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"You love her, that's why you did it with her, that's why you didn't do it with me before, we used to agree to be virgins, to stick to each other until the day of our wedding, but you are no longer, then what's the point of me keeping it, before, I was saving it for love, and tonight, too, I'm not keeping it anymore … I want you to take me, I want to give myself completely to you, I want to know clearly, you love me, I want to feel the love from your soul to your body, I want to use my body to take your soul, and I want you to take my soul as well … "

Qing Er said with hidden bitterness.

For this purpose, Qing Er stupidly wanted to give her body to me.

Qing Er only knew about the matters between me and Liu Yue, and didn't know about the unscrupulous things between Mei Ling and I, which was why she said this. On the other hand, I felt that the entire reason why my body and soul were so dirty, was because of Mei Ling.

"Oh …" Qing Er blinked his eyes: "Then I'll listen to you, I don't understand this, I don't have any experience, you are already an experienced person, you understand it already, don't lie to me, if you lie to me again, I really have no way to live …"

I have said this, as long as you don't hate me, and don't drive me away. In this life, I will never leave you, and I will love you, and I will love you, and I will protect you, and accompany you, forever. It is precisely because I want to be together with you for a long time that I will respect you, and not treat you as I please … "

"So, when are we going to get married?" Qing Er asked me again.

"Ask for your parents' opinion as well as my parents' opinion. Of course, it's mainly your opinion. As long as you're willing, we can get married tomorrow …"

Qing Er was very satisfied with my answer. "Mn … Actually, I don't think it's a good idea to get married too early. We're both poor now, so we should at least save up some money or do something about it … "Actually, I still listen to you. I'll do whatever you say …"

I patted Qing Er's shoulder. "Um … "Good girl, we still have a long way to go, go to sleep …"

"Mm …" feng-ge, good night … " Qing Er snuggled in my arms in satisfaction and meekly fell asleep.

I was wide awake in the dark, staring into the dark.

Even though Mei Ling is the main reason why I didn't do that thing with him tonight, in my heart, I still faintly feel that there is another mental barrier. This thing is hidden in the bottom of my heart, and it would jump out from time to time to stimulate my sensitive nerves.

My body has returned to Qing Er, my soul is still wandering around, and I am determined to make myself return completely, completely from the bottom of my heart to the rest of my body.

Tonight, I have finally found out about Liu Yue's situation, and found out about Liu Yue's recent injury. A year, what kind of life did Liu Yue lead? She, who was confident, optimistic, and determined in the past, was destroyed to such a state by this anonymous letter, becoming the laughing stock of other people's ridicule and ridicule, becoming the target of other people's contempt and trampling. I don't know how Liu Yue endured this year, or what kind of humiliation and contempt she endured.

My heart felt like it was being cut by a knife, and my heart ached so much that it hurt to death.

All of this was brought to her by me. If not for me, all of this would not have happened and Liu Yue would have been able to lead a different life.

I am the cause of all the evils in Liu Yue's current state. I am the culprit, and I cannot be forgiven.

I despised myself and despised myself.

Fortunately Liu Yue still had Corydalis by her side, and this was more or less a relief to Liu Yue.

And I, in a different way, hurt these two women, two women in my life.

Now, I am back to Qing Er's side, with Liu Yue by her side.

Perhaps, this was the arrangement of fate, fate.

Since fate has decreed for me to be together with Qing Er, since fate has declared tomorrow, since the love that was once engraved in my heart has turned into smoke, then, protect today, protect now, and learn to use your responsibilities and habits to protect Qing Er … No matter what, I can't hurt Qing Er anymore …

Thinking up to here, I couldn't help but hold Qing Er tightly and lightly kiss her forehead.

Good night, Qing Er!

Tomorrow was coming.

Tomorrow was the beginning of a new year.

Tomorrow, everything will be new!

Carrying the warmth, Qing Er, who was sleeping soundly in her arms, fell asleep amidst faint sadness and worry.

