Chapter 644

Two cans of beer and one bottle of coke: my wife drank beer and I drank coke. Thinking about something wrong, I took a symbolic sip of beer.

The clock is about to point to zero. When the calendar turns to the next page peacefully, my wife receives a message: "I know he is with you. Today is his birthday. I hope you can make him happy.".

It's su Xia, a person I dare not face but have to face. My nose is very sour and tears pour out. I turn my face to the dark corner. I don't want the world to see my tears, and I don't want my wife to see my heartbreak.

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Night is very deep, deep suffocating, quiet night, the kind of even breathing pain, as if like a thousand troops into my body, pain to the bone marrow

If you say goodbye, you will no longer miss

if you say sorry, you will understand everything

tears will kiss my face instead of you

my world is suddenly frozen and snowy

your yesterday is still left between your fingers

how to put it together completely

The melody of this song reverberates in the alternate night of my reality and dream until it turns pale. I see a new message from my colleagues and friends in the company. I wish me a happy birthday. I didn't return because it was already four o'clock in the morning when I saw this message.

I should be happy when I was born in Japan, but I feel so sad. I hope my next birthday will be happier than today. At least don't let my wife cry. I don't want to cry, but we all feel helpless between us

After my birthday, when I woke up the next day, I was the only one in bed. Wang Jin had already gone to work early. The curtains were tightly drawn, the sun was shining outside the room, but the room was too dark to find shoes.

The phone rings, then the wife's gentle voice: "husband, get up?"

"Just got up, looking for slippers"

"pig, good to sleep"

my wife sometimes calls me a pig, and I don't fight anymore, because I'm used to it, and because I really have some pig habits.

"Honey, I'd like to have a steak from Earl's western restaurant."

"No problem, I'll go pack"

"but it's far away."

After a quick wash, the hairdresser will set out and arrive at the destination in 10 minutes.

It's time to eat. I was surprised by the spectacular scene of full seats in the western restaurant. After ordering, I found a table near the window. The hot sunshine outside the window made me hot and dry. I took out my mobile phone and thought that it might be cooler to send a message to harass Wang Jin.

"There are too many people to eat, and they have to eat after 2 hours"

"Oh, it doesn't matter, hard husband"

"it's not hard, just a little sunshine." Think about it, press the Cancel button, the information strangled in the bud.

More than 20 minutes later, the steak came out and the inspection bill was paid. On the way to, silly thought: "every day like this.".

Then I saw a lottery shop on the side of the road. A few customers put their money into the lottery. Suddenly, they thought, maybe if you buy the lottery, you can get five million without any effort, and it will come true faster. Or, like those colored balls in the United States, if they win a hundred million dollar bonus, they will not suffer so much in their life.

Wang Jin ate very well and obviously ate more than before. Looking at her satisfied smile, she thought, "it's not a kind of happiness to pay for my dear people!"

In order to improve my mood, she promised to accompany me to go shopping in the evening. I have too many good memories in these streets. Whether it's a fight or sending flowers, or going to a movie or a bar, or I go to see sister Hong, she has a stomachache, or it's disrupting the occasion between me and Su Xia

I took Wang Jin's arm and enjoyed the cool and memories brought by the evening breeze. Wang Jin wore a light red dress, quiet, generous and elegant. Wang Jin's appearance, or her appearance with me, is always easy to attract the attention of passers-by, especially men, and I have gradually got used to the courtesy of being watched by the same sex on the road.

At 8:00 p.m., I had dinner in a familiar restaurant that forgot its name. I had dinner for two and a half hours. Maybe the guests who ate at this speed were not very popular with the boss. The boss paid attention to the movement of our table with Chen Che's eyes from time to time, but they were all pushed back by my resolute eyes.

"Boss, give me a bowl of rice, eat for a long time found not full", if it is QQ chat, I say this sentence, the boss must have been desperate to drag me into the blacklist. It was more than 11 p.m. when I returned to my room, I felt more energetic than when I got up in the morning.

The witch is asleep. I'm lying in bed watching TV. My mind is in a mess. Heart is a mess, is a mess with melancholy, the kind of nonsense, why? Looking at the witch, I know the answer: how far can we go

When I wake up early in the morning, Wang Jin is not there. The space between two people suddenly makes me feel uncomfortable. So I continue to sleep. If I fall asleep, the world will disappear. When the world appears again, she will come back.

