Chapter 360

Even I can't imagine, usually in our eyes looking at careless, there is no trouble girl, in fact, has experienced so many things, and he said everything, but his bravado, he wants to show us her happiness.

On the other hand, he covered up his wound very well.

"And all this can only show that you are too simple, for the outside world, not a shred of defense, will let yourself hurt." I opened my mouth and said that I was going to clarify his psychological problems and put an end to the recurrence of all this from his own point of view.

"So now, I'm on guard against all men. I hate the approach of all the opposite sex. I resist their touch. I don't want them to touch me again, but I don't know why I don't exclude your approach." Liu man explained.

Then listen to him, I don't know what I should do, how to persuade her.

"Then you said that you committed suicide for such a small thing. Do you think it's right for you to do so? How can you take your parents' sorrow for the rest of their life to make a bet for your own happiness I went on, with a reprimand in his words, hoping that he could see what he had done wrong and where it was.

"But I didn't commit suicide, did I? At least I'm still alive, and things like suicide and self mutilation, just once is enough. " Liu man's reply said that his words are not sad or happy. I can't see his attitude towards this matter.

"Liu man, this matter has passed for so many years. People's metabolism is very fast, and the renewal is also very fast. The piece of skin you have been touched by him may have degenerated and faded in the aging of cells." I tried to open my mouth, and I wanted to choose from another angle, and I said to him.

I don't know if he would be so sensitive and disgusted to himself after that layer of skin has shed.

Then I found that I was too fanciful, too naive, into the corner of Liu man, it is unreasonable!

"Yes, that layer of skin may have faded, but that trace is like a brand in my heart. You can't imagine that feeling, that feeling that you always feel that the stain on your body will never go away, and that will be with me all my life." Liu man said that she felt that her heart was too painful to breathe, and a sense of suffocation swept over her.

"Liu man, your life is still very long. You are just a girl who is going to be 18 years old now. You have only passed nearly one fifth of your life. How can you say that this stain will stay with you all your life? Besides, it is not any stain." I then began to persuade, the words are full of heartache, but also very helpless, also do not want to say some heavy words, to make his own sad.

"However, although it has been four years, I still can't forget the psychological shadow he left me." Liu man said, tone began to bring a trace of accusation, and condemnation.

"You can imagine this. Every time I wake up in the middle of the night, I feel like I'm in the dark. It's like a person who lurks in the sea and can't find a piece of driftwood to support me. I feel lonely, wandering and confused. Sometimes I even feel that what I'm living for is to make myself live so miserable." Liu man went on, eloquently, all his emotions are implied in his words, I seem to feel her kind of helplessness.

"But, have you ever imagined that maybe it's just because you are too entangled in this matter and engrave it deeply in your mind, you never try to forget it." I only controlled to say, accusing him, trying to let him see his mistakes clearly.

"It's also that you are too persistent in the past, too persistent in your own fault. To be exact, it's not your fault at all. It's the old man's fault. Then you punish yourself with other people's fault. How can you live a good life?" I said, looking at him with a sense of powerlessness.

"I don't want to worry too much about this problem. You think I'm a little nervous tonight. I don't know why I suddenly told you these things. Just think I didn't say anything. " Liu man said, with a trace of fatigue, it seems that this topic really let him, once again into pain.

I can't help but get a little angry. Why can he directly rely on his own personal strength to unilaterally end these topics every time?

So, I can't help feeling a little depressed.

I feel like I've dug a lot. I said yes, I don't like him and don't care about her. But now I can't help but want to get close to him. I know he's stubborn and strong, but I still want to pull him out. I love her and don't want her to punish myself for other people's mistakes!

"Liu man, come back to me." I couldn't help but speak, I replied directly.

"Well?" Liu man asked.

"Is there anything else? I'm a little tired today. I want to go to bed. If you're busy with something, you should have a rest early. You have to train tomorrow. Good night Liu man said to himself, without any feeling of wanting to talk to me.I feel a little flustered. I feel that everything is out of my control. I always think that I am the one who controls the whole situation in this matter with Liu man.

Now I find that I am the one who controls the whole situation when Liu man likes me. When he is tired, maybe I am nothing, then I can walk away with ease.

"I told you not to leave, didn't you hear me? I love you. I don't dislike you. I think you are cleaner than most girls, so don't dislike yourself, OK I said, trying to discuss with him.

"Liu man, listen to me. I'll just say these words once. If you can't hear them, it's none of my business. I won't tell you if you want to hear them again. " I seem to have made up my mind and said slowly.

"I don't know. When I was a Tang monk, I began to like you. I found that I had a good feeling for you." I said slowly, expressing the most real emotion in my heart.

"I don't want to hurt you, but when I heard what you said just now, I really felt my heart hurt. In for you on the heart, heartache. I'm sorry if you've arrived. Even if you abandon yourself, I want you. " I said, strong and overbearing announcer.

"But I'm going to work for three days." Unconsciously, I have already started to report my itinerary to Liu man. I don't want him to be as nervous as last time.

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