V1.Chapter 65

There was a silence in the cave.

Being betrayed by his son, you can imagine how great a blow it is to cangxu, who is a father.

However, when Cang Xu was facing death, he still thought of his son.

Cang Xu hopes that his works can help his son. Of course, he also hopes that his works can be inherited.

There is hate and love here, as well as a lot of helplessness and vicissitudes.

Very complex emotions.

Zhen Jin and Zi Di finally began to understand the old scholar in front of them.

No wonder he cherished his life before, and no wonder he is willing to sacrifice himself now.

"If I escape, I will help you realize this last wish." Zi Di solemnly promised.

"Thank you, miss zidy." Cang must sincerely thank you.

"Then, Lord Zhijin..." Cang Xu looked at Zhijin again.

Although Zhen Jin didn't speak, he just shook his head slightly, but his attitude was very firm.

During the standoff, Zidi took out several letters: "in fact, I think Bai Ya also confessed her last wish."

Zhen Jin took a look and recognized it.

These letters were found from Bai Ya.

"Bai Ya once seemed to struggle out of a faint state for a short time. He pointed to his chest and motioned for these letters."

"Cang Xu and I have read the contents of the letter."

"Adult, you also have a look."

Zidi handed the letters to Zhen Jin.

With curiosity, Zhen Jin took over to browse.

These letters are love letters.

The hero is Bai Ya, and the heroine is called Hagi.

Some of the letters were written by Hagi to Bai Ya, who kept them with her. Some letters were written by Bai Ya to xihagi, recording Bai Ya's experience and thoughts after boarding the ship, and have not been sent out.

Xihagi is a noble lady, and Bai Ya is the son of hunter.

Xihagi's family has a summer resort in the mountain village, and hunting is also the traditional entertainment of the nobility. Bai Ya was selected to act as a guide.

Therefore, the two people have intersection. Although the status of the two sides is widely different, they have love.

This kind of situation is very rare, and it is almost like a story in the Bard population.

For this love, Bai Ya was flattered, as if she were in a dream. He regarded Hagi as the whole of his life, and wrote many times in his letter: but because of the person he loved, he gave his life.

However, what lies between them is their muddy identity gap. Bai Ya wants to become a knight in order to make love work.

It is difficult for a civilian to become a knight.

To be exact, it is very difficult.

It has been hundreds of years since civilians became knights. Even if emperor Shengming unified the whole Terran continent and completely subdued the southern aristocratic alliance, there were few new aristocrats.

For Bai Ya, his only hope lies in the overseas battlefield.

At the order of emperor Shengming, the Terran ships sailed to the wild continent, setting off an aggressive war against the orcs.

This is a golden opportunity.

Although it is very dangerous, for a civilian, the battlefield of fierce fighting with orcs has the opportunity to become a knight.

This is why Bai Ya took a boat to Baisha city.

Needle gold sighed: "If I am lucky enough to survive, I will give these letters to miss Sigi. And I promise with the reputation of a knight, I will tell her: her sweetheart Bai Ya is a very brave man. He is skilled in archery and once helped me. He is kind and does not hesitate to be seriously injured in order to save his companions. He is brave and unyielding, and even at the last moment of his life, he is not afraid to retreat. Although he is not a knight, I am sure He has many chivalrous virtues. "

To tell the truth, Zhijin didn't want to be the messenger of pain. When he said these words, he had imagined the poor appearance of Miss Hagi's broken heart and crying.

However, Cang Xu shook his head.

The old scholar showed a hint of irony: "as far as I know, the reality may not be like this, Lord Zhen Jin."

"In recent years, there has been a wave among imperial aristocratic women. The source of the wave is Duke Amy."

"The Duchess pursues love and beauty, and has always been a high-profile advocate of improving women's power and status in the Empire. She herself is powerful, is one of the living gods, lives extravagantly and indulgently, is best at lies, and is famous for playing with men."

"Taking Duke Amy as an example, noble women rushed to follow suit. They seduced men with love, tricked men, made them fall under their skirts, or watched them fight for themselves, or manipulated them into puppets."

Needle Jin frowned and pinched the letter paper, "so you think that this is also the case with Bai Ya and xihagi?"

Cang Xu nodded, "I'm not guessing out of thin air. There's evidence in the letter."

"First, love comes too suddenly. The time they spend together is too short, and there is no hero to save the United States."

"Second, Hagi took the initiative to encourage Bai Ya to become a knight. Therefore, this is not Bai Ya's original idea."

"Third, Hagi took the initiative to ask Bai Ya to write to her."

"From the perspective of Hagi, it is very interesting to tease Bai Ya, change the fate of a hunter's son, and manipulate him to become a knight."

"If she succeeds, she will gain a knight and serve her with great loyalty. She pays very little."

"If it doesn't succeed, what she hears and sees from Bai Ya's letter can also greatly reduce her boredom and boredom in the boudoir. Even if Bai Ya finally sacrifices, it can become a bragging capital for xihagi. You see, someone died for me - a fool who wants to be a knight."

"Fourth, the reason why I am so clear and even sure is that my son is the victim. It is likely that now, he is still dreaming of marrying the third miss of the shata family. Perhaps, it is my fault that I passed my mediocre blood on to him, but did not give him the ability to practice. This poor and sad little guy, he is exactly the same as when I was young - he is not satisfied with the status quo and wants to break away from the current life."

"The love of the third young lady gave him a bright future. However, he did not know how much his father had paid and how long he had spent in order to get rid of his original life and transcend his humble identity."

