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"Mika, do you really like me?" After ordering, Ling Yiheng looked at Mika, his tone was calm, as though he was discussing the weather.

Mika's heart tightened. She was frightened by his words, but she was not afraid to speak.

"Yes, I like you, I love you! Big brother Yi Heng, I've always loved you. Otherwise, why would I want to be your fiancée forever? " She did not believe that he would feel nothing for her feelings.

All these years, she had been working hard to be his wife.

He liked learning well, so she studied hard and took her doctorate in addition to her master's degree, hoping to be able to help him manage the L. Force Group in the future. He liked to be gentle, and she kept herself from losing her temper and knew when to advance and when to retreat. He liked light food and drank madai tea, so she learned to make light cuisine and always made madai tea for him. She had almost always tried to love him.

These thoughts, for the sake of cultivation, she would not speak out as a reason to denounce him. Not to mention, she was willing to do it.

"Mika, I know you're nice to me. All these years, I'm very grateful to you for accompanying and taking care of my mother. "But …"

Ling Yiheng didn't know how to explain himself to Mika, but he wasn't sure if he was right or wrong in his impulsive decision.

"What?" Mika looked at him questioningly, her eyes watering as if she might burst into tears at any moment.

She could basically guess what Ling Yiheng was going to say, but she had never been willing to face it.

Her heart sank bit by bit as the weightlessness of losing Ling Yiheng once again returned to her body. She had no idea how to deal with it.

Even if she was wearing completely different clothes and had a completely different atmosphere than usual, it couldn't change the sadness in her heart towards Ling Yiheng's rejection of her.

"Mika, do you know what love is?" Ling Yiheng suddenly raised this question. Not only Mika, but even he himself was stunned by this question.

"I... I think I love you so much that I can do anything for you. " She was embarrassed, but she kept saying it.

For her upbringing, this kind of confession was definitely not something a girl should say to a boy. But now, in order to not lose him, she actually said so much to make herself feel that she had no dignity.

Not to mention that her aunt had previously planned to seduce Ling Yiheng. If she could do that, what was there to be afraid of?

"No, Mika, it's not love. Perhaps what you have for me is just a kind of infatuation. "

His explanation, however, was completely unacceptable to Mika. It was not a good reason, much less an excuse for Mika to quit in time and let him go.

Yes, Mika only used this as an excuse, so it was totally unacceptable.

However, Ling Yiheng's next words gave her interest and also gave her hope.

"Mika, I can marry you."

As he said this, Ling Yiheng was also shocked. Although she had promised her mother, it wasn't so easy to tell Mika about it.

Moreover, his heart had to go through too many struggles, had to face too many shocks.

"Really?"

Mika couldn't believe what she heard. Her eyes were filled with surprise and confusion.

"But, you were clearly with the Scholar …"

The moment she mentioned Zuo Zixian's name, Ling Yiheng immediately interrupted her, "Don't mention her, listen to me first."

Although she wanted to know the reason why, she could only shut her mouth at this moment. She had always listened to him.

"Mika, if we get married, I'm afraid I won't be able to give you the love you want. But our marriage, it must be my mother's, will be blessed by everyone. "You know, my mom can't be stimulated. She wants us to get married, so I …"

Ling Yiheng could not bear to continue talking and almost rejected his suggestion. How could he hurt someone who treated him so well from the beginning to the end?

"I know, I'm willing to marry you, even if you don't like me." Mika's performance surprised Ling Yiheng, she did not expect her to even accept such a marriage.

"But, you know, there won't be a couple between you and me, I... I won't live with you. "

His additional words clearly caused Mika's expression to change, and she almost panicked. "Brother Yi Heng, you're saying that we're together just to make sure that auntie is well?"

"No, in fact I don't intend to get a marriage certificate with you."

He was almost ready for Mika to give him a good slap. However, even after waiting for a long time, he did not meet that slap.

Looking at Mika, who was at a loss for words but still maintaining her proper etiquette, he could not find the words to say. He hated himself for not knowing what to do.

"So, you're not going to get along with me and cultivate feelings?" Mika almost laughed at her own question. It was the funniest joke.

She felt as if she had a hole in her brain that made her feel stupid.

Ling Yiheng's silence already represented everything. Mika felt as if her world was falling apart. She didn't think that he would want to pretend to marry her, but he didn't want to get along with her.

"Brother Yi Heng, can you really not give me a chance? The two of us are actually the most compatible, aren't we? " Mika still tried to convince him that he could regain his sanity and not destroy the marriage she had worked so hard to maintain for so many years for the sake of the newness of the moment.

