

Ruan Xiaomian sat by Dane's bed and watched her silently for a long time. Then she got up slowly and looked at the temperature of the air conditioner. Just then, she left at ease and went back to her room.

It was quiet in the room.

It is said that in the dead of night, it is the most difficult time.

Ruan Xiaomian has a deep understanding of this sentence.

In the past five years, every night has been a hard time for her. She has been tormented by mental and physical pain.

Tonight, the heart is also painful.

She really didn't want to admit it, because it was hard for her to know that nanjue was engaged to another woman.

We can't admit it, we can't deny it.

Why?

Why did she still feel heartache because of nanjue?

Can the hatred of nanjue not cure the pain in my heart?

Ring……

The mobile phone rings suddenly.

Ruan Xiaomian is thinking deeply. The sudden ringing of her mobile phone scares her, and her heart beats wildly.

Taking a deep breath, she took her mobile phone and immediately pressed the answer button when she saw that it was Xia su'an.

"Ann, you're finished. I'm in the martial arts school now. Can you come over?"

"Now? Yes, I'll clean it up and tell you later Xia su'an said and hung up the phone.

About half an hour later, she arrived.

Ruan Xiaomian had finished washing and was waiting for her on the sofa.

She came in and took off her coat. "Is Dane asleep? I want to see her again

"I fell asleep. What did you say to me just now?" Ruan Xiaomian asked.

Hearing the speech, xiasu calmed down, silent for a while, went forward and took a seat beside Ruan Xiaomian.

"Did you see the news on S.K.'s website?"

“S.K?” Ruan Xiaomian shook his head. "I didn't see it. I'm not interested in his affairs."

Xia su'an gently tied a knot in her eyebrows and looked at Ruan Xiaomian with a heavy look in her eyes. "Xiaomian, tell me why you left nanjue in those years? You are so good. "

"Is it?" Ruan Xiaomian sneered, "I used to think so. I thought nanjue gave me the love I wanted, but I was wrong. Everyone was wrong."

"You Is it because nanjue can't give you the love you want, so leave him? " She did not accept the reason.

Love that can't be given.

Even if nanjue was dissatisfied with what she had done, she didn't have to leave on the day the baby was born.

At that time, she could see that Ruan Xiaomian cared about and loved her children very much.

But even if you leave your son?

"Xiao Mian..."

"What was the message on S.K.'s website Ruan Xiaomian interrupted Xia su'an.

"Ah, I saw Nan Jue announce on his official website that he is going to marry Emma. Emma is his fiancee. A few days after you left, he was engaged to Emma. But Xiaomian, I can see that nanjue doesn't love Emma at all. Can you tell me clearly why you left five years ago?"

Xia su'an has always had a feeling that Ruan Xiaomian and nanjue love each other deeply, because she is also a person who knows how to love.

There must be some misunderstanding among them.

"Because..."

Ruan Xiaomian's eyes, but also emerged five years ago that dark cold night, nanjue with a gun at her.

The sound of gunfire "bang".

"Coax!"

Ruan Xiaomian's brain also suddenly rang out the voice that she had been used to for a long time.

My head is aching again. It looks like it's going to crack.

She raised her hand and held her head tightly, and her brow frowned painfully, and a thin layer of sweat came out of her forehead."Xiao Mian!" Xia su'an was shocked, "Xiao Mian, what's the matter with you?"

"Ann, mine is in the bag. Help me..."

Without waiting for Ruan Xiaomian to finish speaking, Xia su'an immediately took Ruan Xiaomian's bag, found a bottle of medicine in it, and then quickly poured a cup of water to her, "take the medicine quickly."

Ruan Xiaomian took the water cup, drank a big saliva, and sent the medicine in his mouth.

The head still hurts.

She put down her glass, closed her eyes and breathed a little.

"Well, no more, no more." Xia Su said with ease and pain and helped Ruan Xiaomian up and took her to the bedside.

Ruan Xiaomian took off her knitted coat and lay down in her pajamas.

Xia su'an stands by the bed and looks at Ruan Xiaomian for a while. Seeing Ruan close her eyes and her breath gradually calms down, she feels relieved and turns to the bathroom.

……

The next morning, Ruan Xiaomian got up early.

Last night, she stayed up all night.

Not because of nightmares, but because of the thought that nanjue would marry another woman, she could not sleep.

For five years, she thought her hatred was strong enough, but she was defeated by heartache.

When did she become so mean?

If only she could show her courage when she was cheating on Chu xiuhan.

People say that only when the pain reaches the depth, can we realize the importance of love.

She's in pain now, she's in pain. What does that mean?

Ruan Xiaomian doesn't want to think about the answer, because the answer will make her despise herself and despise herself.

For five years, she hated nanjue for five years. However, at the moment when she knew that he was going to marry another woman, her hatred was nowhere to be placed, and all that remained was endless heartache.