"Young people always think that they are favored by fate. Any good luck comes, even if it is incredible at first, but in their bones, they all think that they are treated well and deserve to be treated well. Any good things and success that happen to them are natural and natural."

"Only when they have been beaten and tortured, experienced wind and rain and thunder, will they gradually understand that they are ordinary, how valuable is the kindness of others to treat themselves, and how to cherish them. The reason why beautiful love stories are widely spread is that they are too rare in reality."

"Don't look at the records in historical books. Those heroes seem to be destined to rule a country or achieve a great cause. Even if they encounter disasters, they will always save the day. When faced with a dilemma, they will always choose morality and glory."

"That's because they are all winners."

"When they defeated all the enemies and won, it was up to them to decide what to write in the history books. They magnified their virtues and even fabricated them out of thin air, just like holding up a dazzling torch to let the world look up. Noble morality, outstanding talent, destiny and so on were convenient for their rule, or to safeguard their great cause, or to reap external interests. Their vulgarity, desire, filthy and Sinister and so on, are hidden in the shadow under the torch. When people see the torch, their eyes are attracted by the brilliant flame at the first time, instead of looking down at the shadow cast on the ground. "

"My Lord, even if you eat me, no one will know. Bai Ya faints and is unconscious. Miss Zidi is your fiancee. She has related interests and is closely integrated, and she will never betray you."

"And you only have enough food to escape."

"You are the winner. Your experience is told by you, and no one refutes it. Outsiders will not know what happened here."

"And I'm really willing. I believe you will try your best to fulfill my last wish!"

Zhen Jin shook his head slightly. "You overestimate me. I'm not a winner. I'm just a knight."

The young knight then smiled wryly, "to tell you the truth, Zidi led someone to search and rescue me before I woke up and survived. However, most of my memories have been lost. I only remember my name and identity. Sometimes, oneortwo memories suddenly revive, reminding me or letting me master a certain skill again."

Cang Xu was immediately stunned.

After reacting, the old scholar continued to advise: "if you remember that you are a knight, you should eat more food. Your physical fitness is too poor. How long can you fight tomorrow? Maybe you suddenly lack strength, and you can't avoid the fatal blow of scorpion tail."

"You need food now! Lots of food."

"Think about your identity, your family. As the defeated party, the hundred needle family has entered the camp of emperor Shengming, but the situation is not very good? You are the only heir of the family, and the whole territory will need you to lead and revitalize in the future."

"In addition to your inherent responsibilities, you should also protect your fiancee's life."

"If you eat food, you will have physical strength. Not only will your chances of survival increase, but also you will protect your fiancee. Maybe she survived the breakthrough tomorrow morning just because you ate an extra piece of meat."

"Are you forcing me?" Needle gold is furious.

Cang Xu smiled, "yes, I'm forcing you. But please forgive me, Lord Zhen Jin. I'm dying. A dead man is not afraid of secular authority. And I want to fulfill my last wish. For this reason, my life is just a chip."

Needle gold unconsciously clenched her fists.

He glared at cangxu angrily, very angry.

He was angry that Cang Xu oppressed himself so.

He was angry that he fell into such a situation, which was the abuse of fate.

He resented his weakness and was forced to a desperate situation by scorpions. He could no longer bear responsibility, and his fiancee's life could not be protected.

And what he was most angry about was that he found himself shaking!

Zhijin knows that cangxu is a wise man.

He also knew that cangxu's words were very reasonable. In terms of pure reason, it really should follow cangxu's suggestion.

What about his morality? What about his conscience?

And where?

What if you eat people as food?

He will no longer be a man, a criminal, and live a ignoble life. His glory and reputation will never be linked to him.

However, if you think so, is it because you are too selfish? Only care about their own reputation and virtue, but ignore the lives of others?

Eating food, you can sacrifice one person and save yourself and others?

Maybe not, but I know from the bottom of my heart that doing so can greatly increase the probability of survival!

If you are stubborn, is it a kind of stupidity?

As cangxu just said, history is written by winners. If he didn't eat people, maybe he really died under the silver gun scorpion, what would his father think? Will the ancestors of all dynasties scold me for not being flexible?

If you eat someone, will you regret it in the future?

If you don't eat people, you will survive, but others will die. Future memories, there was an opportunity in front of me, but I chose to give up. Maybe it's possible to save my fiancee and others, but I didn't.

Zhen Jin struggled in his heart, and various ideas came and went, lingering in his mind.

Hesitation, doubt and confusion made his thinking gradually disordered.

It's not just needle gold that suffered this night.

The cold wind in the night blew like a knife.

The yellow algae braved the wind, carrying the blue algae on their backs, and walked hard.

He felt like a dilapidated scarecrow, which would be blown away by the wind at any time.

The dark area in front of me can't be seen or touched, just like Huang Zao's heart at this time.

The reason why he kept moving forward was more numbness or inertia.

His heart was cold, and despair gradually enveloped him. The only warmth was the cyanobacteria on his back. The temperature of cyanobacteria is getting higher and higher, and the wound is festering.

He is dying.

"Don't die, brother, don't die!"

"I've done so much to carry you so far. If you die, I'll be so sorry."

"I've long wanted to get off the ship, you know. But you want to make a living on the sea."

"If I were on land, how could I be reduced to this damn island?"

"So, it's all you. You did all this."

Huang Zao shouted in his heart.

With the help of this call, he inspired himself.

However, the feeling of hunger and thirst stimulated his body and mind more than his spiritual encouragement.