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"Walk away, you all walk away ... I don't eat, don't eat." Zhao Yun yelled madly at the girl with the meal at the front of the bed, and then curled up to the corner of the bed, nestled under the quilt, her expression lost. Chu Chu, muttering in a low voice: "Brother Wuyou, don't you care about me? Will you never worry about me again? Brother Wuyou ... don't care about me, I will be obedient, just like a kid ... you Let me eat and I will eat, and if you let me sleep, I will sleep, as long as you are there, even if it hurts, I wo n’t cry, no trouble ... "

The two girls looked at her like this and looked at each other helplessly. They couldn't bear to force her, but stood in front of the bed, helpless. A girl whispered, "Should we go and report to the emperor? How pitiful the county master is!"

The other girl, who seemed significantly older, shook her head slightly.

At this moment, someone behind them suddenly said, "Let the meals go, go out first."

The two girls were startled, and looked back quickly. I saw that there was a good-looking man behind me. Although I did n’t know him, I saw his clothes and costumes and knew that his identity should not be low. , But did not quit.

The comer took out a waistband and said blankly, "I am the commander of the Imperial Palace Guard Xiao Sha, and I was ordered to persuade the county master to have a meal."

The two girls busyly said, "I have seen Commander Xiao. Then the slaves retired." They said that they should rest the food on a thick blanket on the floor beside the bed and quit saluting.

Xiao Sha walked into the bed, his cold voice softened slightly: "Do the county master remember me? We have seen it in the tea garden of Yueyue." His voice had no sympathy and no pity, just as if he wanted to be with a friend Chat for a few days.

When Zhao Yun heard the voice, he shrank into the corner again, his face confused. But she didn't scream madly, just shook her head and said, "I don't know you, go out."

Xiao Sha frowned slightly, and said lightly, "It doesn't matter if you don't know me. I'm here to ask the county master a few questions."

"I don't listen." Zhaoyun raised her hand and covered her ears.

Xiao Sha's mouth was slightly raised. It seems that she is not really crazy, but just intentionally closed herself.

The brutal experience of a traumatized woman made her afraid to touch the outside world, to see the expression of pity or contempt of others, even to others with a voice of sympathy, it was a kind of harm to her.

Xiao Sha sighed, and asked, "Guest, do you want to live like this forever?"

Zhao Yun covered her ears, buried her face, and pretended not to hear.

Xiao Sha added: "Do you think you can grab the emperor from the princess without eating or drinking?"

Zhao Yun let go of his body, suddenly let go of his hand, and looked up: "You bullshit, I didn't want to take away the worry-free brother from my sister?"

Xiao Sha raised an eyebrow and said, "No? What are you doing now? You are using their guilt towards you to achieve your purpose."

"I didn't," Zhaoyun looked confused, helpless, "I didn't ... not like you said, no! I just, just want a little hope of living, is this wrong? "

"But your hope is to build on the despair of the princess." His face was extremely solemn, and there was dim and invisible distress and pity deep in his eyes.

Zhao Yun looked shocked, opened her mouth, and collapsed. She had been avoiding such a problem, but Xiao Sha opened her in front of her, letting her avoid it again. "me……"

Is she wrong? Is she really wrong? "Then what should I do? What do you say I should do?" She raised her hand and hugged her head, with a pained expression, and yanked her hair.

Xiao Sha frowned, bent down, and pulled open her hand. Zhao Yun's eyes were dim, but she did not break away, but she was at a loss, struggling in the darkness.

Xiao Sha had a sincere tone and sighed, "As long as the county owner is willing to open his heart, your life can still be happy."

Zhaoyun smiled wryly, "Can I? People like me ..."

Xiao Sha narrowed his eyes and interrupted slowly: "The county master thought, what kind of person is he?"

"I ..." Zhao Yun's eyebrows narrowed slightly, her heart frowning with deep sorrow, her lips trembling, and Qi said, "A woman who can't bear the bullying of her husband, and hovered on the power of her worry-free brother. Now, being insulted again ... I am a useless person ... "She lowered her head, as if she was afraid that others would see the tears in her eyes.

