Chapter 2815： Pistachio (49)

"However, I don't know when I will be free."

Chu Yanxin raised it up, and quickly said: "When you are busy at work, when you are not busy, you will have time. I can wait for you. If you can't go far, let's play around the city. It’s okay to play, and it won’t be long."

Hearing the silence over there, Chu Yan was in a state of confusion and in a daze, he thought of an idea: "Xiao Guo, do you want to sleep now?"

"I don't want to sleep, I don't feel sleepy right now."

"Then let me chat with you. Speaking of it, our lives are very regular, and we haven't had this experience of chatting in the middle of the night."

"What do you want to talk about?"

"You can talk about anything, talk about fun, talk about delicious food, talk about scenery, talk about temperament, talk about temperature, talk about life, talk about troubles... If you want to talk, you can talk about anything. In short, you have insomnia, I will My child is free, so I don’t want to sleep, just sit down and talk."

"Then let's talk about life and troubles." Tang Guo responded. This made Chu Yan's heart a few times around, thinking that his next words should be well said. It is very likely that every next sentence is related to She faces a choice.

"Okay, let's talk about life and troubles. Let's talk about you first?" Chu Yan asked, "Are there any troubles recently?"

"Well, a little bit." Tang Guo said, "I just suddenly doubted life. There is a feeling that nothing is meaningless and unnecessary. I said this to many people, but they didn't take it seriously. They thought I shouldn't have this. All the troubles that I have lived so well, why do I still have troubles and think that life is meaningless?"

Chu Yanxin raised it, but he was also relieved. It was right to talk to him: "In fact, occasionally I also feel like this, doubting myself, doubting life, doubting the necessity of my existence. Look at me. , In the eyes of many people, it's a success, right?"

"It should be very successful."

"Yes, in everyone's eyes, I am very successful. But there is no rule that a successful person can't have troubles, can't be sad, right? That's not a wooden person." Chu Yan continued." Before, I also liked to talk about my anxious state in the group with people I knew before. Later, they all said that I was in the blessing and not knowing the blessings. It was purely ridiculing me that I was fed and okay."

"Oh, so, do you think life is even more meaningless?"

"No," Chu Yan quickly denied, "Why should I feel that my life is meaningless because of the denial of others? Others don't understand me, and it's not me. They don't know my troubles, but think I succeeded and beat them. When it’s good, there shouldn’t be negative emotions. Even though I felt that world-weary at first. Later, I figured it out, but I couldn’t think that way.”

"What do you understand?"

"I understand. Don't really care about those people's words. I have no relationship with them. If they really care about me, even if I say that I have a little trouble, they will I am very concerned and asked me what’s wrong. In fact, it’s because a book fan sent me a letter. They will write in the letter, “No matter how busy the dinner is, I hope you are well. My body is worn down. No matter what it is, I must be happy."