Chapter 95b: Moonlie

Chapter 95b: Moonlie

The moon was full once more. Had he ever seen it not be full, actually? Was this one of those things that was just different on Joriah? Maybe the moon actually glowed instead of just reflecting the sunlight? Eh, hed keep an eye out for it now that he thought about it.

Edwin floated along on his back, gazing up at the sky in thought. Should he pass judgement on Lefi for trying to help him, albeit in a suboptimal way? He more or less excused Inion for a similar thing, but it wasnt as much of a blunder. She may not have respected his autonomy much, but at least it was only in minor ways.

Now, Lefi certainly had learned from his mistake, so that was a positive. But it was only thanks to his actions that Edwin had found himself in mortal peril to begin with at that point. But maybe it helped him realize he wasnt ready for mortal peril?

Yes, it was mortal peril of his own making, and he probably couldnt blame Lefi for his decision to stay and fight once he did know of Nialls crimes, but he stood by that decision as well. In retrospect, sure. Lefi would have killed all the bandits if he hadnt, but he didnt know that at the time. He would have had to find an authority figure in a town two days walking away, then persuade them that he wasnt crazy and give them directions to a tower which was almost invisible until you were up close.

If he had failed at any of those steps, Niall would have been free to carry on chopping up people and putting them in potions. He might not have even been able to find the Ruined Tower again for all he knew.

But he had still been in that situation because of Lefi. And worse, it was only because of the adventurers aid that he had won. It didnt sit right with him, not in the slightest. Had he really never won a fight, completely on his own? Hed escaped the dwarves, but apparently he had almost literal plot armor in that fight because of karma or whatever Inion was talking about. Hed fought and beat Niall and his crew, but that apparently depended on Lefis buffing Skills.

Hed managed to kill a house-sized bear, that was something. Though that had just been running like mad and letting gravity do the work, so did that really count? Hed managed to kill a panther but had set himself on fire and needed Inion to ensure he didnt die from his wounds.

Hed outright lost to the bugbear assassin the dwarves had sent after him, and only the last bit of karmic repayment and Inion saving him was the reason he was alive now. Once again, it had taken quite a bit of recovery afterwards. He kept expecting the assassin to show up again with a metal arm and an eyepatch, ready for a rematch besides. You always confirmed the kill, after all. Whatever. That was getting off track from his brooding.

Then there had been that random bandit. Hed won, sure. But he also suffered quite the wound in the meantime. Sure, he was fine, but that was just a random person with like one or two fighting Skills at most. If he had been a Lirasian Farmer initially, Lirasian Reaper was probably just one or two Paths away.

Edwin sighed. At least he had been able to beat a spider, though again he was injured. What if it was just a little bit worse? Were his claims to fame, when down to purely his own merits and skills, really running away from a bear, getting badly stabbed while fighting a farmer, and killing a spider?

He wanted to be strong, darn it. He didnt want to have to depend on the whims of other people to determine if hed be safe. His training matches with Lefi might have progressed adequately, but the man still seriously outclassed him, and Lefi himself said that he was far from the best direct fighter out there.

If Edwin came across someone who was actually good at what they did and wanted him dead, if he didnt have someone helping him either invisibly or obviously, was he just doomed? Probably, in all honesty. He might be able to run. Maybe. But that wasnt good enough.

Gah. He wanted to run off into the night and prove that he was capable of standing on his own two feet. But that would be really, really stupid. He couldnt, and he knew he couldnt. So he was stuck with people. Ugh.

He swatted at a branch, annoyed with himself as much as he was anyone else. Why did people have to be so complicated? He needed people but didnt like them

Oh woe is me, he sarcastically mused, Having really strong people who want to and can help me. How much better off I would be without them, probably lying dead on the side of the road or in the middle of the Verdant somewhere.

He found another branch to swat at. Why did he have to be so complicated? He needed himself but didnt really like his own emotions at times. Things would be so much simpler without emotions.

He held back a scream of frustration. Even out in the middle of nowhere, he didnt want to let his frustration be that obvious. He didnt want to make Lefi think he was having emotional issues, after all.

Kynigos didnt count either. He was a dog, and dogs werent exactly choosy about what humans they liked. He wasnt counting not hated by dogs as an accomplishment.

Of course, that meant that Yathal probably didnt count, either. He was just a kid and Edwin was the cool older adventurer who had potions and could fight with a stick and had magic. If he didnt come across as cool to a kid when he could do literal magic tricks, he was doing something terribly wrong.

Did Lefi count, then? The guy seemed to like everyone, but that just put his approval at about the same level as dogs and kids. He was basically an anime protagonist, youd have to literally kick his face in to maybe get him to dislike you.

Edwin buried his face in his hands in shame. Did that make him the sulky supporting character who only existed to show how gosh-darn cheerful the hero was, because look at how mopey that person is and wow arent you glad hes not the protagonist? How the hero would do something to win over his affection and then hed be relegated to the backseat for the rest of the story?

Please, no. Just no.

Okay so, moving on from Lefi Well, there was Inion. But did she enjoy being around him, or did she just like being away from the water? He wasnt sure, but given how much time she spent just lounging around every day could she really like him that much?

Well, she at least tolerated him, that was all he was looking for anyway.

Yay.

Edwin kept floating around for a while, watching the moon slowly rise as he thought about all sorts of different stuff. He messed around with Prototyping some- man, the Skill was leveling at an insane rate lately. The double boost from Lefi and Inion apparently stacked with some SKills and was really great- and tried juggling apparatite from his back, and upside down.

The stars were very beautiful, and the sky was just as spectacular as always. Earths sky had never gotten old to him, what with him living out in the middle of nowhere and with minimal light pollution to interfere. The infinite variety of the stars endlessly entranced him, and he always pitied the people who never saw the stars because they lived in cities.

Here, though? If he thought dark nights on Earth were spectacular, they had nothing on the astral tapestry above him now. Even the light of the moon couldnt wash out the sheer variety of colors on display, and he was endlessly entranced by the display above.

He really should stay awake more often. This time of night, everything was phenomenal, not that the earlier hours, when he was normally awake and admiring them, were any less brilliant. Night was so nice, and he was looking forward in some regards to Watchful Rest getting to the point where he could stargaze while sleeping, and just generally enjoy the night. After all, there were fewer people, less noise, less clutter, more stars there were no downsides.

That was when he noticed the eyes.

Hed always thought it was stupid, the idea of glowing eyes in the darkness, letting you know that some sort of dangerous predator was lurking in the dark. They were always blood-red and hungry. Sometimes slitted. Never friendly. And always hundreds, opening up one at a time to slowly reveal a pack of ravenous wolves.

But these eyes probably werent glowing. No, they were just reflecting the moonlight from above, which made it look like they were glowing, right? They probably werent red either, that was just the pink light of the sky, surely. They werent slitted, either. Just a vast array of red, luminescent orbs with a perfect circle of darkness taken out of the middle.

They did look hungry, though.

And there were a lot of them.