Chapter 338

Hearing my answer, brother Kun didn't know whether he should be happy or sad.

After all, he knows how much position Ouyang Zhijun occupies in my mind! So at this moment, forget Ouyang Zhijun I in the end play is not complete?

However, Ouyang Zijun is a dead person after all. If I don't forget him, she will be a cinnabar mole in my life, which I can never erase, forget or put down.

Maybe it's a good thing for me to forget her so that I can start a new life.

"Nothing, just to ask you. In fact, she is just an ordinary friend of yours." Brother Kun's brain has already turned a thousand times and hesitated to answer my question.

"Oh." I don't care too much about the answer to this question, as if the answer to this question has nothing to do with me. Generally, for me now, Ouyang Zhijun is not as good as a passer-by. He has already been erased from my memory, and there is no trace left.

"Now, our school should also be about to start the final exam. If the operation is successful, I will be discharged in a week. It's just the time to welcome the final exam. After the final exam, I plan to become a soldier." I am methodical, clear thinking said, arranging their own holiday life.

"Don't you know you've applied for a double degree? If you suddenly go to military service now, it means that you have to leave school in the past two years, and you can only come back after two years' make-up and graduation, and then study these two majors. Do you want this kind of choice? I don't want you to see your impulsivity and willfulness. " Brother Kun began to say sorry, sister. I didn't really want me to serve in the army, but there was a deep obsession in my heart, which constantly impacted me.

"Yes, have you ever thought about it? Once you choose to serve in the military, you are doomed not to come back in these two years. Besides, although your physical quality is better than ordinary people, are you sure you can bear it? Can you bear the hardships? We don't want to see you go back and regret your original impulse. " Ning elder brother also calls to come forward, the mouth persuades to say, the speech is fierce, the tone is full of worry and concern.

"Don't worry, the road is my own choice. Only when I walk the road of my own choice, I will really give up. I don't know why. When I wake up, I have only one idea in my mind, that is, I want to be a soldier. This is my own choice, and I am an adult. I will be responsible for my own behavior, even if I kneel, I will also complete the path of my own choice. " I said firmly, with a voice full of irrefutable courage and firmness.

Seeing my stubborn appearance, they also knew that once it was something I decided, the sky would not move. Nothing can change my decision.

See me so firm appearance, they also more or less, guess what? This matter must have something to do with Ouyang Zhijun. She is the deep obsession in my heart. Although I remember all the people, I only forget her, but he exists in another image. In my heart, although I forget her, Ouyang Zhijun is a criminal policeman, so it's also with me. When I wake up, I don't hit the south wall and don't look back. I firmly announce that I'm a criminal I'm going to serve in the army. Obviously, that's Ouyang Zijun's reason. I just forgot him, so I don't know why I have such a deep obsession.

Brother Kun, they looked at me and shook their heads. Although they didn't agree with me very much, they didn't agree with me to be a soldier. It doesn't matter if I do some exercises. However, being a soldier is not a joke.

"When you go to military service, you are really half a country, and your burden and responsibility are even heavier. Everything you do should be based on your country, even you need to carry ammunition and pass through the bullets. If you feel that you are fearless, then we will not interfere in any of your decisions, All the roads are your own choice. " Kun elder brother is doing the last dying struggle, want to persuade me, hope I can have a little loose, but I am still indifferent.

"Well, only a man who has been a soldier is a real man, a real man. He will fight for his country and defend their dignity! Those who violate China will be punished even if they are far away. " I said enthusiastically that I had imagined myself to be an iron man in a military uniform!

Kunge and Ningge said that they could not persuade me any more, so they had given up the struggle and could only look at me with a heavy face.

At this time, Bai Suxin slowly came forward, staring at me, without saying a word, trying to use cold violence to douse my blood. However, he was really not enough to mention in my heart, and even said that I just acquiesced in his status as my father, but I didn't want to admit it, so his cold violence didn't have any effect on me It's like tickling me. I don't care what he thinks at all.I looked at him coldly. From his eyes, I already knew what he wanted to express, just to persuade me not to be a soldier.

However, Kunge and Ningge think they have no ability and want to persuade me. Why does he think he is a father who has been missing for more than 20 years? Why does he think he is qualified to decide where I am going, decide my choice and arbitrarily change the way I want to go? It's just impossible!

Bai Suxin finally chose to compromise and lost. Looking at me, at this time, he suddenly felt like a father, which shocked my heart, but I soon hardened it again.

"Now that you have made a decision, this is not to discuss with us at all, but to announce your decision. Since I can't change it, I don't want to say anything meaningless. I just want to tell you one thing. When you finish your military service and graduate, you can't refuse my responsibility as a father for any reason, no matter what Can you refuse, I want to take care of your heart, please give me a chance, let me be a competent father, OK Bai Suxin said, the words have long been no longer the beginning of the sharp and overbearing, slowly become soft down, and even with a trace of begging.

I stare at him coldly, want to see through his heart, want to know why he suddenly softened down, began to ask me for peace, but in the end I did not get any results.

But in the end, I didn't give him any positive answer. I just silently turned my head and didn't want to have too much eye contact with him. I don't know why, I always felt that my heart would be occupied by him, bit by bit. But when I thought of my time in the orphanage and my feelings for my own father, I began to feel lonely again Then it faded, even with a trace of disgust and hatred.

"At that time, it depends on the situation. I don't know what it will be like in two years, so I don't want to give any commitment to any of you. I just wake up from the operation and need a rest. You go out first and let me be quiet." I coldly opened my mouth and said that I was in a panic one by one when I gave the order. I was afraid that if I went on like this again, I might really say something harmful to him impulsively!

See me and white Su Xin two father and son again of make stiff, everyone can't help but frown, but can't help.

After all, it's my household chores. Besides, heart knot and heart disease need heart medicine. It's a contradiction caused by the lack of time between father and son for a long time, so it can't be easily solved in a short time. I hope that the discipline in the army, as well as the sophistication in the past two years, can make me grow up better and be able to deal with people If I think about some things more comprehensively, I won't wait until later. After Bai Suxin's death, I will regret it.

The greatest tragedy of life is not to seek but not to cherish.

The tree wants to be quiet but the wind doesn't stop, and the son wants to be raised but the parents don't wait. This is the biggest sorrow in the world. It's also the biggest regret of being a parent and a child.

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