Ling Yiheng was more resolute than ever, "Mika, you know that we can be siblings, we can be best friends, but we can't be husband and wife."

"Is it because of the Scholar?" She could think of no other reason to change his decision to marry her.

"Our problem has nothing to do with Zuo Zixian, even without her, I would not marry you, do you understand?"

But even if he were serious, Mika wouldn't accept that. "So tell me, what's the problem between us? Did I do anything wrong all these years? Is there anything I'm not satisfied with? "

She didn't know how much effort she had to put in to get his favor. She didn't even want her dignity anymore, so why couldn't he see that?

The man's answer was to shake his head repeatedly. "Mika, you're great. You've always been the best fiancée and the most suitable candidate for marriage."

"Then why don't you marry me?" She continued to ask, but even she felt that there was no point in continuing this line of questioning. She just wanted to hear what he had to say.

"Because I see you only as a sister, as if you were my own. I have no way of feeling moved towards you. " It was too hard for Ling Yiheng to say it out loud, but if he didn't, it would be the biggest damage to Mika if he dragged it on.

Mika's face changed drastically, even her hands were trembling, "These thoughts, did you have them when we first got engaged, or did you only have them after meeting the Scholar?"

"Is that important?" He sighed, wondering why women were so inquisitive.

"It's important to me." She insisted on knowing.

Ling Yiheng had no choice but to tell her that getting engaged to her from the beginning was a mistake. During this period of time, he had thought of a lot of minor matters, but he just couldn't find an opportunity. However, she had always thought of herself as her fiancée, and she was becoming more and more attached to him. The deeper her feelings for him were, the more impossible it was for him to bring this matter up.

The words were as harsh in Mika's ears as they had ever been, and she had never imagined that he would feel this way.

"Brother Yi Heng, have you never felt anything for me? From the time we realized it until now, wasn't there even a little bit of it? "

She couldn't accept it. This was a man she had loved for so many years. How could she give up so easily?

However, he once again fell into silence.

Obviously, this meal could no longer be eaten. The things that Mika wanted to do to Ling Yiheng according to Luo Yunjie's instructions, under such circumstances, were absolutely impossible to do. Even though she was wearing this set of clothes, she felt that it was too embarrassing to sit in front of him.

"I understand, big brother Yi Heng. Give me some time to digest this, and I'll give you an answer." After she finished speaking, she took her handbag and ran out as if she was fleeing for her life.

She was afraid that if she ran any slower, she would cause the tears on her face to flow recklessly. In the end, she would no longer be able to control herself.

"I'm sorry." Ling Yiheng sat in his seat, looking at the back of Mika and sighed heavily. He thought that no matter what, he had to find a way to make up for his debt to Mika.

Her answer was that he could accept anything, except that he was worried about his mother's illness, so he wanted Mika to act with him, just to keep her safe.

After this meal, Ling Yiheng hadn't received any phone calls from Mika nor any news from her for several days. On the contrary, it was Zuo Zixian who interrupted his discussion on the phone at an unexpected time.

"Ling Yiheng! Are you crazy? " The moment Zuo Zidao opened his mouth, he started cursing at him. The anger in his tone was obvious, and he didn't even try to cover it up.

He was not surprised by her anger, "What? Your Rui Chenyang didn't help you solve your problem?"

He was angry and jealous, but he was understood by the Left Sage to be sarcastic and sarcastic.

"Can you not involve me and your matters with other people? What right do you have to make a real estate agent refuse to sell my house? "

When she had received the call from the real estate agency yesterday, she had thought that a good buyer had appeared. She hadn't expected to hear that her house had been ordered to stop selling. Originally, those people didn't want to tell her the real reason. However, after going through a lot of inquiries, she found out that it was all because of Ling Yiheng.

"It's simple, because I'm angry." He answered her calmly, as if he did not care for her anger at all.

His words almost made Zuo Zixian lose his breath, and he felt as if his blood pressure was going to shoot up.

"What does your anger have to do with me? What right do you have to control my right to sell my house? " Did he really think he could do as he pleased?

"Zuo Zixian, do you really think that selling your house will solve all of your problems?" The man's tone was solemn, but it also carried a boundless coldness.

This woman, she never talked to Rui Chenyang like that. She always spoke to him in a soft voice, but always angrily towards him.

He didn't like arguing with her, but she had to challenge his bottom line again and again.