"Husband, don't blame yourself!" Guan Jiaren can see the guilt in Yiting's eyes, and she quickly comforts her. "It's my own fault. I miss my mother so much, but I don't have the courage to call her. I don't know what I'm afraid of. Maybe I'm afraid everything is not real enough

"Are you worried that your aunt is not really Bai Yirou?" Zhan Yiting asked.

"Maybe, I don't know." Guan Jiaren rubs her forehead in frustration. "Maybe when I meet her, I'll feel better if I listen to her and I explain why I don't know each other."

"Wife, if you don't want to face these things, don't force yourself." Zhan Yiting hugs Guan Jiaren. Don't want to make her so sad.

"It's OK. In fact, the one hour I was in the bathroom made me think clearly enough." Guan Jiaren smiles. "I'm going to meet her in person tomorrow, so I won't disturb her tonight."

Zhan Yiting carefully looked at Guan Jiaren's expression, and determined that she was not trying to be brave. Then he could rest assured: "well, I'll personally send you there after you and your aunt have made an appointment."

"Well!"

The next morning, Guan Jiacai called Bai Yirou and said he wanted to meet her at a nearby coffee shop.

When Bai Yirou received the call, the whole person was excited: "really, really?! Well, I'll go now

Guan Jiaren was stunned for a moment, and then reminded with a smile: "there is still an hour from our appointed time. You don't have to rush over."

Before calling, Guan Jiaren heard Zhan Yiting say that Bai Yirou lives a little far away, so she specially found a coffee shop close to Bai Yirou's apartment, hoping that she would avoid detours.

"No, no, no, you don't have to worry about me." Bai Yirou talks incoherently. "Anyway, I'll be there on time. I'll wait for you."

Hearing Bai Yirou say so, Guan Jiaren's nose is sour. Thinking about the years she spent with her mother, she had mixed feelings.

After hanging up the phone, she told Zhan Yiting that he wanted to leave immediately.

"It will take at least 40 minutes to drive from our old house. I'm afraid my mother will wait for me there in advance, so let's go now." Guan Jiaren did not care to dress herself, picked up a dress and left.

Zhan Yiting can't help laughing at her appearance. He remembers that when he asked Bai Yirou to meet, she also ran out with a casual dress. Sure enough, mother and daughter are connected, and their work styles are similar.

On the way to the coffee shop, Guan Jiaren was sitting in the co driver's seat, rubbing her hands nervously.

War Yiting saw this scene, so he pulled her tightly after getting off the bus: "wife, your hand is so ice."

"Well Maybe I'm too nervous. " Guan can't help but admit it.

War Yiting smile: "don't worry, I believe you and aunt will be good after meeting."

Guan Jiaren nods and enters the coffee shop under the leadership of Zhan Yiting.

At this time, Bai Yirou also looks around nervously. When she sees Guan Jiaren come in, her eyes are immediately locked on her. She wants to call Guan Jiaren, but she hesitates for a moment and still doesn't say it.

"My wife, my aunt is over there." War Yiting whispered a word in Guan Jiaren's ear.

Guan Jiaren looks up and sees Bai Yirou sitting by the window. Like her mother in her memory, she always likes to wear warm clothes, which looks gentle and soft.

At this moment, she could not help but cry.

"Come on, let's go." Zhan Yiting takes Guan Jiaren's hand and politely walks over. "Auntie, you are so early."

Bai Yirou nodded excitedly: "yes, I came here in a hurry as soon as I received the call." She looked at Guan Jiaren slowly sitting opposite her, but she refused to look up. She had some unspeakable taste in her heart.

Zhan Yiting sits down beside Guan Jiaren, trying to mediate the atmosphere.

"Why don't you order something to drink first?" War Yiting looked at Guan Jiaren and said.

"Good." Guan Jiaren simply answered one word.

It's very soft, even if it's satisfied.

"Two American coffees, please." Zhan Yiting said to the waiter, and then looked at Guan Jiaren. "Wife. Don't you have a lot to say before you come here? "

When Guan Jiaren heard this, she couldn't help but look up at Bai Yirou, who was sitting opposite her.

Bai Yirou breathes nervously and holds her palm subconsciously into a fist shape.

"My mother is very happy that you can come to see me." In the end, Bai Yirou spoke first, even though she looked more embarrassed than Guan Jiaren, as a mother, she said it.

As soon as Guan Jiaren was about to speak, the waiter came over with coffee.

Zhan Yiting thought that his stay might affect their mother daughter chat, so he said with a smile, "I'll wait for you at the next table."Watching Zhan Yiting walk away with coffee, Guan Jiaren's mood is more anxious.

Her eyes have been following the war Yiting to leave, these white also soft all see in the eye.

"It seems that you and Yiting have a really good relationship." In fact, Bai Yirou has known this point from all aspects. Zhan Yiting loves Guan Jiaren very much and dotes on her extremely. If it was not for knowing that Zhan Yiting loves her daughter, she would not let them get married.

"Well." Guan Jiaren takes back her sight and takes a look at Bai Yirou. "In the years when you died, my life was gloomy. My only joy is that I gave birth to ruiruirui and Mengmeng, and then met the man I love the most in my life. If it wasn't for them, I don't think I could be strong enough to live

At the beginning, she wanted to revenge Bai Yirou. In addition, she had to consider the future of ruiruirui and Mengmeng, so she returned home to deal with Guan Mingjun and Guan ChuChu.

If it was not for the support of those beliefs, she really did not know how to survive those dark days.

"My first life was given to me by you, but my second life depended on them. If it wasn't for the children, I might not have the courage to change. " When Guan Jiaren said these words, her eyes were full of determination.

Bai Yirou is very distressed and even can't help crying.

But she told herself that if she cried now, her daughter would be sad. In order not to let everyone's tears burst, she still tried to hold back the tears.

"Tell me How have you been these years. " Guan Jiaren's hand is constantly touching the coffee cup to ease and hide her anxiety.

Bai Yirou thought for a moment and said, "at the beginning of these years, it was muddled at first, and then it became clearer."

Guan Jiaren frowns slightly, unable to understand what the muddle in Bai Yirou's mouth means.

"Would you like to hear me talk about these years?" Zhang Miao said softly.