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When Bai Yixuan arrived at the town, it was in the morning. Feeling the early morning sunlight, Bai Yixuan breathed in the air of the small town that she had not seen in a long time.

He started to walk slowly towards his own village. As he walked, he bumped into Yang Jin who just happened to be out on business. When Yang Jin saw Bai Yixuan, her eyes went straight to the point, it was possible that the current Bai Yixuan had become even skinnier because of her busy life.

Actually, Bai Yixuan only realized that when she was a bit taller, she should have been barely an adult in modern times. Although she was considered old in this place, Bai Yixuan had never been sensitive to her age.

"Sister Xiao Bai." Yang Jin ran over, and grabbed onto Bai Yixuan's shoulders in an instant, causing Bai Yixuan to not know what was happening, "What's going on, wasn't it just a period of time since we last met? Why do you miss me so much?"

Bai Yixuan was in a good mood to joke, but after going out on a trip, she felt that his heart had broadened by a lot. Although the worries that once lingered in his heart still existed, it still didn't seem like they were preventing him from making any moves at that time.

"Big Sister Xiao Bai, you're finally back. If you don't come back now, I don't even know what to do."

"What's wrong?" Bai Yixuan's face turned serious.

"Master Mu, he …"

"What happened to him?"

"The cat is dead." Yang Jin's expression darkened, "After that, Master Mu was in a strange situation. I took him home, and the moment the weather got warmer, Master Mu went hunting on the mountain again, I simply could not find him, and I did not know where he was. What exactly happened between you and Master Mu, Big Sister Xiao Bai, was there anything between you two that you could not talk about, why did you suddenly leave?"

"I …" Bai Yixuan tried his best to make his expression look normal.

"It's precisely because … Because I want to go do business. I followed Mrs. Shaw to take a look at her business in the capital and help her advertise it. "

"Is that so?" Yang Jin did not believe him, but Bai Yixuan did not give him the chance to, "I'll go home first, I'll go watch A Mu."

Yang Jin originally wanted to say something, but Bai Yixuan had already disappeared very quickly and did not give Yang Jin a chance to speak. Yang Jin could only watch as this big sister Xiao Bai, whom she had not seen for a few months, strangely left as well.

Maybe it was because of what Yang Jin had said just now, but now, all of Bai Yixuan's thoughts were left. However, she knew that she could not go and find him right now, so no matter what, she had to go back home first.

There were no changes in Bai Family, there were still the same people, and there weren't too many helpers. Bai Yixuan had no interest in helping them, since when she returned home, there were only Big Brother Bai and Bai Yixiao.

Originally, Bai Yihui was extremely worried about Bai Yixuan, because after such a long time, with no signs of Bai Yixuan coming back, he had to rush to the capital to find her.

But in the end, she was stopped by white father and couldn't even react when she saw his sister Bai Yihui. It was Bai Yixiao who hugged his in his arms first, "Xuan Er, why didn't you say goodbye after leaving for such a long time?"

Bai Yixuan was a little guilty after being said, shshesurrounded Bai Yihui and Bai Yixiao and said a lot of good things, then took out the gifts she painstakingly brought back for the two of them, causing their expressions to improve a little. However, after Bai Yixuan finished packing, he wanted to leave, so Bai Yihui chased after him, "Xuan Er, where are you going?"

"I'm going to look for A Mu."

When he heard that it was to find Mu Yefan, he was stunned for a moment. He remembered Mu Yefan's expression back then, "After you left, Ye Fan came to find you, isn't his expression right? After I went to look for him, he seemed to have been taken away by your friend."

"I know." Bai Yixuan nodded, she did not seem to have the experience to continue listening to what Bai Yihui had to say. After she returned home, she changed her clothes and immediately rushed out. Right now, she felt that she had to be fast, she had to find Mu Yefan faster.

Bai Yihui did not stop Bai Yixuan, and since he knew that the Family sister was going to look for someone or come back, his worries for the past month and a half were finally gone. Bai Yixuan had nothing to do, and Bai Yihui did not even know what to say about his own development.

After meeting Shen Run that day, it was unknown who was the one who constantly reminiscing about who, but in short, the two of them started to interact more and more. The two of them often drank tea together to watch the show.

He felt that he should change his identity and find something for himself to do instead of doing nothing. Therefore, Bai Yihui had probably read the book that he had read the most recently.

Shen Run, on the other hand, did not have much of an opinion towards Bai Yihui's identity. He only felt that being with Bai Yihui was extremely comfortable.

Even if there was someone else in his heart, Shen Run still fell for Bai Yihui without hesitation. Initially, Bai Yihui was extremely resistant to it and even did not know how to deal with such an emotion, but Shen Run had never given up. Even if Bai Yihui was made of iron, he would be moved.

That day, he sat in front of Meng Xun's grave and drank until it got dark. When he finally fell drunk in front of Meng Xun's grave, he had a dream; he dreamt of Meng Xun, whom he hadn't seen for a long time.

Bai Yihui felt that he himself was shameful, after seeing Meng Xun, he felt even more guilty, and not the love from before. Meng Xun only looked at Bai Yihui quietly in his dreams, and said in the end, "Forget about me."

Bai Yihui woke up from his dream with a face full of tears. He didn't know whether it was because he was drunk or not, but it was as if he saw specks of green light on Meng Xun's grave.

He still loved Meng Xun, but he had buried this person deep within his heart. When he tried to accept Shen Run, he realized that his previous state was actually very profound for Shen Run's Shanghai.

