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Although it was very slight, I could still feel it. After all, Qing Er and I had been together for too long, so we were too familiar with each other.

I saw that there was still a trace of anxiety and unease in Qing Er's eyes.

I was startled, then looked down at Qing Er: "Girl, why?"

"Hmph …" What pride, no matter how much he praises me, it won't be worth a word of guarantee from you, "Qing Er pouted at me," Speak, why do you feel passive, did Liu Yue thank you? Or did she know that I understood the origin of the makeup box and the clothes? "

"Mm …" Actually, she gave you a gift out of good intentions, not because she wanted you to return it. What you did is contrary to her original intentions, if she had known earlier that you had spent so much money to buy things for her, she would never have gotten the original gift … " I explained.

"Alright, I don't blame you or her for this. I just want to remind you that when you do something, do you have my perspective on it? I'm your woman, you're my man, and you colluded with other women to play tricks for me. Have you thought about my dignity and self-respect?" Qing Er looked at me: "No matter how poor I am, if I live a life, I won't feel bad if I don't have enough money!"

I was speechless and sighed in my heart.

"I don't want to be enemies with Liu Yue. Although you and she have done that, and I have even tried to be friends with her, I do not wish to be provoked by this boredom. I did this on purpose in order to gift them a pair of t-shirt. Qing Er continued.

I looked at Qing Er, Qing Er had become more and more intelligent, I hadn't realized it before.

"feng-ge, don't look at me like that, I'm always going to grow up, life has taught me a lot," Qing Er reached out and caressed my face, "But no matter how much I grow up, no matter how self-reliant I become, I can't leave you. I'm still your woman, and I'm willing to serve you for my entire life.

As he said that, Qing Er held my neck and lightly kissed my ear. He lightly sucked on my earlobe and lightly breathed into my ear.

I suddenly felt that in front of the young, pure and ignorant Qing Er, I was like a rapist, a dirty rogue who was bullying Qing Er. At the same time, Liu Yue and Mei Ling suddenly appeared in my eyes.

My body stiffened once again. The fire in my body slowly died down, and I quickly took my hands off Qing Er's body, hugging him tightly.

I sighed heavily. It was really hard to forget the past. The past would always appear in my mind when I couldn't help it, like a shadow following me.

"feng-ge, what's wrong?" Qing Er's body trembled slightly, she was still in the midst of boiling heat, and she whispered into my ear, "Elder brother, if you really want it, then so be it. I will be your woman sooner or later, my body will be yours sooner or later. "Don't hold yourself back. Endure it for a long time, it's very uncomfortable. I'm willing, I'm willing to give my body to you so that you can …"

Qing Er's voice became more and more shy, and finally no longer made a sound.

I know that Qing Er is very nervous at the moment, a kind of instinctive nervousness and fear.

I didn't want to ruin the wish that I had kept in Qing Er's heart for so many years. Between love and desire, sex and love, I suddenly felt a little lost.

"Qing Er, I must preserve this beauty for you, even if it's just symbolizing it," I kissed Qing Er's neck. "I believe that when men and women are together, other than sex, there should be something more meaningful."

At first, what Liu Yue made me infatuated with was sex, the maternal warmth and charm of a mature young woman. However, later on, although sex was important, between Liu Yue and I, we were no longer the main body; between Liu Yue and I, there was more of a formless bond formed from the fusion of my soul and body. An unbreakable feeling became incomparably deep in my heart.

Qing Er's face was flushed red, she cuddled in my embrace and said with a trembling voice: "feng-ge, you touched that place just now, and with that touch, my entire body became paralyzed and my brain lost consciousness. On the night of the wedding, if I fainted due to nervousness, what should I do?"

I smiled. "Silly girl, you don't understand. Without experience, I will find a way to prevent you from fainting. I will make you not be afraid or nervous …"

"Mm …" "I don't understand, I have no experience. You understand, you have experience …" Qing Er said sourly.

When I heard this, I felt like I was asking for trouble.

"feng-ge, tell me, do you want to have sex first or have a hobby first?" Qing Er suddenly asked me quietly.

Qing Er's words caused me to be at a loss, and for a moment, I didn't know how to reply. I thought about me and Liu Yue, then thought about my emotional experience with Qing Er.

Without a doubt, Liu Yue and I were lovers after sex, and without a doubt, Qing Er was someone who was loved first.

Then, should I stay with Liu Yue? Or should I stay with Qing Er?

Of course, Mei Ling and I can't be included in this list. Mei Ling and I are purely sexual, so we have no way to talk about the sacred word 'love' anymore.

"Speak, feng-ge …" Seeing my unfathomable expression, Qing Er giggled: "I don't know how to answer, right?"

"Yes, I don't know how to answer that!" I said honestly.

"Hee hee …" Actually, this question was not hard to answer, "Qing Er laughed and said," Do you want to hear my opinion?

"Alright, go ahead!" I suddenly wanted to know what Qing Er thought.

"Alright, then I'll just say it. Actually, this question is very simple, and the answer isn't the only one," Qing Er said as she thought, "This is like asking whether there's a chicken after an egg or a chicken after an egg, it's hard to say which kind of truth is more noble. But since the question is asked and I'm the one who raised it, then I'll try.

"Let me just assume that chickens are like sex, and eggs are like love. If there is first sex between the two of us, then there is also love, then, just like raising a chicken that can lay eggs, the advantage is that raising a chicken is also able to produce agricultural by-products, which is very beneficial, but if the person raising doesn't like eating eggs or the eggs on the market are hard to sell, it would be a headache to look at the eggs that are filling the room. Perhaps, on that day, he would even catch a chicken that can't lay eggs …"

"If there was love before sex between two people, it would be like getting an egg and hatching out a chicken. The good thing is, you can satisfy your curiosity with an egg, so you can add some temperature and so on, the good thing is that you can actually make a cute chicken. This kind of benefit would certainly make you go crazy with joy, but, but, a chicken that has been growing for a long time might be annoying, or it would be a headache to see other people's chicken being prettier."

"Haha …" I couldn't help but laugh. "High, you're really high. Comrade Qing Er, your analogy is really profound …"

Qing Er giggled, wrapping herself around my body to act like a spoiled child, "You're not allowed to laugh at me!"

"No, I'm not laughing at you," I said as I looked at Qing Er.

Qing Er looked at me while grinning: "If you feel that an egg is a burden, but you really like chickens, then you might as well get a rooster to raise them, haha …" Secondly, the best method is to catch a wild chicken. However, you have to be careful, there's a possibility that you'll lay an egg. Also, the road up the mountain might not be easy, so don't get caught … "If you feel that your teacher is not interested in this chicken that gets older every day, it might as well be that egg from before. If you're not afraid of the chicken pecking, you can try making another egg. But be careful, don't hatch it again …"

"Then your final conclusion is —" I looked at Qing Er.

"The best way for you is to let the chicken lay its eggs!" Qing Er smiled at me, "I think you must really like eggs, but you can't do without chickens. Furthermore, you have to have chickens first!"

"Do you mean first having sex, then having hobbies?" I was a little surprised by Qing Er's conclusion.

"That's right," Qing Er said. "If I had concluded that there was love before sex, you would have said that I analyzed problems with my own subjective colors. In order to avoid suspicion, I could only come up with this conclusion, and it seems like you can also accept my conclusion, right?"

"Then do you actually mean that there will be love before there is sex?" I asked Qing Er.

"In terms of our emotional history, don't you think so?" Qing Er said: "At least I think so, but from your other perspective, I do not know, I do not understand sex before love, I actually do not understand this kind of thing …"

Qing Er's expression was somewhat dejected, and a little vexed.