C60

After a year of training in the mountains, I feel as though I have reached a state where I am neither happy nor sad.

Actually, I know that I have yet to reach such a state of pure desire. My seemingly calm heart was still burning with the flames of transcendence, and my silent self-esteem and the desire to be shamed were still surging deep within me.

"Me?" Ol 'Three laughed. "I've already resigned for half a year!"

"It's not bad, I'll earn more from this than going to work. Also, freedom is the key. As a person, I can't stand the restrictions of all the rules and regulations in unit the most, and I still have to do it myself …" Ol 'Three said.

"Alright, third brother, I admire you," I said. "It really takes a lot of courage for you to take this step, just like me. I don't know how to do business, so I don't dare to go into the sea.

"You and I are different, you are on another path, you don't have to resign and go to sea," said Ol 'Three. "Although this newspaper of yours is an institution, you are the mouthpiece of the Party Committee, an institution directly subordinate to the Party Committee, belonging to the status of cadre of the State, and also a government office. Work well according to your brain and talent, and within a few years, get along with the best of the best, no problem …" "If I have the right, I'll definitely be rich. If I have the money, I might not necessarily be the right. I'll have to see the eyes of the person in power and be restricted by him …"

Qing Er looked at Old Third: "Ol 'Three, it's okay for feng-ge to have no backers. It's not like it's hard to survive in the government since you came from the countryside.

"Haha …" Ol 'Three laughed. "No problem. As long as you need it, I won't necessarily have a large sum of money. This small amount of money is not a problem at all, it's nothing …"

Qing Er looked at me: "feng-ge, Ol 'Three's Advertising company is very popular right now, when you have the time, write a report for me."

Qing Er did not understand the scope of the Party Newspaper's coverage. If I were a reporter from the evening paper, writing a press release with the purpose of advertising would definitely not be a problem, but this Party Newspaper did not have a suitable place to publish it.

Ol 'Three also laughed. "Don't, I don't want to be the one to be the one to do the advertisement. When the time comes, people will line up for sponsorship. It will be so annoying …"

After eating and drinking to my heart's content, I have to return to the office to work. Tomorrow is New Year's Day, so I have to settle some matters here.

Ol 'Three wants to go back to the company. Qing Er wants to go with me to wait for me at my dorm.

I didn't agree, I knew that Qing Er would come to my dorm, and would stay there tonight. That bed was where Mei Ling used to stay, I can't let Qing Er stay there.

I'm going to go back and change the bed.

I know Qing Er has a lot to tell me tonight.

"Qing Er, my dorm is very cold, there's no heating, you should go back to your school dormitory first," I put on the woolen hat on Qing Er's head, tightened the scarf around her neck, and patted Qing Er's face, just like how we have done countless times in the past, "I'll go and find you immediately after work. We'll cook dinner together at your place!"

Qing Er's face revealed an expression of satisfaction, and nodded: "En. "Then ride your bike carefully on the road. There's snow on the road, it's very slippery!"

I nodded, my heart warm. After all, I had never been cared for or cared for by a woman in the past year.

Then everyone split up.

I returned to the Department of Public Information, returned to my chairman's office, and sat in the same seat as Liu Yue, staring at the computer that Liu Yue used to be in a daze.

Up until now, it's been more than a year, but I don't have any news about Liu Yue. If no one tells me, I won't go ask either.

It's not that I don't want to know, it's just that I'm afraid to know, afraid to know about Liu Yue's misfortune, afraid to know about Liu Yue's happiness. I don't want to feel that I don't dare to provoke myself.

After experiencing more than a year of trials and hardships, thinking of the ignorant start of the fourth day of work that I was doing, and thinking of the sorrow and joy I had with Liu Yue and Qing Er, all of my emotions were mixed.

I seemed to finally know that even if I didn't know a person, I could still fall in love with her. Even if I didn't love a person, I could still miss her.

Faintly, I thought that when Liu Yue first appeared in my life, she gave me a pleasant surprise. I treated her as the god of my life, and thought that she could save the thirsty and ignorant me. Actually, I was wrong, she was probably just a passerby who was walking in a hurry in my life. When the flowers bloom and fall, when love is no longer so romantic and beautiful, I understand that the world is helpless, reality is helpless, we can't change, we can't change, our past, slowly lost in the experience, only memory is eternal …

Learn to be forgiving, never complain or resent at the end of love, love, is what you want me to do. Happiness, happiness, sadness, and pain are all life experiences. Liu Yue gave me happiness and gratitude, but she gave me sadness and pain, so shouldn't I resent her? No, with the passage of time, this pain will slowly fade. Many years later, when I recall it again, perhaps, it has only enriched my life experience …

A fault is a temporary regret, and a miss is an eternal regret.

