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"Oh …" How can Director Liu and I be on the same level? I am far inferior to him … " I know that the relationship between Mei Ling and Liu Fei isn't ordinary and immediately replied modestly.

"No need to be modest, the two of you are better off. Ma Shuji knows this in his heart, this has nothing to do with the size of the officials, and nothing to do with qualifications. Mei Ling said unconcernedly: "In my opinion, the two of you really can't compare to each other. They each have their own unique features and strengths, they don't seem like the same type of person …"

I stood up to send Mei Ling off.

I held my breath and looked down:

"Jiang Feng, I heard that you were hospitalized with acute tonsils. I was really concerned about it.

After reading the first line, I felt an indescribable feeling in my heart. I bit my lips and continued reading.

"Jiang Feng, everything that has happened to us is over, just like what happened to us at the beginning. Forget me, forget everything in the past, forget everything in the past. Between us, it's impossible, we're surpassing reality and objectivity, we can't change the world with romance and subjectivity, we can only adapt and integrate into the world, sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I can't do it, I can't do it, I can't do it, I can't do it, don't force me, don't hate me … Grasp your own today, grasp your own happiness, grasp your own love, walk your own path, determine your own love and direction, firmly stand on your feet, your tomorrow will definitely be beautiful, no matter life or work, will be better than me … "Do your best and work hard. Treat the woman who loves you well and comfort her broken heart. Give her happiness. Give her happiness. Live a good life. Goodbye. I wish you happiness …"

The letter was short and finished.

Liu Yue, this kind of woman, give me the happiness and bliss of a mirage. When I was enjoying the peak of Huaxuan Peak, you actually threw me down ruthlessly, almost throwing me into an bottomless abyss. While I was struggling in the abyss, she came back to comfort me, and gave me a hopeless and hopeless blessing in love. As for herself, she was enjoying the happiness of love and desire with another man … How vicious! What a ruthless woman!

Liu Yue has finally given me some face in her heart, and she did not mention that man of hers, that official, in the letter.

Even if she didn't mention it, I knew that she had already become the official's woman. She had become a gentle golden kitten in his arms, and he would destroy her gently in his embrace …

All of this once belonged to me, once belonged to me!

My heart clenched and I rushed out onto the balcony and stood outside the cold room, watching the snow flying in the night sky. I let the wind and snow blow against my face and the tears and snow congealed at the corners of my eyes.

I slowly tore Liu Yue's letter into pieces of paper. Then, I stretched out my hand and opened my palm in the snow, allowing the fragments to drift in the wind and snow, mixing together with the snow-white snow and quietly landing on the thick snow. I concealed myself in the snow, and slowly disappeared …

This is the last time Liu Yue has written a letter to me. This is the last time I will be able to communicate with her, and from then on, she will be extremely happy in the province city, standing on the peak of the mountain, and she will become one of the influential people. But I, an ugly, unknown duckling, can only curl up in this little place and live my life for the rest of my life …

Facing the desolate and deep sky of the endless snowy night, I raised my head and let out a desperate howl …

The next morning, after the doctor finished checking my body and told me that I could leave the hospital, I sat in a car sent by Mei Ling to the newspaper office and returned to the cold and lonely dormitory.

Just as he sat down in the dorm, the office staff brought over two sets of electric heaters, saying that Director Mei had arranged for them to be delivered.

Plugging in the electric heater, the dormitory gradually warmed up, and the room began to feel a little bit more alive.

I sat on the side of the bed and stared blankly at my familiar and unfamiliar dorm room, my heart filled with gratitude towards Mei Ling.

I slowly lifted the pillow and took out the letters that Liu Yue had written for me from the pillow. I silently stared at them, not wanting to think any further, I stared at these letters for a long time.

Then, I hit the lighter …

When the flames sprung up, when the smoke rose, when the flames lit up, my heart was burnt away. All my beautiful memories turned into smoke and drifted away.

After doing all this, I fell asleep immediately, until the night fell and Mei Ling knocked on my door.

Mei Ling walked in, carrying an electric blanket, and said the moment she entered the door, "Un … "Yes, warm and full of warmth. Here, here's the electric blanket for you. I just told the office to buy it..."

I felt a little guilty, and hurriedly invited Mei Ling in to take a seat. As I spoke, I said, "Mei Jie, this — this is too embarrassing, how can I? "It's too troublesome."

