Chapter 394

A month and a half later, I turned on my mobile phone again and saw 99 +.

At that time, my mood, not ordinary surging, can be described, at that time of their own, only feel sorry for Liu man and heartache.

Heartache in the one and a half months that I disappeared, she is also with me, worried, constantly missing me, not a day reduced.

Looking at him, he said "good morning" to me every morning, and said "good night" to me before going to bed at night. In these 45 days, he insisted day by day, day by day. I don't know what can support her. It's like throwing into the sea without reply.

But his insistence really moved me. I want to pay for a woman sincerely and make myself better for him.

Although I know that she will be afraid of herself, I don't want to change my life after that.

During the period of being a soldier, I feel that I have really become a lot more mature and my thinking has become more comprehensive.

Maybe it's because the world you see in school is different from that in the army, and you feel that the world you see becomes more colorful.

Even I began to get used to this kind of life in the army, this kind of rhythm.

If I leave the army now and go back to school again, I think I will no longer have the enthusiasm for learning.

I like to discuss with each other with that group in the army. Compared with Z University and military academy, I am more longing for military examination and military academy.

It was a sublimation of emotion.

In the army, I feel an unprecedented sense of belonging and existence. Only here can I feel that my value can really be realized and that I can play my role here.

It's a natural illusion that I must be useful. I wander in my mind again and again, and then I get time again and again. I'm trapped in the mire of the army, and I don't want to go out.

So that 45 days after I came back, I picked up my mobile phone and saw the 99 plus messages Liu man sent me. I felt that my heart was full of mixed feelings. It was complicated and difficult to understand.

Sometimes I really don't want to grow up, I really don't want to face all kinds of choices too early.

Until I grow up, I feel that when I was a child, I was really good. I could live a carefree life. Even if I would be bullied, I didn't need to face such a difficult choice.

"I'm back." Looking at the general information Liu man sent me, I just returned a simple message, telling him his own safety.

Because I am not very good at expressing my feelings. Although I say that I have thousands of words in my heart that I want to make clear, it is only condensed into a simple sentence of peace.

Because they know that what they want is just a simple peace, that I'm still alive, that I'm not hurt, and that I've protected myself, that's enough.

Today, Liu man, who had planned to report his itinerary to me as usual, and said good afternoon to me by the way, suddenly saw the message I gave him.

I almost have a feeling that I read the wrong mobile phone. I am full of confused amusement. I have my own eyes. I want to see it more clearly to make sure that I am not hallucinating because I miss too much, let alone living in a dream.

"Yes, yes." Liu man's excited expression is hard to express. At last, it is only condensed into two modal particles. However, these two modal particles are enough to contain it. Once again, I feel the existence and excitement that I really came back to him.

"You're back at last." Liu man said excitedly.

Thousands of words are melted in the two of us, even if it is just a few words, it also contains our deep feelings for each other, as well as missing each other.

I don't know why, I always feel that after 45 days, our feelings have been sublimated again.

"Don't worry. I'll tell you the video later. I just turned on my mobile phone. I promise you that I will do well. Don't worry. I'm really unscathed this time." I knew what he was repressing and wanted to ask, so I took the initiative to tell him.

"Yes, yes." Liu man answers, nodding foolishly on the other side of the mobile phone screen, although he knows that I may not be able to see it at all.

Finally, he returned to the army again. He went back to his familiar field and bed.

Quickly took a fight bath, has begun to fall into the phone with Liu man.

The 45 days of separation did not make our feelings fade. On the contrary, it made me feel more and more inseparable from each other.

All of a sudden, I found that all my worries before the trip were just unnecessary.

Originally, I was still worried about whether Liu man would start to fade out because I couldn't accompany her for a long time, or empathize with her. Finally, I found that all this didn't happen. It was just my own wishful thinking."Husband, I ask you a serious question. What do you plan to do in the future?" Chatting, chatting, all of a sudden, Liu man didn't know why he suddenly wanted to ask this question and get an answer.

I fell into a deep silence, for this question, I know what kind of answer she wants me to give her, but I can't say.

He doesn't want to be afraid for me any more. I came back to my normal life after I became a veteran. I don't like it. I've gradually come to like this silly and hot-blooded job.

Add my avatar again to return to normal study life, just like an ordinary college student, that's just a fantasy for me.

As early as Liu man did not know, I had quietly decided to take the military examination next year.

But at this moment, I don't know whether I should tell him about it or not, because I'm afraid that once he knows the final relationship between us, he will die first.

And these are just the endings I don't want to see. I think we can have a happy ending, whether I am an ordinary person or a person who will eventually become a country and contribute to the country.

"If I might never leave here again, what would you do?" I hesitated to say, words full of uneasiness.

Quietly waiting for Liu man's reply, this process is so long, because I know his heart is also in the same tangle with me, she knows what I am thinking about in the bottom of my heart.

I don't want to give up the career I like.

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