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When I saw that things were not going well, I immediately shut my mouth.

Chen Jing pouted and ignored me.

Little Wang lowered her head, her expression a little uneasy. She looked at Chen Jing and I as she stood there, a little timid. "Director Jiang, Director Chen, I have something to report."

"What?" What do you mean 'it looks like'? Did you get out from here? " Hearing that, Chen Jing became angry: "The one who left here was you. Something seems to have come from here."

I waved my hands towards Chen Jing to stop Chen Jing from continuing to be angry, then calmly looked at Little Wang and spoke in a very friendly tone, "Speak, it's alright, there's nothing wrong. What exactly happened?"

"One night, I was writing a script in the Office and was listening to the recording of a interview machine. A colleague from the Party who was assigned to me last year pulled me out to have a midnight snack. When I saw my interview machine, I asked him about it. When I went out to drink at night, I drank too much. When he asked me about it again, I was so drunk that I told him the whole story … After the incident, the Colleagues would always discuss about it in the Office, and say that we must have leaked the news ourselves. The more I hear, the more I feel that this matter has something to do with me … " Little Wang said dejectedly.

"You — —" Chen Jing was about to explode at this moment, so I hurriedly waved my hands and signaled with my eyes to stop her.

At this point, I finally understood the way the news had spread to Liu Fei.

"Oh …" I nodded and said in a casual tone, "Wang, this matter is over. It's alright now. Don't put any pressure on your mind on it. Work hard. Don't worry about it. Don't put it in your heart."

"Why don't you count them? I've told you several times not to tell anyone else. This is something good for everyone. How can you be so stupid?" Chen Jing could not hold it in anymore and scolded Xiao Wang.

"I... "I was impulsive, I …" Xiao Wang regretfully said, "I'm sorry, Director Jiang, I was wrong. Please punish me …"

I smiled. "Little Wang, don't say that, why should I punish you? We are all comrades in the same trenches, we are all brothers and sisters, we are all working hard together, happy work, happy life, we are all working hard, I believe that you did not do it on purpose, I believe that you did it unintentionally. Don't blame yourself, let go of your burden, start the machine, everything is over, I have returned to work, everything is fine …"

"It's really okay?" Little Wang looked up at me. "You're really not mad at me?"

"It's really all right, I won't blame you," I said. "There's something I haven't thought about, too. I can't blame you …"

Little Wang was very touched by this.

"Alright, go back and work hard. Don't talk about this to your other colleagues, Director Chen and I won't talk about it to anyone." I said again.

"Then... I'm going back? " Little Wang stood up and looked at me eagerly.

I smiled. "Go back, as if there's no such thing."

Little Wang looked at me gratefully and went out.

The moment Xiao Wang left, Chen Jing walked in big strides to close the door of the office. His face was completely red from anger, "Scoundrel, traitor, shameless, traitor, it was actually him who betrayed me …"

I calmly looked at Chen Jing, and when she was done with her rage, I said, "Alright, have you finished cursing? The matter is already over, Little Wang has already admitted his wrongs, he already knows that she was wrong. The fact that he was able to admit his wrongs means that he is sincere, and he did not intend to tease you and me.

"What can I do? "You're the leader. You've already issued a pardon. What can I do?" Chen Jing said angrily.

"Don't forget what I told you yesterday. Don't forget your status, treat your subordinates generously, and leave others with a way out. Remember, in one division, you have to remember what is considered big or small, what is called collective interests, and what is called personal interests …" I said, "Compared to maintaining the unity of the group, our personal gains and losses are a small matter. We can't vent our anger for ourselves, and we can't disrupt the great situation of the unity of the department …"

Chen Jing did not speak, she snorted and looked at me: "Is this done by the people from the office, by Liu Fei?"

"I don't know!" "No," I said.