"What's wrong? Sis, you're looking out of place?" Mei Ling casually sat on the side of my bed, placed the electric blanket on the bed, then glanced at me, her expression half teasing: "Right now, you are a beauty in Ma Shuji's eyes, if I don't take care of you, how would I explain to Ma Shuji? "This is also called taking care of the workers' lives …"

My heart was very warm. This warmth came from the organization and Mei Ling, but I didn't dare to look at Mei Ling with my eyes, as her eyes were too goddamned seductive. I'm not Liu Xiuping, but I also didn't want to be seduced.

Mei Ling sized up my dorm again: "Comrade Xiao Jiang, I have to remind you, this person needs to be careful of hygiene, tsk, tsk, look at your dorm, it's almost like a dog's nest. Men, if you don't have a woman taking care of you, it won't do, it's just that it's slovenly …"

Mei Ling said as she sat there motionlessly. She did not stand up to help me clean up.

I know that Mei Ling has already gotten used to ordering people around, she rarely does anything, so naturally, I do not expect her to clean up my room.

"Haha …" Embarrassed, I scratched my head and smiled. "I was too busy to make it in time. I'll pack up properly tomorrow …"

Then, Mei Ling continued to look at me with that ambiguous gaze. "Little brother Jiang, how is your personal question?"

"What personal question?" I pretended not to understand.

"What personal question? Is it your woman? You don't understand? " Mei Ling revealed a smile.

"Oh …" I don't want to talk about this personal matter right now! " "No," I answered bluntly, my voice full of desolation.

"Why-what's the matter? Little brother, you lost your love? " Mei Ling looked at me, as if she could hear what I was saying.

I didn't say anything. I let out a heavy breath.

"Men, you have to be tough at the waist. Don't be so dispirited, what's the big deal? Isn't it just a woman? " Mei Ling said casually: "Kid, you are so good, women are always chasing behind you, who would not like it when they see one, why do you have to worry about not having a woman? "Say, isn't it?"

As he said that, Mei Ling used his foot to kick my leg, with the intention of teasing me.

I'm not used to Mei Ling's teasing, but Mei Ling's words made me feel enlightened. Yes, what a big matter, isn't she just a woman, why do I have to be so dispirited? As a man who could rule the world, how could he wear down his will for the sake of a girl and delay his youth?

I nodded involuntarily.

"Which woman fooled me?" Mei Ling continued to ask me: "Tell Big Sis, Big Sis will help you vent your anger."

Mei Ling's words made me instantly alert up. She was clearly trying to trick me, wanting to get concrete evidence from my mouth. I absolutely cannot let Mei Ling know about the matter between Liu Yue and I. Even if it's already the past, I absolutely cannot tell Mei Ling.

I cannot allow Mei Ling to grasp any information that is detrimental to Liu Yue.

At that moment, I suddenly realized that no matter how much I hated Liu Yue, no matter how much I turned those letters into smoke, in my heart, I could never let go of Liu Yue, nor erase Liu Yue.

"I wasn't fooled by any woman," I said casually. "Mei Jie, look at us.

"Oh …" "I think so too …" Mei Ling agreed with me and lightly kicked my leg a few times.

I retracted my leg and retracted it to a distance away from Mei Ling's feet so that she wouldn't be able to reach it.

Mei Ling was obviously aware of my movements. She smiled indulgently and muttered to herself: "Little guy, you're pretty shy, like a chick …"

All of a sudden, I felt like my pride was hurt. Damn it, I am already an old hand in women. I dare to say that I am a chick and look down on others too much.

Just as I wanted to refute, I saw Mei Ling's challenging gaze and immediately woke up, giving up on the idea of replying.

I know that if I reply, Mei Ling will have it in her heart, maybe she will be lying on my bed tonight, becoming something beneath my crotch. I noticed her intention of fighting with this young cucumber, I'm not stupid, I understand everything, and pretend that I don't understand.

Disheartened, I pretended to keep a low profile, smiled, and didn't say anything.

I couldn't help but think of what Liu Yue had told me many times before: You have to be calm and keep a low profile when dealing with people.

Actually, in the few months that Liu Yue and I had been dating, I had already been imprinted with the inescapable branding of Liu Yue on my body. My words and actions, all of them unconsciously carried traces of Liu Yue's teachings.