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But what worries me the most right now is still Yi Xudong's matter. But from the looks of it, Yi Xudong had not come back?

I called Yi Xudong, but no one answered.

Red Cloud was very surprised to see me. She opened her eyes wide, pulled me over and asked in a low voice, "Why did you come back?" Didn't you leave already? " Although she lowered her voice, it was hard to hide her excitement.

I patted her shoulder and said smilingly, "I haven't said anything yet. Don't be so excited. "I'll be back when I get back. I'll be fine here, what's the difference?"

"Why is it the same?" "The red cloud is a little choked with sobs." Since you've already gone out, you can start your new life again just by hanging around outside. Even if you're doing worse out there, it's still better than this. What is this? What do you think Yin Zun is? Do you think it's a holy place? This was a place that ate people without spitting out their bones! If you come back, will you still have a chance to go out? "

"It's all the same. It's all the same everywhere. The game of rights and money has never stopped. How do you think I came back?" "I'm not going to tell her too much, and it wouldn't do me any good to know." However, if you all have the chance to go out, then it will definitely be much better than mine. After all, I did it on my own accord and offended too many people. "

Hong Yun still wanted to say something, but I stopped him. "That's enough. I'm here to chat with you, not to listen to you broach such sorrowful matters."

Actually, we didn't have much to say to Red Cloud. We only had so much to talk about, the other deep stuff, the deeper darkness, and once we got involved in our conversation, we would start talking about it in tacit understanding.

It turned out that time could really change a lot. From the initial stage where the newborn calf was not afraid of the tiger to the final stage where it collided with a wall time and time again, it would learn from time to time how to submit to those people, learn how to be tactful, learn how to flatter.

If the environment could really change a person, at the very least, it would affect them a lot. In a world of extreme extravagance and corruption like Yin Zun, it was almost impossible to keep one's body clean and not get dirty. If you were not willing to learn those fake things, there would always be a lot of things or people who would force you to look and say to you: "See that? This was what he should do! Your way of doing things will only cause a lot of unnecessary trouble! "

I always thought that I had learned this class very well, but this year, I didn't know why I had gotten involved in so many things. Now that so many people are glaring at me like a tiger, it's possible that they can attack me at any time to prevent me from seeing the sun of the next day. I can't say that I'm not afraid.

I touched my face and wondered if it would be better if I ruined it.

And yet I myself soon laughed at my whims, or perhaps it was to hasten your journey to death?

I don't dare to say that I can directly go and die without any regrets. I still want to live, like Mo Mo said, I haven't seen so many things, so many beautiful things, I haven't even experienced them. What if I have to live through them? Then wouldn't my death be a loss? That belief had always supported me, and now, just as I didn't believe they could let me go if I ruined my face, I didn't believe that if I died, the whole thing would pass.

Why make your loved ones hurt, while your enemies are quick?

I spent the whole day with the red cloud nest, until the traffic increased in the evening when I suddenly heard the phone ring.

It was Yi Xudong.

"little bluegrass? I'm back. I was on the plane, so I didn't get your call. " Yi Xudong who was at the side said gently.

I didn't dare to trust him anymore.

I curled the corner of my mouth. "It just so happens that I have something to talk to you about. Why don't we find a time to chat?"

"When?"

"Tomorrow afternoon, at the cafe on the second floor of Fengtian Group." I looked out the window. The sky was overcast, like a storm was brewing.

Coffee shop.

I came earlier, but Yi Xudong still hasn't arrived. I ordered a cappuccino and stirred it slowly with a spoon, watching the cars come and go through the French windows.

I didn't know what to say. I didn't know if I should ask him about those things. I had no position, no right. He did use me, but it wasn't a lie that he was hospitalized to save my life.

I was a little upset. It was really unthinkable to be involved in such a thing.

After waiting for a short while, Yi Xudong arrived in a hurry. I waved for him to see my location, and he walked over.

I can't quite face his smiling face now, and always feel that there might be something unspeakable hidden beneath his smiling face.

Smiling Face.

Such people are the people I fear the most. On the surface, they are gentle and gentle, but behind their backs, they reveal terrifying sharp blades and cold fangs.

It would be better to just put them on the table if they had something to say. At least they wouldn't stab you in the back, sell you and even help him count the money.

I smiled unnaturally and said, "No, I just arrived too."

He must have noticed that something was wrong with my face, so he asked me with concern, "What's wrong? Is there something wrong? "

I felt that I was bewitched. Hearing him say this, I didn't feel touched at all. Instead, I felt like I was wondering what he was going to do this time.

