"There are no difficulties in life, and I'm only afraid of people with hearts." Liu Yue seemed to be able to see through my fear, and encouraged me: "Calm down, calm down, think carefully, comb through your thoughts, and with reality, according to your brain, you will definitely succeed, I will definitely look favorably upon you … Let me remind you again, the innovation of in-depth economic news coverage is mainly reflected in three aspects: first, the innovation of economic theory and economic ideology; secondly, the innovation of economic work thinking. When economic journalists report a place, a unit or an industry, they often use the conditions of different places, different units, different industries and even different countries as reference to compare, thus bringing forward the new thinking of economic work. "Third, it is the innovation of economic working methods. While bringing up new ideas and ideas on how to work, economic news coverage often has to deal with the operational aspects of 'how to do it'. In short, depth is a type of spirit that lives in the depths of words and doesn't care about the number of words. I think you will understand it well …"

I listened, my mind racing.

"Let's not talk about this master, it just depends on your willpower …" Liu Yue grinned and said, "The objective world is something we can't change, but the subjective world is our own. How do we display our subjective ability will also have an impact on the objective world."

"Mm …" This is not a question of whether or not it suits your plan, "Liu Yue said." Do you know how powerful the inner qi is, how much weight it has, and how effective it is?

"Not really." I shook my head.

"Let me give you an example," Liu Yue said. "I remember that there was a script called" Yan'an Survey "written by Feng Sen, a famous reporter from Xinhua news agency. The article was written in almost ten thousand words, and was written with everything the reporter had seen and heard. Imagine the sensitivity of such a piece, which would reveal the dark side of the story completely, criticize the first class or even the provincial council so harshly, and specifically write about Yan'an, the revolutionary holy land that had made a special contribution to the Chinese revolution and had a special place in the new China, at least without the possibility of a public publication. But the manuscript reflected another shocking fact that the reporter had spent more than a month gathering, and it concerned the livelihood of the people in the old district. What should he do in this dilemma? Internal reference is the best form of expression. In fact, through the special form of the dynamic sampling by Xinhua, the manuscript not only reached the top officials of the Central Committee, but also brought tears to the faces of the Old Leader and the Red Army, who had seen many battles in Yan'an. They said, 'I didn't expect that after so many years of victory in the revolution, the people who raised us in the old districts would live such a bitter and miserable life!' Shortly after that, the Politburo convened a meeting to study the development of Yan'an and set up a steering committee for the construction of the northern part of Shaanxi province. Do you understand the special function, function, and weight of internal reference? "

"That powerful?" "No," I said.

"Yes, of course, this reference you wrote did not reveal the dark side of the problem. However, at the very least, it had to combine the thoughts of the local leaders with the slacking of the people in charge of the township enterprises, especially with the slacking of their minds and dereliction of duty at the grassroots level, together with this personal experience in the southern region, to propose sharp contradictions and problems, and propose solutions to the problem," Liu Yue said. "From what you wrote, I felt that you had a very thorough understanding of the problems of the Jianghai City. Liu Yue said as she thought about it, her eyes looking at the computer screen, her brows knitted slightly.

"Mm …" I nodded. "That's the problem."

"Actually, my feeling is that you still do not understand the basic functions and attributes of the Inner Ginseng, which is why it is like this." Liu Yue said: "Exactly what is so special about the Inner Ginseng? First, the party's journalists are not only the bridge and link between the party committee governments at all levels to understand the outstanding problems and make the right decisions, but also the important medium to help the masses reflect and solve the actual problems and difficulties. But the reality is that the outstanding problems of concern to many people cannot and should not be publicly reported because of many reasons and limitations.

"Second, there are a lot of social media nowadays, and the leaders of the public media may not have the time to read it closely. And the internal reference which directly reaches the leaders often attracts the leaders' attention due to the special position that has been formed for a long time, and the probability of its approval is extremely high. It is beneficial to the solution of the problem, but it can also enhance the media's image and influence among the core readers in the higher level through another way.

"Thirdly, internal reference does not always write about negative issues, and many good practices and experiences are not suitable for public publication or long stories due to the narrow audience. However, these practices and experiences are instructive for certain areas of work, and through detailed reflection of internal reference, it can often attract the attention of leaders interested in a certain area, thereby effectively promoting the work on the surface …"

When I heard that, I was enlightened and nodded my head. "That's right, so that's how it is …"

"Also, you have to keep up with the local political realities," Liu Yue said. "For example, you can reflect the problems of the County level and the village leaders, but you must not target the municipal leaders, because in Jianghai, the municipal leaders are the big bosses, they will feel very uncomfortable seeing the insides of their problems, and if you were to send out a reference like this, not only will you not please them, the newspapers will also be in trouble, and Ma Shuji will be scolded again …"

Liu Yue said: "In order to fully confirm that the city leaders are right, you have to expose the following problems. I see that your script has some complaints about the policies of the Municipal committees city, so you can't … …" "This is to say that when it comes to politics, the biggest politics is supporting the government of Municipal committees. Leading is not wrong …"

I listened carefully and nodded. "I know what to do …"

Liu Yue nodded: "En. That's all I have to say about this script today. Write it out later, I'll take a look at it and check it, okay? "

"Of course." "No," I said.

Following that, Liu Yue looked at the computer screen: "Hey, you have so many files on this floppy disk.

When I heard it, I became a little nervous. I was afraid that Liu Yue would see the heartfelt words that I had written.

I hurriedly stood up and walked behind Liu Yue: "Yes, all of them were drafts … "After you finish reading these two, I took out the floppy disk …"

Liu Yue sat where she was and raised her head to look at me. Her expression was unsettled: "Oh … "Alright, I'll pull it out for you …"

Liu Yue handed the floppy disk over to me and I took it. I returned to the sofa and sat down, my heart thumping hard, as if I had done something shameful.

Sometimes, I would rather bury my thoughts deep within my heart than let anyone know; I would rather tell others about my expression towards Liu Yue in a space that no one else would have, than to let Liu Yue see it.

Life, always this contradiction, and I, in the contradiction rise up and down their own living worry or sad mood.

In times of pain, depression would form a web in his heart, and thus, a lot of disappointment and despair would surface in his mind. He pretended to wave his hands, wanting to take a break, but what he could not get rid of was his life, because being alive meant that he had to continue living.

Perhaps a person would have two selves, the contradictory two selves, each showing their own strength. If they wanted to move forward, they also wanted to rest; if they wanted to get close, they also wanted to escape; if they wanted to fly higher, they would tie their wings; if they wanted to be free, they would restrain themselves.

Sometimes also have a headache, this kind of headache, is not sick pain, is a kind of thought torture. Maybe tormenting life was originally something that existed and needed to be done. Because torture makes you think immediately and one day you will choose an answer. But the answer itself is not the answer to life. The answer can give one a direction, and for a long time it will move, run, or fly in that direction.

Contradictory me, because of what contradiction? Just like how I type every day, every word is lifeless before it is typed out, and when it is typed into a sentence, every word is filled with emotion. Perhaps it is the same for people, always in pain will produce a new motivation, always in happiness find the latest self-breakthrough, always in the mood of the moment to do some profound thinking of life.

Life would not be bright because of caution. Life would not be filled with regret because of caution. Life would not be filled with hardships that would cause people to be even more engrossed in the draft. It would also make it even harder for people to leave. Turning back, it seemed impossible; walking forward, there would still be pain. Love, needs courage, hatred, needs courage, forgets, needs a strength, remembers, needs even more a perseverance …

Life was originally like this. Contradictory life was inevitable, right?