Chapter 2183 can'st think of it

It really had such an impact on Bernard that, after all these years, every time he thought about it, he still felt sad.

"it's all my fault." Bernard went on, with a look of pain on his face. "If I hadn't applied for war for the first time, we wouldn't have carried out that mission, and my brothers wouldn't have died there because of me."

"monitor, it's not your fault." "I think even if you don't take the initiative to apply, your comrades in arms must want to join the war. Moreover, as a soldier, they can die on the battlefield, and they still sacrifice in this kind of mission. It's all worth it. It's because of their sacrifice that we have peace for more than ten years. They are all heroes."

Yanfeng country has not waged war since that time. Although there have been frictions and even small-scale battles between the two countries for more than ten years, the real large-scale war has never happened.

so, Alvin said, the peace of the past ten years has been bought by those people with their lives, and there is no mistake.

besides, those people are all special fighters with strong strength and high natural morale. Bernard can feel uncomfortable because he can't join the war. Other people must have the same idea. All the troops have joined the war, but they are watching like no one else. Obviously, no one can accept it So even if Bernard doesn't take the initiative to ask for war, his people will let Bernard go. They won't be willing to be a spectator at such an important time.

"however, their death, after all, has a lot to do with me." Bernard said that this was also his heart disease for so many years. Although they completed the task, they saw the comrades who lived and trained together die in front of their eyes. Bernard could not accept the task for a while and regretted to carry out it. "After that task came back, I voluntarily applied for quitting the special team, and I was very sad for a while Leng, I want to retire and go home. However, it's not allowed. I've become a cook. It's easy to deal with these firewood, rice, oil and salt every day. "

although Bernard said it was easy, Alvin was able to see that over the years, Bernard did not put it down. It seemed easy, but there was a lot of psychological burden.

in addition, Bernard was also a hero at that time, so he suddenly became a cook. Bernard was not reconciled to his guilt, but he was always reconciled to being a cook when he thought of his late comrades.

"squad leader, you are really a stooge to be the cook." Alvin said, "I think your comrades in arms certainly don't want to see you so decadent. Moreover, your skills are too wasteful to be used. Even if you come out to be an officer and teach the following people, it's not bad."

Alvin is not flattering. He has been learning from Bernard in this period of time, so he knows Bernard's skills, so he feels it's a pity that his skills are wasted.

"I am satisfied with my life now." Bernard said.

Bernard didn't deceive Alvin. At the beginning, when he asked the king of war to be a cook, his heart was really not willing. Even if he wanted to be a cook himself, there were many unwilling in his heart.

however, after so many years, he has also adapted to such a life, and gradually fell in love with such a life. He thinks that it's good to be a cook. If there's anything that he is not willing to do, it will disappear slowly after meeting Alvin.

naturally, Bernard didn't want his ability to learn to be buried. When he saw Alvin, he found a goal, that is, to teach all his knowledge to Alvin. In this way, there was nothing in his mind that he was unwilling to do. As for the fame and wealth, he might have thought about it or even loved it in the early years Yes, but now, there is no such thoughts.

Alvin still wants to persuade, but Bernard obviously has made up his mind. Moreover, after he has made up his mind, no one can change it at will. Alvin can also think that the supreme commander of this camp, in recent years, certainly has not been less persuaded by Bernard, but it still has no effect. What he is urging now It won't work.

"don't talk about it anymore. I've decided." Bernard waved his hand and said, with a thoughtful look on his face, "but you said before, have these two actions of Yanfeng country really something to do with me?"

that's why Bernard is willing to tell Alvin about his past, because he also doesn't know what the people from the inflamed country are here for. When Alvin says that this matter may have something to do with him, Bernard also has such speculation, so he will take the initiative to tell his past.

however, Alvin knows that he just guessed, mainly because he didn't know Bernard's specific identity, so that's why he said that. Moreover, he also wants to take the opportunity to learn more about Bernard, so that he can take the initiative to involve Bernard in this matter.

however, what both Alvin and Bernard don't know is that the people of Yanfeng come not to Bernard, but to Alvin, specifically, to the "stone" in Alvin's hand. However, in this case, both of them don't know the way now, because they haven't been able to catch the people of Yanfeng alive, so they don't know The purpose of those people coming here.

so now that Bernard said that, Alvin said somewhat sheepishly, "well, I don't know if it has anything to do with the monitor."

in fact, Bernard didn't expect to get any exact answer from Alvin's mouth, because he is still confused about this matter, and how can Alvin know it.

Alvin was afraid of Bernard's saying that he deliberately lied to him, and then he said, "monitor, although we have no evidence to confirm that they are coming for you, we still have to guard against it. You took someone to kill their top commander on the front line. Maybe they sent someone to kill you and avenge that year."

"well, it's not impossible." Bernard nodded and said that he also had this kind of speculation before. Although, after going through that year's events, he had already put life and death aside, but he didn't want to involve other people because of himself. In that year, because he was too belligerent and asked for war, it hurt his teammates. He has been worried about this for so many years How can we be willing to see that we have not been able to see it, because we are involved in others again?

but tonight, if it wasn't for him to do it in time, if it wasn't for Alvin's means of saving his life, I'm afraid that Alvin might be dead now. In that case, Bernard would probably die of guilt.

now, some people in the inflamed country have escaped. It's hard to guarantee that they won't come back. If they really come to kill themselves, they shouldn't give up so easily. In such a short time, they have launched two attacks, which shows that. Next time they come, if they hurt other people, then Bernard De will still feel guilty.

"however, after so many years, how can they wait so long if they want revenge?" Bernard said with some doubts.

although their actions were kept secret in those years, it is not too difficult to believe in the ability of the senior level of Yanfeng country to investigate their own people. Therefore, if they want to retaliate, they can send someone to assassinate themselves in those years. They are clear that they are in the dark, and they are not immune.

however, after so many years, people in Yanfeng country have not planned their own actions. Now it's more than ten years since the event of that year. How could the other side suddenly send someone to assassinate themselves? It doesn't make sense. Can it be said that they have lost their memory these years and only recently remembered it?

it's impossible to think about it.

Alvin is also a little confused about this. In fact, if the people of Yanfeng country came to assassinate Bernard in those days, Alvin can understand. After all, Bernard and others killed the high-level figures in their country, and also affected a war. It is understandable that they wanted to kill Bernard.

it's just that I didn't do that at that time, but now I suddenly think of doing it again. It doesn't make sense.

both of them are a little confused about this.

"maybe, maybe they didn't know you were here before, now they can investigate it." Alvin couldn't think of any other reason, so he said.

however, it's not unreasonable to say that. Bernard became a cook, which must have been unexpected to many people, especially those high-level people in Yanfeng country, who would not have thought before that such a powerful person would be a cook, so they couldn't find out where Bernard was. Now they may have investigated That's why someone came.

"maybe." Bernard thought about it and said that he was not sure about it. (https://)