There are many things in life that can be salvaged.

For example, Qing Er. I once deeply injured Qing Er.

Thinking about Qing Er, my heart was filled with silent regret. I felt that I had truly grown up, and I decided to take responsibility as a man to take care of Qing Er, to give her happiness and peace, and never to hurt her pure and beautiful heart again.

At the same time, deep in my heart, I deeply wish my beautiful boss Liu Yue, the Liu Yue who brought me incomparable happiness and pain, the Liu Yue who made me deeply feel guilty and uneasy, and the woman who wished me all the best for a future.

In my young and shallow life, I have already had two unforgettable women, so I will never forget, accompanied by a lifetime of memories of the woman.

At that time, I really thought that Liu Yue and I would only have memories left, and that even our memories would slowly fade with the passage of time.

I was still young.

I slowly withdrew my thoughts and began to busy myself with my new post.

After a while, Chen Jing came in and handed over the script to me.

Chen Jing looked to be in good spirits and could not hide her laughter the moment she saw me. "Director Jiang, hehe … "I'm here to hand in my manuscript..."

I looked at Chen Jing and smiled. This girl really didn't tell me anything, the thing that impressed me the most was that when I left and when I returned to Department of Public Information, she cried twice.

"Chen Jing, don't be so polite, just call me Jiang Feng in private," I said. "I don't have much experience in our Department of Public Information, other than the three new students this year, the other four colleagues are all older than me …"

"What qualifications do you have, the older ones will only work for a few more years, the younger ones in Department of Public Information are all young, no one dares to take advantage of the older ones," Chen Jing placed the script in front of my desk. "Besides, the leader of the board, who has been appointed, says that you are fine, if you don't accept it, who is not willing, jump out to take a look, if you want to write a few decent pieces, you can take a look … In the Department of Public Information, one had to rely on real ability to survive. If one wanted to establish a foothold in the Department of Public Information, he would have to rely on his own abilities for a month's time … Director Jiang, the Leader supports you. All the brothers and sisters in Department of Public Information are convinced and obey you, don't worry, it's not a problem … "

"Is there anything abnormal about everyone's reactions?" I looked at Chen Jing.

"There's nothing abnormal with it, even though you have a little less experience, your writing level is still quite high, especially during your year of poverty alleviation, when your writing skills became more and more solid and thoughtful. Everyone was very convinced, at least more than when they first accepted Liu Fei," Chen Jing curled his lips and said, "I only found out later on that Liu Fei intentionally did not ask about your manuscript when it went wrong, and he was really bad …"

"How do you know?" I'm surprised I never told anyone about it.

"Liu Fei boasted about himself when he drank too much to teach us a lesson. Those who don't listen to him will not have a good ending, he said he had plenty of ways to deal with it, and then he raised your example …" Chen Jing said angrily.

"Oh …" I smiled. "It's all in the past. Let's not talk about it anymore."

"However, you are unlucky, although this matter was a blow to you and directly caused you to become poor, but the lower level also gave you a lot of exercise. This time you came back, I feel that you have matured a lot, and have become a lot more stable, perhaps, if you don't continue this time, you might not be able to get promoted …" Chen Jing looked at me and said.

I didn't say anything, but in my heart, I agreed with what Chen Jing had said.

I know, my experience has decided my experience. My experience determines my experience and thoughts.

I also know that as long as I am at the newspaper office, and Liu Fei is at the newspaper office, and as long as we are still digging in the same pot, there will still be things that will happen between us.

Moreover, it was not only Liu Fei, but Mei Ling as well.

Although Mei Ling isn't my enemy at the moment, I definitely won't treat her as a friend. I still harbored deep hatred and hatred towards her for using me to plot against Liu Yue. I couldn't bear to look back on the relationship between her and I that had once been filled with both regret and regret.

Although interpersonal struggle is important, the most important thing for me is still to work, or how to do my essential work well.

Just based on your relationship, the real basis is performance. Not only will leaders need to obey and flatter others, they also need to have the ability to work, not only do you want to get close with your leaders, you also need to do your work on the ground. The better you do, the better it will be for your own growth, and the more prestige your leaders will have, the more political achievements you will receive, and the more your leaders will appreciate you … Staring at the computer in a daze, I couldn't help but think of what Liu Yue had told me before.