Today, there was a typhoon. It rained and it was a bit cold. When I went to bed, I still kicked the quilt recklessly as usual. When I woke up from the cold, I remembered that she was not around. I had to take care of myself. The quilt warms my skin, my wife warms my heart, sleeps the past and memories, the sound of wind and rain outside the window becomes more and more blurred, and the world slowly disappears again. But in the blurred picture, I seem to see Su Xia. She is very dark around her, looking at me from a distance, quietly, very sad, very sad. When I walk towards her, suddenly she disappears in the darkWhen I woke up again, there was no sun outside the window and no rain. It was overcast and oppressive.

I looked at the mobile phone, there is an unread message, Su Xia sent: your mobile phone is down, I help you recharge.

Very light words, but like a sharp knife, inserted into my heart, pain I can not speak, straight waist.

I try to hide my emotion, but you always put it on the table easily. I think hidden, can forget, the heart will be quiet, pain and sadness will be nowhere to look for, I owe you debt will slowly disappear, but I found no, as long as you light a word, all my defense line will collapse, my heart will be painful, pain like bone marrow that.

I always thought that I would get used to the guilt derived from the past hurt to you, no matter where, who I met, in what way I started or ended. But your simple words, but let me feel guilty, I know, if I give you care, you will certainly be sad to tears, so I would rather give you sad, I would rather you hate me, the more hate the better, so, you will not care about me.

I held back tears back to a: you are crazy, nothing to do! Then turn off the mobile phone, I dare not think about it any more, I'm afraid you don't hate me, I'm afraid to see your hesitating eyes that can no longer shed tears

In fact, anything can be replaced, love, the past, memory, happiness, disappointment , can be replaced, as long as you are willing, you will find the person to replace me and start your life again.

Many people don't need to see each other again, because it's just passing by. Forgetting is our best memory for each other. We have given each other those tears and pain, has gone with the wind, if there is happiness, happiness is just a moment of fragments, a small paragraph. So, I regret, regret why did not give you more happiness, although destined to be passing by.

When I close my eyes, tears are squeezed out of my eyes, but I feel sad and can't disperse

It was already 7 p.m. when I came back to McGregor's office after visiting clients. As soon as I entered the door, McGrady asked me to sit down. With a gloomy face, he said, "your team's performance is 30% worse than the target! Have you ever thought about the reason? What are you going to do? "

McGregor said, closing his mouth and staring at me. I felt as if my heart was blocked by something, and my expression became serious. I lowered my head and thought about it and said, "I need some time. We haven't relaxed all the time..."

"Ah, wait..." McGregor interrupted. "You said it would take time? How long will it take you? Your people have been here for a long time. Do I give you less time? " I choked on McGregor's words and had to look down on the table.

"Tomorrow, please give me your forecast for next month. What do you think is your best chance?"

"I think the customer of Hengtong is very promising. If it does, it may be about five million." I was forced to have no choice but to pick up the biggest opportunity in front of me to tell Maggie.

"Heng Tong? Why will they purchase next month? Not later? Are there any rivals? "

"Because they will add new equipment to the headquarters before the expansion plan. And this is just the beginning. In the future, we need to purchase more equipment in Huping area. The competitors are chase and several others. "

"What if huntong loses? You don't have anything, do you? You can't just focus on a big order, you have to learn to spread the risk. So you still have too few opportunities. " I was speechless and had to continue listening to Maggie.

"Of the ten people in your team, who hasn't made any achievements yet?" McGregor picked up a sales report and asked Holly as he looked at it.

"Four of them haven't. Yan Ning and... "

"Well, I think Yan Ning's ability here is the worst. What do you think?"

"I haven't seen it yet." I was worried that Maggie would take Yan Ning.

"Which of these people do you think is the worst?" Asked McGregor impatiently.

"I think it's going to take time to see it again."

"As a sales manager, you can't be too kind. We are not a welfare home. We want to create performance for the company. Now you need to make a decision to drive someone away and make everyone nervous. Who should this person be? "

"I don't know."

"I think it should be Yan Ning! He is responsible for all the big customers. In the past, Ji always could make orders, but now he doesn't have any orders. I think it's his ability. At the beginning, Xinyang took it to you from the general manager in order to balance the quality of customers, but look at your performance! There must be many opportunities for such a big customer as Xinyang, but we can't get in. By the way, how is Xinyang recently? "

"You know, the people you fired and chairman Ji are talking about comprehensive cooperation with Xinyang. Yan Ning must be in trouble."

"Oh?" McGrady showed some frustration, like a speculator selling a stock that continued to soar. But he immediately regained his peace and looked out of the window as if nothing had happened.

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