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Liu Yue's eyes suddenly became excited, she smiled, looked at me, then looked at Qing Er: "Good little sister, thank you, really..."

With that said, Liu Yue raised her cup and drank.

The instant that Liu Yue spoke, I saw that Liu Yue's eyes were getting wet. I knew that Liu Yue was going to borrow the bathroom to hide herself.

That night, everyone drank a lot, especially Qing Er and Liu Yue.

That night, I saw Liu Yue's gratified and friendly eyes, occasionally flashing a bit of loneliness and sadness.

That night, everyone spent in a friendly and harmonious atmosphere.

After eating their fill, Sister Lan left Liu Yue to stay at her home. Seems like the two of them wanted to continue chatting.

Ol 'Three stayed behind to help clean up the battlefield, while I supported the drunk Qing Er back to Qing Er's dorm.

Returning back to the dorm, Qing Er stared fixedly at her as she let me take off her jacket and shoes, laid on the bed and covered her with a blanket.

"Alright, I drank too much. Go to sleep." I sat on the edge of the bed and patted Qing Er's face.

Qing Er obediently closed her eyes. I turned off the headlight and sat in front of the desk at Qing Er's bedside. I turned on the desk lamp and found a book to casually flip through.

After a while, Qing Er suddenly spoke out: "feng-ge, you did not address Liu Yue as anything tonight."

Although Qing Er was still motionless, she had not fallen asleep yet.

I put down the book and looked at Qing Er. "What? Are you still awake? Alcohol stimulates the brain. Excited? "

"feng-ge, why didn't you greet Liu Yue tonight?" Qing Er ignored me and hid her head under the blanket. She looked at me with her big eyes and stubbornly repeated herself again.

"I don't want to go down!" I said.

"Why don't you want to?" Qing Er asked me again.

"No reason, no reason, no reason!" "No," I said.

Qing Er went silent, and closed her eyes again.

I pick up the book once more. This time, I am unable to read the contents.

"All of you, there is no longer any possibility. Don't even think about it!" Qing Er suddenly said again and opened her eyes.

"I know, I don't have any illusions." "No," I replied.

"You're mine, you're my man." Qing Er said again.

"Mm …" "I know." My eyes were still on the book, not a word in it.

"No one can take you away from me!"

"I know!"

"She can't either!"

"Mm …"

"She won't either!"

"Mm …" "No way!"

"You won't leave me, you said that!"

"Yes, no, I said."

"Even if you go, she won't want you!"

"Yes, I won't." I once again put down the book, and gently caressed Qing Er's face: "Qing Er, go to sleep, don't think too much about it, my people are all here with you, no one can take them away. No one will take them away, I will safely protect and look for you … "Go to sleep."

When I said that, I knew my people were at Qing Er's place. But, where is my heart?

I felt a pang in my heart.

"Mm …" Kiss me, kiss me properly. " Qing Er said.

I bent over and gently kissed Qing Er's lips.

Qing Er took the initiative to open her lips and accept my tongue. Our tongues were placed together, we kissed and sucked deeply.

After a long while, Qing Er finally separated from me and looked at me, "My blood brother, I want you to hug me and sleep …"

I smiled. "I'm not sleepy right now. I want to read some books. You sleep first. I'll watch you sleep. Be a good boy …"

"Mm …" Qing Er is good, then Qing Er has gone to sleep … " Qing Er said gently.

After a while, Qing Er's breathing became even.

Qing Er had really fallen asleep this time.

After I read for a while, I casually opened one of Qing Er's drawer and saw her diary.

Qing Er and I have been keeping diaries since high school and we haven't changed this habit since college. At that time, we didn't have any secrets from each other and often took the initiative to exchange notes with each other.

Just like before, I casually picked up Qing Er's diary and opened it. On the title page, there were a few big words: Qing Er New Year's diary.

So this was Qing Er's new diary.

In the blink of an eye, two years have passed since we graduated from university and joined a job. Time flies.

I opened the first page. It was New Year's Day.

"Today is the first day of the new year, is a very happy day for me. My feng-ge is back, and I'm with him again … "I love feng-ge so much, I love him so much …"

I slowly turned it over. Everyday, I saw Qing Er's happiness and sweetness, as well as her yearning for the future.