Xiao Sha shook her head, disagreeing with what she said: "How can the county owner be so arrogant and so foolish that no one can choose his own destiny. These encounters are not your fault. You do n’t need to inferiority, and you shouldn't belittle your life. In this army In the eyes of hundreds of thousands of generals, you are a righteous and brave woman. No one will look down on you. On the contrary, they are very grateful to you and admire you! "

After hearing it, Zhao Yun looked a little stunned, and seemed to be unbelievable. He looked up and paused before asking, "Is that what you said ... is it true? Does anyone really look down on me?"

"Yes." Xiao Sha let go of her hand and gave her an answer with certainty.

Zhao Yun gradually calmed down, sat upright, turned his eyes, seemed to want to see him, but could see nothing. He could only hear his voice, low and low, with a slight coldness but a touch of softness. She couldn't help but wonder, what is the face of the master of this voice?

She asked, "You just said, who are you?"

"Xiao Sha."

She nodded slightly, seemingly struggling to recall, and half-sounded, "Oh, I remember, you are your sister's close guard, right?" She had seen this person, but couldn't remember his face, There was a little vague impression in my head. In her eyes and heart, there has always been only the worry-free brother, and any other man, even if she has seen it, she rarely remembers it.

Xiao Sha said: "Yes."

Zhao Yun thought about it and asked, "Why did you come to see me? Did your sister ask you to come?"

Xiao Sha said: "No. It is my opinion to meet the county master, but I just want to take the county master out of the darkness and find your own life."

Zhao Yun asked, "How are you going to take me out?"

"If the county owner is willing to not abandon Xiao Sha's low status, then Xiao Sha is willing to take care of the county owner for his whole life." He has a serious and solemn tone, so that when people hear this voice, he can feel that it is a kind of life facing Attitude.

Zhao Yun froze, "Why? Are you afraid that I'm entangled in my worry-free brother and hinder my sister's happiness?"

Xiao Sha's eyes flashed slightly, and he shook his head and said, "No."

"Why is that? I'm a blind man." Although she could not see, her eyes were still looking at him.

Xiao Sha said: "I can be the county owner's eyes." His tone was so sincere that people couldn't believe it. He turned to serve the meal, and his voice softened: "The county host eats first. After eating, I take the county host out for a walk. The county host is stuck in the house for several days, and he should go out to breathe."

Zhao Yun bowed his head slightly, as if thinking about something. After a while, she no longer resisted, opened her mouth and swallowed the food he delivered to her mouth, only to realize that she was already very hungry.

After having dinner, Xiao Sha took her away, and Zhao Yun suddenly stopped at the door.

"Why don't you go? The county owner needn't be afraid. I will be by your side. I will never leave you alone." Xiao Sha turned to look at her, only to see her bit her lip, it seemed that she had gone down greatly Just said, "Can you carry me on your back? Just like when you were a kid, the worry-free brother carried me."

Xiao Sha froze slightly, paused, and crouched down in front of her, "Come."

Zhao Yun lay on his back, and the back was wide and strong, making people feel at ease. She wrapped his arms around his neck. This was the first time she had taken the initiative to touch a man other than the worry-free brother without feeling disgusted.

Xiao Sha was carrying her outside and listening to her passing by, there were the voices of soldiers seeing salute. The voices were not as scornful and ridiculous as she imagined, but with respect, sincere and courteous. The wind, fresh and refreshing, blows on her face, as if to dispel the sulking of silence for a few days, making my heart suddenly bright. The air outside is really better than the room.

Turns out, is she really thinking wrong?

She pressed her face to his shoulders, feeling Xiao Sha's gasping breath as she walked on her back, and listening to Xiao Sha wherever she went, she would tell her, what was it, what was there, yes What color ... She imagined it in her head, and imagined it more, as if she really saw it.

This night, Xiao Sha was worth more than what he had said in a year. One mile outside the Fuyunguan barracks, on a low hill, gray-white stone steps, they sat side by side, Zhao Yun leaned on his arm into his dreamland in his low, soft voice.

The night before the storm is always very quiet. On the night of Fuyun Pass and Zixiang Pass, there was no military drill.

On the second day, it was March 25, 177, in Wanhe mainland, for Zixiangguan, and for the Northern and Southern Dynasties, this was a special day. It will be remembered by future generations. On that day, it became a nightmare for hundreds of thousands of people in the Zixiang Pass, which changed the even-matched situational game that lasted for many days. 2k novel reading network