At first, song Xijiao still believed in her feelings and her intuition. She felt that he would not cheat her, and her original promise would not change because of the change of her identity.

But in the past so long, when she had to use such a poor excuse as "Zhongchun returned to his hometown to visit relatives" to dispel the doubts of song Yuanhan, Zhang family and Song Mother, her "belief" gradually wavered.

Because she knew that if he wanted to, even if he could not see her for some reason, he could tell her in a hundred ways that she would not have to worry.

But he didn't.

He just disappeared, not a word or a word. He didn't care about her feelings.

What can she believe?

After breakfast, song Xijiao and song Yongxu come out together. One of them is going to the bamboo paper mill and the other is going to the wood shop.

Song Yuanhan did not go to work for several days because he had to take care of Zhang and song's mother.

Walking on the road, song Yongxu looked at Song Xijiao's sullen expression and asked again: "Xijiao, what do you want to go to the border with all your heart?"

Listening to him mention this matter again, song Xijiao can't help but look at him. His eyes are full of concern and worry, and her nose is sour. Why did she have to be a big tree to take care of her at this time? Why did her father become the spy of the Fusu people? Home or country, love or selfless, this choice is too heavy, she did not want to face.

"Dad, do you want to know why I want to see my big brother? I can tell you. "

Song Xijiao clenched her fist and did not dare to look up at his eyes. Her eyelashes trembled slightly.

"I want to ask elder brother face to face, is it really so important to be rich and prosperous Are the lives of innocent soldiers more important than on the battlefield? More important than the dignity and honor of the country Dad, I don't understand. If one person goes wrong, another can pull him back. Why do you want to go the wrong way together

Song Yongxu was shocked and turned pale. He could not help but step back. Seeing her voice was so loud, he quickly covered her mouth and dragged her into an alley.

"Xijiao, you How did you know that? Who told you that? That Slut said it, didn't it? "

"Not the first lady."

Song Xijiao smiles tired and looks up at Song Yongxu. Tears fall from the corner of her eyes.

"Dad, it doesn't matter who said it. What's important is that I can know today, others will know tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow The emperor can also know that adultery with the enemy spies, Dad, do you know what the crime is? "

“…… Xijiao, don't talk about it. Listen to me. This is a very important thing. Tell Dad quickly. How do you know it? "

Song Xijiao bit her lip. She couldn't bring out the second lady, or he would have killed her.

"Xijiao, tell me! You know that this kind of thing is not a small matter, if we let others know, we are all finished! Who said that? Ah? Is it Is that the Fusu man named azamu said when he went to your store to buy bamboo paper? "

Song Xijiao suddenly raised her head and looked at Song Yongxu strangely: "who is azamu? Dad, what Fu Su people? Do you still associate with the Fusu? "

"Oh

Song Yongxu shakes his sleeve, airway.

"Dad doesn't have contact with Fusu people. How can your elder brother make contributions in the army? We Song family have no relationship to walk around in the imperial court Why do you think that after all these years, my father had a foothold in Jinzhou and so many peddlers? Why should people face the Song family? It's not relying on your big brother's position in the army! Dad did this for our family

"Dad

Song Xijiao slowly shook her head, a face of disbelief.

She thought that after Youji died, he would not do such a thing again! Unexpectedly, a Youji died and a azamu appeared.

"Where is azamu? Who is he? Dad, what have you done? "

"I didn't do anything!" Song Yongxu saw that she looked at herself with a look as if she was looking at some kind of animal. She could not help but utter an angry voice, "I don't know what is written on their cloth. In a word, I'm only responsible for helping them deliver the goods. I don't care about other things."

"But do you know that it was the letter you sent that killed thousands of people. Far from it, Hu Kaiping, the hero of Jinzhou City, died because of your letters!"

"I don't know!" song Yongxu yelled angrily

"You know!" Song Xijiao shook her head. "You know everything."

"I know what? If I don't do it, someone else will do it. Anyway, some people will do it. Why should I put the existing advantages aside? Xijiao, this kind of thing, as long as you open one eye and close one eye, nothing will happen. At the beginning, my father would have a bad conscience and couldn't sleep every day, but he has been here for so many years. It's nothing. "

"Dad, do you feel nothing when you see Hu Kaiping's widow? Have you ever seen her? She lives in sorrow every day. Her son falls into the water, but no one can help her. She, a woman, runs around with a child in her arms and kneels for a day outside my master's Supervisor... ""Stop talking!"

Song Yongxu couldn't listen any more. His face was red and white.

How can he not know these things?

But what if he knew that he would not make the second choice.

"Xijiao, if you don't think you can accept it, you should not associate with me! But remember, adultery and treason is a great crime to destroy the family. If you tell me, not only can I live, but your brother-in-law, your mother, your brother and your sister-in-law will not survive! "

Song Yongxu finish saying, the gas turns around and whisks away.

Song Xijiao lenglengleng standing in place, suddenly feel the strength of the whole body has been pumped out the same, almost can not stand.

She can't persuade song Yongxu. What about big brother? Will elder brother listen to her words?

As long as she thought that so many people died because of her elder brother, her heart would be very sad. Even as soon as she closed her eyes, she could see a piece of fresh and innocent blood splashed on song muyuan's body, splashing all over his body, dripping with blood, which could not be washed clean all his life.

Big brother How can you be such a person?

She closed her eyes in pain.

"Miss Song, why are you here? Do you feel sick? "

Suddenly, a familiar voice sounded from the entrance of the alley. Han Yajun walked two steps quickly. He took song Xijiao's arm, looked at her anxiously, and tried her forehead. It was ok, it was not hot.

Song Xijiao took her hand and said sadly, "if my elder brother kneels down to make amends to you, will you forgive my elder brother?"

Han Yajun Leng Leng Leng, did not expect that she would ask this.

After a moment of silence, she looked at Song Xijiao and shook her head slowly and firmly.

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