Chapter 279：

Seeing that Gu Xinran was about to leave, how could Chen Yi let Gu Xinran leave like this? A few more steps followed, hugged Gu Xinran from behind, and hurriedly said: "Okay, I was wrong, I was wrong, it was all my fault, I followed you, I was wrong, I was wrong, I Don’t be angry anymore, okay? I’m wrong, hungry, oh wrong, it’s all my fault, don’t go, don’t go.”

Chen Yiyu said incoherently. He didn't know what to say now, who was very good at speaking. He just kept admitting his mistakes. Chen Yi hoped that this would calm Gu Xinran's emotions and take back what he had just said. Every step in his future planning is centered on Gu Xinran and him.

Now Gu Xinran is leaving, he feels as if everything is gone, all the beauty, all the future is broken in an instant, the surrounding is no longer the fragrance of birds and flowers, and he is not on the road leading to the future. These things are like dreamy bubbles. Broken, there is endless darkness around him, and there is only himself in the darkness, as if he has fallen into an endless abyss.

He was afraid. He really didn't want to lose and was afraid of losing Gu Xinran. He didn't dare to let go. He was afraid that if he didn't hold him tighter, Gu Xinran would completely disappear into his life.

Gu Xinran became more and more angry when she was hugged by Chen Yi. She tried her best to break away from Chen Yi's embrace, but her impatience was too small and she couldn't do it. She was crazy and kept clasping Chen Yi tightly with her nails. The hands held together kept hitting Chen Yi's ribs with his hands, but Chen Yi still did not let go.

Gu Xinran hysterically said: "You let me go, you get out, you get out, I never want to see you again, why are you so stubborn? I'm annoying you, I'm annoying you, you get out of here! I beg Please, don't bother me anymore, I have had enough, get out of here"

Looking at Gu Xinran, who was struggling crazily in his arms, and listening to her words, Chen Yi seemed to be pierced by countless swords again. Seeing Gu Xinran's extremely painful look in his arms, Chen Yi unconsciously let go of his hand. Gu Xinran felt that Chen Yi's hand was delivered, and ran out without looking back, without stopping for a moment.

Besides Gu Xinran and Chen Yi, another boy in the field watched Gu Xinran and ran out without saying anything, and went straight to catch up.

Chen Yi stayed in place and did not move. Chen Yi looked at Gu Xinran's further and further away. He didn't know why this happened, but he knew that his dream was broken.

Seeing Gu Xinran running farther and farther, Chen Yi seemed to lose all his strength, his nose was sour, and the 1.8-meter-long boy sat on the ground and cried, crying like a child.

The campus at night is very quiet, especially near the grape trellis. Chen Yi’s cry is so helpless and so desolate in this silent night. He has been in Xinghai City for four years, but this city is still the same to him. There are many strangers and many people I know, but there are basically no real friends. Some of the original classmates also left Xinghai City after graduation and went to other places to find their own future.

Chen Yi is not a person who is afraid of loneliness and difficulties. Everyone can only see how dazzling his work is, how fast his career has improved, and how bright his future is. No one knows how much pressure he has taken. .

No one knows how frightened he is in the company every day, no one knows how much hardship and sweat he has put into studying research reports late at night, no one knows how he watched emotional programs and took notes, thinking about possible problems and solutions in the future. What kind of decision, in his opinion, a girl is willing to be with him, he must not let her down, he must give her everything he can give. As long as you have everything you have, you can give her everything.

No one knows how much he has spent to persuade his family to stay in Xinghai City after graduation, and how much pressure he is under. He is afraid that his parents will have even the slightest bad impression of Gu Xinran, so he takes these as his own wishes. Explain to communicate with parents.

Even Gu Xinran didn't know this, because Chen Yi didn't want to worry her and didn't tell her.

Chen Yi didn't care about these things. He gritted his teeth against the wind and walked forward firmly, just because there was a girl who loved him, and he also loved this girl. He hoped to support this girl. , He hopes that this girl can live a happy and happy life under his protection. For the girl's smile, he is willing to give everything.

No matter what kind of pain he has experienced, as long as he sees this girl's smile, he will feel unusually at ease. It is not so much he is guarding this girl, it is better to say that this girl is guarding him.

But now, Chen Yi’s dream is broken, and the things he desperately guarded are gone. In this silent night, in this big city, Chen Yi is like an outsider. Everything has nothing to do with him. He seems to be wandering in the hustle and bustle. The lonely ghosts in the city are incompatible with everything around them.

At this time, all the grievances and emotions seemed to burst into Chen Yi’s heart, and the heart seemed to be held tightly by a hand. It was uncomfortable, and Chen Yi’s emotions that had been suppressed for a long time were no longer tense. Lived, a boy of more than 1.8 meters, the market manager of a private equity fund, sat alone on the ground and wept bitterly.

What man does not flick when he has tears? Chen Yi crying regardless, it makes people feel distressed...

On the other side, Gu Xinran, who was so far away, stopped on the side of the road, gasping for breath. Looking back, only her childhood playmate followed, with a trace of relief, relief, and guilt in her eyes.

She was not a scumbag. She was just dazzled by a momentary emotion. After running a distance, she calmed down a lot and knew that she had just said too much and did too much.

The boy followed, but he didn't say anything, just stood quietly beside Gu Xinran, because he didn't know what to say. He still clearly remembered Gu Xinran's hysterical madness just now.

Neither of them spoke, and there were bursts of bitter crying looming from where they ran.

The boy looked back and said, "He is so pitiful."

Gu Xinran didn't say anything, took out the phone, deleted all the things related to Chen Yi in the phone, and blocked all contact information, and stopped until he could not find him again. He said coldly: "It's getting late, I'm going back, thank you for staying with me tonight." So he walked to the dormitory building not far away alone.

Gu Xinran's voice was cold and scary. At least this boy had never heard Gu Xinran's voice so cold. Watching Gu Xinran gradually walk away, the boy said from behind, "I just want to know, why is this? Can you tell me why? ?"

Gu Xinran's forward figure paused for a while, did not look back, did not speak, and continued to walk towards the dormitory. The boy watched Gu Xinran enter the dormitory, looked back at Chen Yi's direction, sighed, and took it out. The mobile phone blacked out all of Chen Yi's contact information, deleted, and walked to his bedroom.

At night, it was very quiet, and the only faintly uncontrollable cry was heard near the grape trellis on the campus of Xinghai Finance University... Chen Yi sat alone on the ground and cried for a long time. The dream that had supported him to the present suddenly shattered, and Chen Yi was completely at a loss.

All the sadness and exhaustion from before seemed to have returned to him for a moment, and he felt very tired now, really tired.

He doesn't want to do anything now, just like taking a good rest, because he is really tired.