Chapter 47：

"Do you really believe me? Xue Jiayue!" Xu Yanwen's handsome face sank at once, and even the surrounding air dropped a few degrees. Xue Jiayue couldn't help but shudder.

"I ..." Xue Jiayue opened her mouth.

"You actually don't believe me at all, right?" Before Xu Jiayue finished speaking, Xu Yanwen interrupted her.

He saw through Xue Jiayue's mind at a glance. The joy that Xue Jiayue took to lead him disappeared instantly. He was completely disturbed by this initiative of her, and he was unable to think about the whole thing normally. In fact, she will do so, she will take the initiative to hold his hand, and say that to believe him is entirely to appease his emotions, so that he does not want to worry about Cheng Wei, he just ignored this point, and now calm down. Thinking clearly, Xue Jiayue was not for him at all, but for helping Cheng Wei.

In the next moment, Xu Yanwen let go of Xue Jiayue's hand. Xue Jiayue immediately felt that the palm of her hand was missing the package of the big hand, and suddenly it was chilly, as if there was a cold wind blowing into her heart.

Xue Jiayue's fingers moved and couldn't help shrinking her fingers into a ball, as if it would be better.

Not waiting for her to think about how to answer Xu Yanwen's question, Xu Yanwen's low voice came to her ear, "Xue Jiayue, you used to say that you like me, want to marry me, and even design me, are you lying?

"Huh?" Xue Jiayue was a little embarrassed. She didn't know how to talk about it. To say that she liked him, she knew that she really liked him, and she liked it since a long time ago. He's gone, otherwise she won't want to marry him so much, even if she was sent to a mental hospital in the end, she still thought about him.

But why did he ask so? He thinks she is lying to him? Why did you use the word "fraud"? Her original body has paid so much for him, he is regarded as invisible, only to deceive him?

Xue Jiayue couldn't understand it. In fact, Xu Yanwen also couldn't understand it. His mind recalled the words that Xue Jiayue once said.

"I don't love him at all, I only love his money, I can marry him, and I can be Mrs. Xu, worry-free for life!"

"... You can't blame me for being mean, who made me poor?"

Xu Yanwen shook his head and slammed those uncomfortable words out of his mind. He stared at Xue Jiayue in front of him. What are you thinking about?

It's a pity that he couldn't see it. He asked the words in his heart hard, "Xue Jiayue, did you really like me?"

Hearing his question, Xue Jiayue suddenly felt ridiculous. When her original body loved him so much, he said again and again that he only loved her brother and sister, no love between men and women, straight Kneeling in front of Grandpa Xu, he asked Grandpa Xu to withdraw his decision and did not want to marry her.

Now that she did n’t know where she was going, she came through. She did n’t want to follow the original plot and did n’t want to like him. She only hoped that he and the hostess would have HE earlier and let her a little cannon fodder, but he came to ask again. Has he ever liked him? Is he sick?

"Answer me!" Seeing that Xue Jiayue was not speaking outside, Xu Yanwen grabbed Xue Jiayue's arm and stared at Xue Jiayue with a pair of eyes. The black eyes reflected Xue Jiayue's shadow.

Xue Jiayue smiled at his sullen face and couldn't help but said, "I should ask you, did you really like me? When I used to like you, your heart was there again where?"

Xu Yanwen froze for a moment before speaking hardly, "We are a husband and wife."

"Yeah, we are husband and wife, but I designed you." Xue Jiayue suddenly had a strange emotion in her heart. She felt that it was not her own emotions. Safety was not under her control. She was right. Xu Yanwen said, "I used to work so hard to love you, please you, and do everything I can, but you pushed me away again and again, breaking my heart again and again, letting me Sad, why did you like me. "

After taking a breath, Xue Jiayue continued: "Later, I gradually understood and figured it out. I slowly learned not to like you, just thinking about my life, trying to change myself, and you suddenly came Ask me such a question? Do you find it interesting? Am I having fun with me? "

In the first half, that is the consciousness that Xue Jiayue's original body has remained, and it is also the question that her original body has always wanted to ask. In the second half, it is Xue Jiayue's own words. She has been working hard since she came through Seeking change, wanting to adapt to this traversing time and space, waiting for a suitable opportunity to stay away from Xu Yanwen.

However, the development of things does not seem to shift according to her will. Some things are changing and become inconsistent with the original plot, nor is she beyond her control.

Xu Yanwen is the biggest variable in this. He is a living individual, a person who can think. When the surrounding personnel changes, his thoughts also change.

Xue Jiayue's remarks undoubtedly gave him a blow. He was still angry about Xue Jiayue's affairs towards Cheng Wei, and felt that she did not trust him enough. At that time in the hospital, he discovered Cheng Wei's feelings for her Not ordinary, the two are too good, even more than the relationship between ordinary colleagues, he thought it was Cheng Wei's reason at that time, but now that Xue Jiayue said so, he immediately understood that the problem was not due to Xue Jiayue, Not on Cheng Wei, but on him, those rejections and rejections from his original time, which hurt Xue Jiayue's heart, pushed her far away, causing her to want to flinch instead of thinking like before. Holding him.

