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I bit my lips tightly, my heart was filled with bitterness and deep guilt. I held Qing Er's hand and said, "Qing Er, I'm really, really sorry for hurting you, I was wrong … "Be good, don't cry anymore …"

Qing Er didn't wipe her tears and instead smiled with tears: "feng-ge, your hands are so warm, so wide. I really like putting my hands on your palms, and I'm just going to let you surround me like that … I'm crying, not because I'm sad, but because I'm happy and happy. It's good that you're back, just let the past page go by, just treat it as a dream. Let's go back to the old days, to the old days, to life, to work... feng-ge, I really want to hold your hand and accompany you forever. Whether it's poverty or wealth, illness or pain, stay by your side and never leave you … "

I suddenly thought of Liu Yue, could I also have such a heart?

Qing Er's voice was choked with sobs as tears once again rolled down her face.

"Qing Er, I'm back! As long as you don't chase me away, I won't leave you!" I once again wiped Qing Er's tears.

"Really? feng-ge, "Qing Er looked at me with her big eyes:" What you said was true. You never lie to Qing Er, right?

"Yes, Qing Er. I won't leave you unless you chase me away!" I repeated, more emphatically.

My attitude was firm when I said this, but I felt a tearing pain in my heart.

I didn't know why my heart was in such a state. I didn't know that my words would become a reality a few years later.

Qing Er looked at me with teary eyes: "feng-ge, with these words of yours, Qing Er is satisfied. Thank you, feng-ge, I am really, really satisfied!"

It was unknown when the Sister Lan finished answering the call. She was standing by the door and silently watching us, her eyes red.

With the strong aftereffects of the red wine, Qing Er was unable to drink anymore. She leaned on my shoulder, feeling drowsy.

"Qing Er has drank too much, go to the guest room to rest." Sister Lan got up and went to clean up the bed in the guest room.

I carried Qing Er to the guest room and carefully laid him on the bed. Then I carefully took off her shoes, covered him with a blanket and tucked him in.

Sister Lan stood at the side and looked at me silently.

After settling Qing Er down, Sister Lan and I returned to the dining hall and sat down.

When I was facing Sister Lan alone, I suddenly felt uncomfortable all over. I didn't know what to say to Sister Lan, but I felt that my heart was filled with awkwardness.

Sister Lan looked at me and suddenly said: "I can't tell, but you are still a very meticulous person."

I laughed, knowing that she was referring to me taking care of Qing Er.

"Seeing you together with Qing Er, and hearing what Qing Er had just said to you, I am very happy, and very comforted …" Sister Lan looked at me: "Xiao Jiang, in this life, it's not easy to meet a good woman, and it's even harder to meet a woman who is nice to you.

"Mm …" I replied.

A woman like Qing Er, be gentle, virtuous, understanding, considerate, and close friends. What is hard to find, can be considered as having good fortune, once you meet her, properly cherish your relationship, properly cherish Qing Er, and properly take care of her. Don't think too much about the other things, just leave it to her. Sister Lan let out a soft sigh and didn't look at me. She wiped the corner of her eyes and turned her face to look at the dark night sky outside the window. It was as if she was talking to himself and me, "Besides, you two have been lovers for seven years … 7 years is not something that can be compared with just a few months … "

My heart was beating so fast that my breathing almost stopped. I knew what Sister Lan was referring to.

The Sister Lan didn't say anything, and neither did I. The restaurant was silent for a while.

My brain was pounding in the silence. I would rather cry than regret it, but I was scared and my heart was about to break. I think of love too beautiful, lose oneself no matter. If there really is injury, who cares? If it really doesn't matter, then where do I get so much sadness?

It was the mist that maintained their allure, the wind that maintained its sway, the quiet and gentle night, the drifting snow outside the window, and the autumn wind that blew against the flowers without saying a word. Only the insects chirped. The dewdrops are beautiful, you are drunk, infatuated with your dreams, seeking emptiness, leaving behind the broken flowers and people drunk; the world has feelings, the world has aged, and you advise the king not to be infatuated. [The clouds will roll up, the flowers will fall and the flowers will bloom. It is hard to get rid of the eyebrows with true love. I am alone and sad, with tears flowing freely down my face. I will spend the rest of my life alone …] Was this love right?

My heart was filled with sadness. Memories began to churn and torture in my mind …

"Just now, she was the one who called me …" The Sister Lan said softly.

Sister Lan's soft words were like a thunderclap to me. My body couldn't help but tremble as I stared fixedly at Sister Lan.

Sister Lan didn't look at me, she still looked at the night sky outside the window.

Tonight was a clear night, and the stars in the sky were exceptionally bright. In the distant horizon, a meteor streaked across, and after a brief flash, it disappeared into the boundless darkness …

A shooting star is a tear in the night sky, and the night is crying.

"Don't cry, the person I love the most, tonight, I am like an epiphyllum blooming, withering away in the most beautiful moment, your tears cannot pull back. Don't cry, the person I love the most, you know that I will never wake up again, blinking in the most beautiful night sky, my dream is the brightest star … "Do you remember how I proudly said that I had come to this world before, don't tell me what eternity is, that I was destroyed in the most brilliant moment, don't tell me what maturity is, that I ended in the very beginning …" I suddenly remembered my favorite song from college.

At this moment, these few lines of the lyrics repeatedly echoed in my heart. In my mind, one moment it was Qing Er, the next it was Liu Yue …

I suddenly began to cry, not in my eyes, of course, but in my heart.

I know who Sister Lan is talking about!

It's Liu Yue!

It was actually Liu Yue who called just now. Liu Yue was actually just a few steps away from me, just a few steps away from me and Qing Er!

Liu Yue appeared! It really appeared!

My scalp tingled and my crying heart went blank. I couldn't say anything for a while.

After a short moment of silence, Sister Lan turned around, raised the wine cup in her hand, and played with it in front of him. Looking at the red liquid in the cup, she asked softly: "What is love? Love is like the wine in this cup. If the wine is drunk, then love is gone … The wine is old and fragrant, one year old and ten years old, the taste is incomparable, isn't it? "

I understand the meaning behind Sister Lan's words, I do not want to discuss this with Sister Lan. Regarding love, it has been an eternal topic for hundreds and thousands of years.

Sister Lan looked at my soulless expression and put down the wine cup in her hand. She looked at me and said, "She called me. She wished me a happy new year, wished me a successful new year, got younger and younger... Hehe … "Could it be that time can really flow backwards? Can you really get younger and younger? Young, only your immortal heart and your looks are irresistible …"