Chapter 184

A meal, and then such a stalemate under the circumstances of finished.

Because, these days, I have been used to the entanglement of Feifei, so no matter how Feifei is, I can take it calmly. Even our conversation can't affect my appetite at all.

And Feifei, obviously frustrated expression, looking at me, some words, it seems that I can't say it.

Quietly finished her meal.

Looking up, she couldn't bear to see me treat her as a stranger. Looking up, she said in a trance: "Wang Haoyu, you ice, why do I like you? Because I like you, I'm becoming less and less like myself. I'm about to forget what I was like before, but I still like you and insist on it, I just like you. " Feifei said, whispering in a low voice. If I don't listen carefully, I can't hear it. The confusion in my tone suddenly burst into my heart, making my cold heart tremble.

I silently looked up, looking at Feifei, a beautiful girl, so destroyed in my hand.

Suddenly to own inexplicable dislike as well as disgust.

Looking at my frown, Feifei suddenly raised his hand, gently in my brow, slowly smoothed the hill I wrinkled.

"I like you. It's my own business. I don't want to look at you. I'm worried about you because of me. Just let me like you silently. Don't even erase my little request, OK?" Feifei looked at me and said pitifully, with a look of begging.

"I don't want my love to be a burden to you. I don't want to see you frown like an old man. Don't just refuse me. Refuse my kindness to you. Treat yourself well. You've lost a lot of weight in the past week. " Feifei said, looking at me with a sad face, the lingering love in my eyes, let me have no escape.

That a pure, without any impurities, I can not afford, also can not go to, so, I can only again and again, again and again to insist on to refuse, without hesitation cut off all their own back.

However, it is undeniable that what Feifei said and did shocked me greatly. I have to re-examine myself and the relationship between myself and Feifei.

All the time, it's rejection, never like, just think, as an ordinary friend, to head, just because of this, when I know Feifei likes me, my whole person is in a mess.

I appreciate this girl and her character, but it's just appreciation. I'm willing to be friends with her. However, I'm just so friendly. I can't accept that my lover is not full. She has changed from my friend's definition to a lover.

Therefore, I will repel her confession again and again, because I don't want to lose such a good friend.

So, has been very obvious, very persistent refused to please her.

Now, seeing her humble love makes me tremble. I can't imagine that the bright and attractive girl who used to laugh like a flower has become a humble girl who is begging for mercy in front of love today.

However, for Feifei, there is nothing but heartache and pity.

That is to understand and understand my heart, I have never given Feifei hope, just silently hope that she can let go, long pain is better than short pain, to start her new journey.

However, Feifei is still persistent, not willing to give up, even if there is a little hope, she will not give up, but will pay 120 times the effort, whether it's worth it or not, just because she likes, a willful person can't bear to blame her.

In front of love, there is no reason to blame a person's stupidity.

But, do not accept is not accept, I will not give her any hope.

Once I recognize a person, like a person, I will do my best to her good, similarly, if I do not like a person, I even a coax are stingy to give her.

Because I know, I have to cut off all her hope, so that we can get along better.

So, I can't give her even a little warmth.

Therefore, since this week, I have been indifferent to her. How indifferent and indifferent I should be.

I just quietly learn from me, and then she is also learning on one side.

Although we all sit on the same table, it's the same as the same bed.

I only treat her as an ordinary classmate, that's all. I don't want her to have too much hope for me, because I know that I can never accept her.

"My heart is only learning, I only love learning. Learning makes me happy, learning makes me forget the pain. Besides studying, I don't want to start a new relationship for the time being. " I resolutely said that the cold cut flying all hope for me.

This is the first time that I deeply realize that learning is becoming thinner and thinner.

It turns out that when people become learners, they can become thinner.

It is estimated that the brain is used too much when learning, and the body is too tired, so the energy consumed is also large, and it gradually becomes thinner.I don't want to admit that I am losing weight because of myself and Ouyang Zijun's sacrifice.

Time goes by day, so every day four o'clock line, indulge in learning, every day in the library days, is so many days since I most relaxed day, the most substantial, the most will not be cranky.

In the library, I can safely release my spare energy and spare time.

Let oneself busy, the brain is learning, full of mind is thinking about how to let oneself, to apply for double degree standard, and struggle for it..

When I am addicted to learning, I always feel that time has passed so fast. When I read our information, supplement and knowledge, time has passed so quietly, and we are also slowly ushering in the so-called exam week.

The final exam is coming unconsciously.

The so-called exam week is just like our mid-term exam. It gives us one or two weeks to review by ourselves. According to the test points given by the teacher, we can consolidate and review.

The so-called review, for some people, may really be review, but for some people, that is preview.

So this test week is very useful for some students who are cramming.

Although the knowledge in their mind is not long-term and firm, so let them deal with our final exam.

Just because I have a month more review time than them, I don't need to look at the knowledge points in such a hurry as they do. I just need to go over these knowledge points again in my memory.

To their own courage, for this 4.5 GPA struggle.

And my dormitory, also because of my reasons, indulged in the library all day, unable to extricate themselves.

In the examination week, the position of the library is always so hot, always full of people.

As long as you go a little late and have no place, it is necessary.

But with me, my roommate will always have a place.

After all, in such a cold winter, not many people can arrive at the library on time at seven o'clock.

Because of my biological clock, my roommates, they were not used to it for a time, and they thought I couldn't hold on for long. In the end, I held on for more than a month.

With the end of the final exam, I slowly look forward to the results of my efforts.

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