This recognition caused Xu Yanwen to deflate at once, just like a round balloon, which was filled with a lot of gas, and the bigger the inflation, the more it would explode at any time, and suddenly the balloon was pierced by a needle. It leaked out all at once, and the whole was languished and could no longer explode.

Now Xu Yanwen is the balloon that cannot burst.

"I'm sorry, Jiayue, I shouldn't be angry with you, I'm wrong, I'm wrong." Xu Yanwen took the initiative to apologize to Xue Jiayue, and wanted to reach out to pull Xue Jiayue's hand, wanting to reconcile.

But this time, Xue Jiayue took his hand back without letting him pull it in. The meaning of refusal was very obvious.

"It's not as simple as you said. It's not that you can get angry when you say you are angry. You don't get angry anymore. Just coax me and say an apology. If you want to be reconciled, you can be reconciled. Everyone has his own temper, It ’s not that someone has to accommodate someone, and whoever left, it ’s hard to survive. "

Xue Jiayue said lightly: "I'm tired."

Not only is the person tired, but also the heart is tired.

Xu Yanwen was stunned, looking at Xue Jiayue, and there was a panic in his heart, and he quickly wanted to pull Xue Jiayue's hand.

This time, Xue Jiayue failed to escape and was caught by Xu Yanwen. When Xue Jiayue just wanted to break free, Xu Yanwen discovered her intention and quickly held her hand tightly, her eyes staring at her, very seriously Seriously said: "Jiayue, if you are tired, take a break, let me chase you, take care of you, OK? Just like you did before, I will work hard, treat you as you did to me before. "

He said not only the person who took care of her, but also her heart, her feelings, he was asking her to make peace with her, let her give him a good chance to return to good.

But how is it possible?

Feelings are like porcelain, even if they are repaired, they will still be cracked!

Besides, Xue Jiayue is not the original Xue Jiayue anymore. She doesn't have such a deep affection for him. Even if the original body left those attachments and love for him, but knowing that her ending will not be good, Those feelings have been suppressed for a long time, and there is little left.

Xue Jiayue raised his eyes to Xu Yanwen, and then smiled at Xu Yanwen with the corner of his mouth bent. Her smile was so beautiful and sweet, and Xu Yanwen's heart was filled with hope, but what Xue Jiayue said next second, Xu Yanwen's heart was once again in the bottom.

"Don't force yourself. We were the wrong decision from the beginning, why should we persevere? During these days, you and I have lived cautiously, walking on thin ice, and trying to maintain the harmony and warmth on the surface. It ’s just an illusion, you ’re tired, I ’m tired, everyone is not happy, why bother? ”Xue Jiayue seemed to be talking to him, but also to himself.

Xu Yanwen had never been so powerless before. He used to be Xue Jiayue's only sister. He was very distressed about Xue Jiayue's feelings towards him, and he once said to her that "only value his money, not value him." Xinjie went to accept her, ignored her again and again, and pushed her away.

But when the person in front of her said that she was tired, and she did n’t want to continue, he felt panicky again, like the sand in his hands, running away from his fingers, making him even less aware of what to do. How is it good.

He used to think that as his age increased, his experience grew, and he became more and more handy in dealing with anything. There was no problem to get him hard.

But now, right in front of him, there is a difficult problem for him to deal with badly.

He kept saying that he wanted to take care of her, but he never took good care of her. He gave her a lot of what he thought she wanted, but those were never what she really wanted. He seemed to have been trying the wrong direction all the time.

Although the rational analysis is this, Xu Yanwen does not want to admit that he has failed like this. He does not want to admit defeat. Xue Jiayue, who grew up with him since childhood, is such a soft-hearted girl. To save her, she should give him this opportunity.

He took Xue Jiayue's hand and said, "Jiayue, I have been working hard these days. Would you please give me another chance? Don't you just judge me out for today's event?"

Xue Jiayue finally understood it and understood all the clues. No wonder she felt that Xu Yanwen's attitude was abnormally abnormal these days. At that time she still couldn't understand what was going on, but she didn't care about it now. She knew what Xu Yanwen meant.

"You said that we talked seriously, to be a candid couple, and listened to grandpa's arrangements, and returned to the old house every weekend to live, in fact, these are all planned by you, aren't you?"

From the beginning, she said that she felt something was wrong, but she never found anything wrong, and now she finally understood that it was like this.

Unexpectedly, his routine was discovered by Xue Jiayue so quickly, but at this time, Xu Yanwen's death was impossible to admit.

He quickly said: "Not what you think ..."

"Oh!" Xue Jiayue sneered, leaving his hand away.

Xu Yanwen only felt that his hand was empty, and he could not hold Xue Jiayue's hand anymore. Seeing that Xue Jiayue would turn around and leave.

There was a voice in his heart telling Xu Yanwen that their problem had not been solved. He couldn't let her go like this. If he let her go like this, she would really fly away like a broken kite.

In the next moment, the action was faster than the brain response. Xu Yanwen quickly took two steps to catch up with Xue Jiayue and hugged her tightly from behind.

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