Chapter 277：

Chen Yi didn't want these things to make Gu Xinran hurt, wronged, or sad. He hoped that through his own efforts, all of this could be eliminated.

I have to say that Chen Yi really loves Gu Xinran to his bones.

Chen Yi walked aimlessly on the campus, and unknowingly, he came to the grape rack where he and Gu Xinran spent the previous month together. Chen Yi smiled when he saw the grape rack. He seemed to see himself and Gu Xinran facing each other. The scene of sitting in a hug, thinking back to the past, a burst of sweetness in my heart.

It happened that it had been a long time since Chen Yi was going to sit in front of the grape trellis for a while to rest, and then carefully aftertaste the sweet time between himself and Gu Xinran.

Chen Yi, who sat down in front of the grape trellis, was bathed in moonlight, so peaceful, so quiet, and a quiet, gentle, gentle temperament exuded from the inside out. This is different from Li Shan's pretending temperament.

It is a kind of self-confidence and calmness in the future, humility and indifference to things of the world, and optimism and positiveness in life that radiate from the inside out.

It is not the kind of Buddhism that "sometimes end in life, and there is no time to force it." It's not the kind of domineering "three-foot green front in my hand, the heavens and myriad worlds are walking sideways." It's a kind of indifferent "he makes him strong, and the breeze blows the hills and hills. He runs by him, and the moon shines on the river."

Unknowingly, Chen Yi reached a state that many people would not be able to achieve throughout his life. This requires a very clear plan for the future, a very objective understanding of his own abilities, and prepared emergency plans for many emergencies. After that, there will be a state.

It is not blind self-confidence, low self-esteem or completely handed over to fate to decide, but after considering various factors, the corresponding solution is formulated, which is the kind of self-confidence in which everything is under control. When Chen Yi was sitting alone to admire the moon, a man and a woman came to him. Chen Yi smiled when he saw the figure of a man and a woman from a distance. The grape rack was quiet and peaceful at night, few people came, and many couples were dating. Chen Yi thought it was a couple who came here for a date.

Chen Yi is naturally not a person who likes to be a light bulb or eavesdropping on gossip, so he got up and planned to leave.

Because Chen Yi was sitting under the grape trellis, the shade of the trees blocked the moonlight, and the man and the woman were under the moonlight. Coupled with the distance, Chen Yi could only see that there were two people, one man and one woman. The woman never noticed that there was a person under the grape trellis.

When Chen Yi got up and was about to leave, and didn't disturb the two of them, he heard the girl sigh and said, "He still sends me messages every day recently. What do you think I should do?"

The boy said: "You should tell him clearly, just say it clearly, how can you suggest that he knows."

The two spoke quietly, just normal voices, but it was at night, and the surrounding area of ​​the grape rack was unusually quiet. Chen Yi heard these two sentences clearly.

The figure he was about to turn and leave stopped, his pupils shrank slightly and his face was shocked. He is not familiar with the boy's voice, but he can't know the girl's voice any more. This is his girlfriend, Gu Xinran, who he thinks about day and night! ! !

At this time, Chen Yi looked shocked, his mind was full of confusion, didn't Gu Xinran go to the postgraduate entrance training camp? Why is she here? The training camp is over? Why didn't she tell herself? Who is the "him" that Gu Xinran just said? Is it yourself? Does she know all the messages she sent before? It’s not that I didn’t see it without my mobile phone? Who is this man?

All kinds of doubts lingered in Chen Yi's mind. He didn't know what was going on. He was still thinking about a bright future with Gu Xinran along the way. Now that he encountered such a thing, he seemed to be for a while. It was the ability to think, and the whole person stood completely stupidly in place, looking blankly in the direction of this man and woman.

The two walked very slowly, the girl looked at the ground under her feet, and the boy looked at the girl.

I only heard the girl say again: "He is very good to me, really good, I don't know how to tell him. I gave him a yellow rose, he should know."

Hearing this, the boy sighed slightly: "Oh, the yellow rose's flower language is unpopular at first, and he is not a person who understands flowers. You only send a yellow rose to let him understand what you mean? This is too difficult. If it wasn’t because my house was a flower shop, I didn’t know that sending yellow roses between lovers meant to apologize and break up."

What the two said was undoubtedly another blow to Chen Yi, Yellow Rose? Break up? Did Gu Xinran break up when she gave her yellow roses? Chen Yi's whole person was completely dumbfounded, and the persistence and belief in his heart were washed away in an instant.

The boy said: "I don't understand. Isn't he nice to you? Do you know how many people envy the relationship between the two of you? Why did you suddenly break up? You also said that he is not a reference Is your willingness to plan your future well? Why would you still choose to break up like this? I really don't understand."

The girl sighed after hearing what the boy said: "Oh, to be honest, he treats me very well, but I feel restrained like this. I feel like a train running along a railroad track. I can see it at a glance. My appearance and life in a few years, more than a decade or even decades later, although these appearances and life are very good, but I feel that I am living meaningless, as if I am acting according to a script. It's not true, it's not me at all.

The boy was silent for a while and said: "What you said is understandable, but what do you want? Do not plan? Completely random? That way there are new challenges every day, and every stage of life is enough. Stimulate."

The girl said: "That's not true. Boys should really have a plan for themselves and their lovers. I am not insecure at all. But don't be too much, just moderate."

The boy said again: "I understand what you mean, then you can tell him, tell him what you think."

The girl said: "No, even if I tell him, I will still break up if he does." This time the voice was not loud, but the tone was extremely firm. Such a determined tone was like an indestructible steel knife that pierced Chen Yi's heart.

The boy wondered: "Why is this? So why did you break up with him? If it is a planning issue, then you can tell him, let him change it, and don’t you also say it, he The planning is done after asking your opinions. There shouldn’t be situations that force you to do things you don’t want."

The girl was silent and said, "Don't ask, I don't know."

The boy on the side was silent. The two of them stopped talking and continued to walk forward slowly. The girl still looked at the ground, and the boy still frowned at the girl, not knowing what he was thinking.

At this time, although Chen Yi stood still in place as before, his original indifferent and confident temperament had long been gone, replaced by an indescribable embarrassment.

The eyes that had been shining from time to time have lost the previous look, the eyes are no longer focused, the original plan is shattered, and the bright future has become illusory. The memo written in the mobile phone is aimed at couples who are going to marriage and what may appear after marriage. The content of the notes made by the question is still deeply imprinted in Chen Yi’s mind. Every word and every stroke written in it seems to be mocking Chen Yi, mocking his assumptions, and mocking his self-contradiction. Capacity.