"Are you all right?" I brushed my long hair and took another sip from my coffee cup. " Maybe it's because I didn't sleep well last night. "

"Do you know of little bluegrass?" He reached out and hooked my hair, letting it slide slowly between his fingers. " It's psychologically a sign of anxiety that you're constantly doing small things like that, "he said.

He approached me slowly. "Is there something wrong with your heart?" You can tell me that. "

"No need," I said, sitting back. " It's just that I didn't sleep well. "

"Alright then," he said. "Then I'll just assume that little bluegrass is too excited to rest."

I smiled and didn't answer.

The air was suddenly quiet, and we were suddenly silent. After a long while, Yi Xudong asked: "Did little bluegrass find me for something?"

"Huh?" I haven't decided whether to ask or not.

"Finding me like this without saying a word is really unlike you. little bluegrass, you must have something on your mind, right? " Yi Xudong seemed very dissatisfied as he said, "You actually didn't even ask about my injuries?"

"If you want a silent audience, I'll listen. If you need help, I can provide it for you."

"Then... "Fine." I pretended to be suspicious and said: "Yesterday, Jin Zicheng came to find me again. He still wanted to take care of me, that's what I was thinking."

"Is that so?" He seemed to be secretly relieved, and looked at me with a pair of deep eyes, pretending to be deep in love: "little bluegrass, you won't agree right?"

If he wasn't alert because Yi Xudong had once lied to me like that, he would definitely have been deceived by his expression. His expression looked really sad, but it was mixed with anxiety and expectation.

Good acting. I mocked myself.

I shook my head. He then continued, "That's good, someone like Jin Zicheng is simply untrustworthy. Take the last time, he actually kidnapped you for a project, someone like him …"

"Was the kidnapping from him really done by him?" I asked suddenly.

Yi Xudong was too good at pretending. After he did the kidnapping himself, he was actually able to continue speaking of this matter with a straight face and calm heart in order to discredit others.

"What?" The smile on Yi Xudong's face stiffened, and instantly became extremely terrifying. "What did you say?"

"I'll tell you." "The kidnapping last time, was actually not done by Jin Zicheng. It was you, wasn't it?"

Yi Xudong was startled, after a moment, he leaned back heavily and said: "You know."

He clearly said such a thing, but his expression was unexpectedly very sad.

I kept asking, "Why?! Why did you do that! "

"Why?" Yi Xudong took away his hand that was in front of his eyes and repeated while looking at me: "Why?"

"Don't you understand?" He said: "At that time, didn't you already have a very good impression of Jin Zicheng? I admit I'm scared. I always thought you'd walk up to him. I said I liked you more than once, didn't I? Do you think it's a joke? "

His expression was extremely serious, as if he was enduring something. I'm almost convinced. But I quickly reacted and asked, "What about the call you made to him?" Using my life to threaten Jin Zicheng to give up the project, wasn't this also done by you? Is this also love? "

Yi Xudong looked at me: "Am I telling you this from Jin Zicheng?"

"What does it matter who it is?"

"Yes, I admit that I've benefited from it." Yi Xudong chuckled, but his expression was still extremely sorrowful. I regretted it as soon as I said it, especially when he agreed. I think what if you found out? With this comparison, you will definitely lean towards Jin Zicheng, and then, you will feel disgust towards me. I am afraid of facing that kind of situation. "And so …"

"So you acted first? To make the first move, and let me be against Jin Zicheng? " I asked incredulously.

Then, after seeing Yi Xudong nod his head in acknowledgement, he started to laugh out loud.

"President Yi, do you think I'm the kind of girl who likes to watch romance? This is not writing a novel, even I, Qing He, do not think that I have the ability to make President Yi do it. "

"You really don't believe me. Actually, when I did something like that, I also felt that I was too childish." He gave a lonely smile. But there's no other way. After all, everyone who falls in love doesn't have their own brains when it comes to doing things. "

I was silent, unsure if I should trust him. Yi Xudong continued to speak at this moment: "But Qing He, do you think that Jin Zicheng did not make use of you?"

I looked up at him, but he raised his glass and took a sip. Then he said slowly, "When I used you, did you think he didn't use you in turn to strike me in the process?"

"Otherwise, why do you think he recorded that call in advance? "Well, you can understand that, but you have to admit, he did use you to attack me, didn't he?"

I was very upset. I stood up and said to him, "That's enough. Don't get involved in any more fights between the two of you. I'm really tired of fighting and fighting like this. "

I picked up my bag and said, "Although there are some things I've said several times and you've refused several times, I still want to ask you again. I hope that you won't reject me this time."