It was just that he had never realized it, and Bai Yihui didn't know if he could be considered as letting it go, but it was true that they had begun. With the same face, different personality, and even different experiences, Bai Yihui and Shen Run surprisingly matched each other well, and Shen Run's reliance on Bai Yihui was even more severe.

Bai Yihui originally wanted to tell Bai Yixuan, because only Xuan Er seemed to be able to tell him something. If he told Bai Yixiao, it would only add to her trouble.

Bai Yixuan had walked this path countless of times, but she had not walked it for a month and a half, so she was not unfamiliar with it, but Bai Yixuan felt that everything had changed.

As expected, when she arrived at Mu Yefan's room, she did not see any trace of Mu Yefan. The furnishings in the room did not have any changes from before, it was just that there was a layer of dust, and the bed did not look like someone had slept on it.

Bai Yixuan didn't know how Mu Yefan's life had ended, nor did she know when the porridge in the pot had started to boil. In short, it was a lump of black porridge, and it already started to stink a little in the not-so-warm early spring.

She didn't purposely go up the mountain to find her, she also knew that she probably wouldn't be able to find him. If he really didn't want her to appear, what could she do?

After washing the wok clean, Bai Yixuan took a look at what was left in the house and started to cook for Mu Yefan. It was like the first meal she cooked for him in the beginning.

He did not know what was going on, but thinking about it made Bai Yixuan want to laugh. She earnestly prepared a meal and placed all the dishes on the table.

Bai Yixuan had not eaten since the morning, but the dishes on the table had become cold. Bai Yixuan's eyes were empty, it was a kind of heart-palpitating feeling, and without moving, he was in her current state.

Mu Yefan didn't even know why he had followed Yang Jin there at that time. It was probably because this entire room was filled with her memories, and it was also possible that she knew that that person would never come back to him.

In short, all of these things weren't really that important anymore. Days passed, and Mu Yefan no longer had anything to say about it. He was a person who didn't know how to live on, so he was even more at a loss now.

He did not know why he was alive, nor did he know what he had to do to give himself hope for his present life.

After staying at the Yang family for a while, the winter passed quickly, and the year quietly ended. Bai Yixuan did not come back, and started to not know how to please him, so she left using the excuse of being able to hunt.

He really did go back to hunt. He went back to the house once, to get his hunting gear, and then Mu Yefan basically stayed in the mountains, looking at the prey in front of him, Mu Yefan did not have any mood at all. Previously, he went back to hunt by himself to survive, but later on it was because she liked it …

After drifting around for a long time, today Mu Yefan had really hit a big guy. As he headed back towards his own house, Mu Yefan's face did not show any expression, but when he saw the light coming from the candles in his house, Mu Yefan did not know why his heart suddenly moved.

He didn't know why he had such a reaction. It was obvious that the candles that he had left behind for so long should have all been burnt out. So who was actually inside the house now? Three possibilities surfaced in his mind. The first was that Yang Jin had come to find him before and ignited the candle and blown it out.

The second was that Yang Jin was currently in the room, and the third was that person had returned. Although she knew that the last type of approach was the most impossible, Mu Yefan still couldn't help but take light steps, and then, he met Bai Yixuan's gaze.

Mu Yefan was immediately stunned, and the prey in his hands fell onto the ground. Bai Yixuan stood up without batting an eyelid, and didn't know how to manage her expression, so she said very easily and with difficulty, "You're back."

Mu Yefan stood in place, not paying attention to his reaction, but standing up and saying, "You're late, you're all cold, I'll go heat it up."

"Xiao Bai..." Mu Yefan didn't know what he should say. He just felt that this current atmosphere was actually similar to the time when they met each other back then. Bai Yixuan had already stood up and started to heat up the dishes.

There was no response to Mu Yefan's words at all. Fortunately, he had waited for him, and at least not for these dishes to grow hair. This was the true feeling in Bai Yixuan's heart, and also the fact that she had a stomachache.

Mu Yefan stood behind him like that. Bai Yixuan thought back to how she used to say that was a fool, but she couldn't say it out loud. The dish was heated up again with a rising fragrance, Mu Yefan opened his mouth again, "Xiao Bai …"

"Hmm?" Bai Yixuan finally raised her head and looked at him, "It's been so long since you last came back, the dust in your house is already so thick."

There were some things that it was better to avoid talking about. Since Bai Yixuan did not say anything about those things that made the two of them uncomfortable, Mu Yefan naturally followed up, "It's been a long time."

"Don't ever go home in the future. I don't even know if I can wait for you."

"Alright." Mu Yefan nodded, "Sorry, I..."

I know you are going to say that you have kept the cat to death, but that doesn't matter. Life depends on that cat's life, so it's destined that it won't survive. Don't worry about this matter, no one can be sure about life or death, let alone a cat.

Bai Yixuan was really hungry, she started to eat big mouthfuls, Mu Yefan also sat beside her and started to eat silently, Bai Yixuan then said: "Whether it is humans or animals, since we are separated like this, fate has already ended, the living should not continue being sad just for death, continue being sad."

Mu Yefan finally nodded heavily, and started to eat in large mouthfuls. It had been a long time since he had eaten such a normal meal, the feeling of the warm food landing on his stomach was originally so peaceful, and was it because the people around him had become thinner?

An inexplicable cold war ended just like that. In the midst of spring's warmth, Bai Yixuan had still returned to everyone's side, bringing about a series of changes.

So when Yang Jin saw that Mu Yefan and Bai Yixuan were like before, she felt that there was no need to be afraid of him anymore.

In any case, Bai Yixuan did not bring up the cause of this matter, and she did not understand why either. However, since she was already back, why not put it all down, there was nothing that could not be done.