Chen Jing said, "You don't know? Who are you trying to coax? Looking at your expression, you must have already known who did it. The people in the office, under Liu Fei's tutelage, would not do anything good. Every day, they would think of ways to drill into the camp to curry favor with their leaders and flatter their leaders. Each of them was stronger than the other, humph … I am certain that Liu Fei was the one who ordered this, and I am not completely done with it … "

I looked at Chen Jing: "Don't go crazy, don't be rash, it is no longer important who did this. I don't know, and it isn't important either. What can you do to people? The key is that we have to be careful when we do things, we have to be careful. Who told us to be careless when we do things? We can't blame anyone else, we can only blame ourselves … You are not finished, who are you not finished with? Are you still going to keep this up? Do you really think that if you continue to stir up trouble, you will stop punishing me? Do you think that if this continues, Ma Shuji will believe and punish Liu Fei? Do you think that Ma Shuji will trust you, Deputy Director, more or would he trust Liu Fei, Chief of Staff more? "

Hearing what I said, Chen Jing calmed down and looked at me, "Then … You think we're going to suffer a loss just like that? "

I smiled. "It's a blessing to be at a disadvantage. It's not necessarily a bad thing to be at this disadvantage. Everything has its two sides and everything has its own contradictions …"

"You already knew about this. Why didn't you tell me?" Chen Jing asked again.

"What's the good of telling you? What's the use? To make you go crazy and turn the world upside down? " I smiled. "Be a good girl and don't act like a shrew …"

"Then... Last night, when Mei Ling asked about this, Liu Fei acted as if nothing had happened, and as if everything was real, he really knew how to act … " Chen Jing said.

"Life is like a big stage, every one of us is a good actor, but we are all different in our roles. We have a famous character, we have an ugly character, we have a positive side, we have a negative side, and in real life, we are all the same. We have happiness, we have pain, we have happiness, we all have sadness, we all have happiness, we all have happiness, we all have worries, we all have happiness, we all have happiness, we all have peace, we all give up, we all have hope, we all have disappointment, and we all have a lot of helplessness …"

I looked at Chen Jing: "Acting is very normal. You and I will have to learn how to act in the future, learn how to hide our true emotions, we will perform on this stage everyday, sometimes we will see wonderful scenes, and sometimes we will feel regretful and depressed. It's just that, all of this is done directly, all of this is done in one go, all of it is done in one chance, all of it is broadcasted live every second. This was because the play of life would only continue forever. It would never stop until one reached the end, only then would it end …

"Time doesn't stop. We are always broadcasting our own lives live. This kind of life without rehearsals needs to be even more careful. We have to think twice before acting. It's precisely because life has no rehearsals, cherishing every opportunity is our only choice …"

Chen Jing looked at me blankly. "Why do I feel like you're a philosopher? Where did you get all this stuff from?"

"Hehe …" from frustration and thinking. " "No," I said.

Chen Jing pondered for a moment, then suddenly said: "Tell me, last night, was Mei Ling acting too?"

"What do you think?" I looked at Chen Jing.

"I …" Chen Jing pondered for a moment, then looked at me. "At that time I didn't feel it, but now that I think about it, she was acting too. It wasn't only her, but you and Liu Fei were acting as well …."

I chuckled.

"Then... This matter, tell me, could it be that Mei Ling was the director? " Chen Jing asked me again: "Usually she has always had an opinion on me, I know, last night you saw how passionate she was towards me, at the beginning, it really moved me. Now that I think about it, her nature is hard to change, dogs can't change from eating sh * t …"

"I don't know, go figure it out yourself!" "No," I said.

"If you want me to think about it, I think it should be, this Mei Ling and Liu Fei were acting for you and me last night. At that time, you already knew that this was acting, and you were acting together with them. Chen Jing said.

"No, you're not watching a show. You're an actor as well. It's just that you're the actor who acted the most lifelike …" I said, "Chen Jing, a unit is just a small society. The affairs of unit are very complicated, I just need to know what to do, and don't have to say it out loud, I need to learn how to endure, how to be calm, and how to think rationally …"

"Sigh …" "Life is so tiring …" Chen Jing sighed: "You guys are so tired, but I don't want to be this tired, I want to live a easier life …"

"This isn't something that can be moved by your own will. Sometimes, you can't do anything by yourself, you can only follow the flow," I said to Chen Jing. "In short, we can grasp our own principles of being human, our own way of doing things. There's always a benchmark in our hearts, a red line …"

Chen Jing frowned: "Hmm … "Got it!"

"We need to learn to be flexible, to be flexible when doing things, especially when we're in our current position. Many people are watching us …" I continued, "Currently, who is the most popular person in Ma Shuji's eyes, and the person he trusts the most, I believe that even if you close your eyes, you can still guess, don't use eggs to touch rocks, you must learn how to be resilient in battle …"