The next day, when I woke up from my warm bed, there was no trace of Qing Er by my side, nor was there anything in the room.

I actually didn't know when Qing Er had woken up, or when she had gone out to buy pork ribs, or how she had stewed them.

I sat up in bed. "Qing Er —"

's voice sounded from outside the door, following that, Qing Er pushed open the door and entered.

"You're awake, feng-ge, I went to play with my colleague next door …" Qing Er walked over with a grin, hugged my head and kissed me on the lips: "Happy New Year, my brother … …"

It could be seen that Qing Er was in a very good mood, and was very happy.

"What a fragrant ribs …" My appetite was growing, and I was going to dress and get out of bed.

"Don't, just sit under the blanket, it's warm under the blanket …" Qing Er stopped me, took a hot towel and passed it to me: "Wipe your face, then I'll get you a toothbrush. After washing up, you can sit on the bed and eat …"

"Hehe …" Qing Er, you will spoil me this way … " I said as I wiped my face with a hot towel.

"I haven't doted on you in over a year, so I'll take good care of you and make up for it," Qing Er said casually. After I finished washing up, he took the soup and carefully placed it in front of me, "My blood brother, after suffering in the mountains for a year, I'll have to properly recuperate and heal your body …"

I sat under the covers and drank the soup Qing Er made personally, feeling very warm in my heart.

Qing Er waited for me to eat dinner before she started to eat.

Then I got up and packed.

At 9 o'clock in the morning, Qing Er and I boarded the bus home.

At noon, we first went to Qing Er's parents' house, a town's encampment in Nanjiang County.

Qing Er's parents were extremely happy to see me here, and they welcomed me as if I was their guest. Qing Er's mother was busy cooking, and Qing Er's father was going out on the streets to buy my favorite Ziran lamb.

Qing Er and I were watching television in the living room.

Once he returned home, Qing Er immediately became a Princess Jiao Jiao. Sometimes he would pester his mother to act like a spoiled child, and sometimes he would tell his father to do all this.

The old couple ran around happily under the direction of their daughter, but they were willing to do so.

"My good daughter, father hasn't seen you in a long time. Today, father is able to serve little darling. I feel really happy in my heart …" Qing Er's father's face bloomed with happiness.

"Qing Er, what do you and Xiao Jiang want to eat? Tell mom and I will make it for both of you …" Qing Er's mother was busy in the kitchen, wiping the corners of her eyes as she spoke.

I know that the happiness and hardships Qing Er's parents had today, including the passion they had for me, were all for their daughter. Their daughter's happiness was their greatest wish.

For the sake of their children's happiness, they could do anything.

Qing Er has been doted upon by his parents and treated as the apple of their eyes, but in the outside world, she was mercilessly bullied by me, abandoned, and hurt heartlessly …

Qing Er is a delicate princess in my home, but in front of me, she has to work diligently and endure hardships. She can work however she likes to serve me, and help me do all the work …

If Qing Er's parents knew about the suffering Qing Er had suffered in the outside world, they would have definitely died from pain and heartache …

Looking at Qing Er's parents' happy state and Qing Er's spoiled look in front of her parents, I felt extremely guilty in my heart.

After we ate at Qing Er's house, Qing Er's father and I chatted in the living room. Qing Er and her mother talked about something in the inner room.

"Xiao Jiang, to be able to see you and Qing Er back together today, her mother and I are very happy. No matter what happened in the past, to be able to return, to be able to reconcile, that's good," Qing Er's father said to me amiably. "You are all still young, and the road ahead is still very long.

I nodded my head. "Uncle, you're right. I'll remember it."

When you are outside, you still have to take care of me. When you do the wrong thing and you have to take care of me, it is not easy for the two of you to work hard outside, but you have to be calm when facing problems, unite when encountering difficulties, and coordinate when encountering conflicts. In the future, you will have to walk your own path.