It's ridiculous, isn't it?

Taking a deep breath, Ruan Xiaomian got out of bed and went to the bathroom.

She's still sleeping.

After washing, Ruan Xiaomian went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast for everyone.

She had to find something to do so as not to think about nanjue.

It's bright outside.

The kitchen door opened.

Du Chengyun saw Ruan Xiaomian's busy figure inside. He was surprised at first, then walked over and happily laughed out, "we Xiaomian really grow up and know how to cook for me."

Ruan Xiaomian chuckled, "if you move to live with me, I will cook for you every day."

"How about that? When I go to your place, what about my martial arts school? What about my apprentice? "

He can't let go of his martial arts school and his disciples.

Ruan Xiaomian pursed her lips. "Master, you are over 60 years old. It's time to retire."

"Retirement?" Du Chengyun patted his chest, "wait 20 years before you say it."

"Never mind, it would be nice to wait for you to retire after 40 years." Ruan Xiaomian raised the bar.

Will you be in your eighties after 20 years?

"Then I'm not an old goblin?"

It is not known whether he will live to be a hundred.

"There are a lot of centenarians now. None of them is 500 or 1000 years old. They are embarrassed to say that they are old goblins." Ruan Xiaomian giggled and poured out the soybean milk that had just been squeezed.

Then she turned off the fire and took the porridge out of the kitchen.

Du Chengyun followed, with soymilk and boiled eggs in his hand.

"Xiao Mian, why don't you call me when you get up?" Xia su'an stood at the back door and stretched.

Ruan Xiaomian giggled out, "see you sleep so sweet, I hate to wake you up."

Xia su'an stretched herself and went to the kitchen.

"You bring out the side dishes, I mix them."

……

After breakfast, there are disciples coming one after another. Xia su'an goes to work, and Ruan Xiaomian sends Dan en to kindergarten.

Then she went to the company.

Next week, the company will be finished decorating. Before that, she has been in her office, holding video conferences.

The car drove to the underground parking lot. In front of it, two familiar figures suddenly appeared.

A man and a woman are talking and laughing.

Ruan Xiaomian looks at those two people, the bottom of her heart is turbulent, I don't know if she is happy.

Taking a deep breath, she opened the door and got out of the car.

"Nanxi, look!" Zhong was also the first to find Ruan Xiaomian and said excitedly.

Nanxi is looking up and laughing. He hears Zhong Yi's voice and looks along his finger.

At this time, not only the smile on the lips was gone, but also a touch of anger on his face.

Of course, it's after surprise that you get angry.

It's really a narrow-minded family. I saw the beauty and disaster.

Nanxi bit his teeth and snorted coldly. He put aside his eyes and didn't look at Ruan Xiaomian.She hated this woman. She hated it.

Five years ago, my brother looked for this woman everywhere, like crazy.

Back at the beginning, Nanxi still felt heartache for her brother.

However, the cruel woman left without saying a word, and even her own children had the heart to leave behind.

She has never seen such a cruel woman as Ruan Xiaomian.

"Nanxi." Ruan Xiaomian met him and said without expression.

She knew that Nanxi's attitude towards her was due to nanjue.

But nanjue is nanjue, and Nanxi is Nanxi. Ruan Xiaomian never adds his hatred to nanjue.

"Hum!" Nanxi snorted coldly and ignored her.

The clock also looked at Nanxi, silent, slightly smile out, "Miss Ruan, you come out to do business?"

"Zhong Yi, do you know this woman? Don't talk to strangers. Let's go Nanxi's voice is very unfriendly. He drags the bell and walks away without looking at Ruan Xiaomian.

"Nanxi." Zhong also shook his head at Nanxi and looked at Ruan Xiaomian.

"Call me genie. This is my company." Ruan Xiaomian smiles and points to the nearby building.

"Well, they all have English names and their own company, Ruan Xiaomian. It seems that you've been doing well in recent years. Genie jewelry is your brand. It's rubbish."

Nanxi's eyes were white, and he took down his beautiful earrings with sunflowers and threw them on the ground in front of Ruan Xiaomian.

It turned out that she liked this brand of jewelry, but she didn't expect it was Ruan Xiaomian's brand.

Now, it's really ugly.

Ruan Xiaomian is not angry, but thinks Nanxi is naive.

"Nanxi, we haven't seen each other for a long time..."

"I don't want to see you. I saw you on the first day when I came back. I knew I would stay in Saipan for a few more days. Zhong Yi, I don't want to be here. The air is bad here. Let's go quickly!" Nanxi drags Zhong Yi, and Zhong also takes him away.

"Nanxi, don't do this." Zhong also looked back at Ruan Xiaomian. Seeing that Ruan Xiaomian had already got on the car, he turned back. "Anyway, you and she used to be very good friends."