My heart was filled with silent pain.

"My feng-ge, you are my heaven, you are my earth, you are my everything, there is only you in my world, with you, my life has become fulfilling, joyful, and full of sunshine. Every single day, I breathe in fresh air …"

"Today is the weekend, what time will feng-ge come? Every time I see feng-ge, it's like a holiday. When I see feng-ge, I feel so happy … "

"feng-ge hugged me and slept with me last night. I slept with my head on feng-ge's arm and I don't know if his arm was numb or not. He nestled into my embrace. It's so warm and safe. I really want to cuddle with him forever …"

"I like feng-ge to kiss my forehead the most. I let him kiss me so well, it feels so good. At that moment, the only two people in the world … Was there anyone in the world happier than Qing Er? no, only Qing Er is the happiest person in the world, hehe … "

The more I looked down, the heavier my heart felt, the more pressure I felt, the heavier my sense of responsibility, and the more I felt claustrophobic.

When I saw the first day of the Chinese New Year, my hand stopped, and a line of words attracted me:

"Today is the first day of the new year, so feng-ge went out to interview early in the morning. As soon as feng-ge left, I got up. Opening the door, I saw that it was snowing heavily. I started to clean the snow in front of the door. Suddenly, I saw a paper airplane, and looking carefully, I saw that it was the paper plane that feng-ge and I had flown together last night, and was quietly parked near the door. The paper plane flew for a long time in the snow night, and then returned to our door.

Looking at this, my head buzzed and grew big.

Qing Er went out to sweep the snow and she actually saw a paper airplane!

Such a huge blizzard actually blew the paper airplane to the door of my dorm. To think that there would be such a coincidence in this world!

My heart was pounding as I eagerly read:

"Open up the plane, smooth it out. I will return back to my dorm to see what feng-ge has written … So that's how it is, so that's what feng-ge wrote! After watching the paper airplane, I cried. I cried so bitterly. It was the new year, this was the first time I cried during the new year ever since I was young … After crying, I watched the paper airplane again. I couldn't help but cry once more …

I know, this must have been written by feng-ge in his office last night, and was written for her. feng-ge is still thinking about her, and even though this feng-ge belongs to me, he still can't bear to part with her … When I finished crying and my heart calmed down, I couldn't help but to read it over and over again. From the paper airplane, I saw feng-ge's tormented heart … What should I do?

I know feng-ge's character and temper. Since he promised me that he wouldn't leave me, then he definitely won't leave again. However, his heart is floating along with the paper airplane while I'm here … I calmed down and thought about it for a long time. I decided to hide the paper airplane because the feng-ge's writing was too good. If I were her, after reading the words, I would definitely be moved to tears.

I know that the feng-ge will never leave me, unless I kick him out. But why should I kick him out? I love him, I can't leave him. Love is selfish. In this world, everything can be shared. Love is the only thing that can't be shared! No! Absolutely not...

Furthermore, she is already with Corydalis, so compared to feng-ge, of course what Corydalis can give her is more and better. In her eyes, feng-ge might just be a young boy who doesn't understand the affairs of the world, and is a tool that can entertain and bring about novelty when he is happy. But here, feng-ge is my life, my treasure, my flesh and blood … There was no reason for her to fall in love with the feng-ge. Right? Money? Status? Experience? Mature? But, in my eyes, all the things that are inferior to Corydalis are good points, and are all places where I love him. Love someone, then love him in its entirety. Since she doesn't love feng-ge, then I have no reason to let go of her hand. feng-ge is mine! Mine! Mine!

I understand feng-ge's feelings, and I understand why this little man would want to rely on a mature woman's mother. This is what Sister Lan told me … I will also become a mature young woman, and I will also become a maternal woman. Only, I need time …

I decided not to mention this matter in front of feng-ge. I want to bury this matter in my heart forever. After crying, I looked at the words of the feng-ge repeatedly. I saw that the feng-ge had said in the paper plane that she was the closest person to him in the past, so now, the closest person to the feng-ge was me. The feng-ge had also said that they were going further and further away …