She is writing this diary, is such content: today is still the same, we changed a hotel to stay. I still live in the same room with that annoying one. He is like the prince sent by heaven to hurt Miss Ben's heart. I love him deeply, but he treats me coldly and hotly. Hum, is there only a dream in his heart? Can I not even compete with the golden bell? I don't want to. Now I'm near the water. I want to defeat all my opponents and let them belong to Qi mengyan alone. I am different from others. What I want is not his body, but his heart. Sometimes I feel that I have failed. I work and live beside him all day, but I can't get him. Am I not beautiful enough, or is Zhao long unable to hold anyone in his heart? I don't know why, his shadow is in my heart now. Although he is right beside me, I still don't think it's enough. I even fear every day that one day I will lose him and he will fly away. He didn't belong to me. To be honest, I have never had such a strong possessive desire for anyone. This kind of possessive desire is not an impulse or a whim. It's a heartfelt voice. Every time I see him with other women, I even want to shoot her, her, and her! He should belong to me! No one is more qualified to have him than I am! From the dream, so is the golden bell. As for Fu Shengbing, I'm sure Zhao Long won't like that kind of loser. She's beautiful, but compared with you mengjinling and me, she's a bird! So my biggest enemy now is not ZF, nor Fu Shengbing, but dream and Jinling. They are all excellent and have different charm belonging to women, which makes Zhao long fascinated. I want to get Zhao Long back from them. Zhao Long belongs to me! Getting this man is equivalent to getting happiness and happiness in the second half of life God, how could I be so fascinated by him? Am I crazy

Watching, my heart is more and more shocked! How can I not feel Qi mengyan's infatuation for me? But in fact, I have been receiving the inner condemnation. Although I know that Qi mengyan is a chess piece in Chen Fusheng's hand. I believe she didn't mean to hurt me, even though our relationship has undergone many changes and upgrades. We are real enemies, and I don't want that. Maybe, when this difficult latent mission is over, her ending will be miserable, but that's not what I hope! It is not because she is infatuated with me that I have such an idea. But through these time contacts, I don't think the girl's heart is evil. On the contrary, she is a lovely girl who is liked by others. Although she is a bit headstrong, she is considerate and smart. Although she is a bit arrogant, she is not unreasonable and bullies the weak. Born in the Qi family, she has been an enviable "rich second generation" since she was a child, plus her unique skills and wisdom. Nevertheless, she did not act like most of the "second generation of officials" and "the second generation of rich people" to be aggressive and bullying. Perhaps, her birth, her background, decided her fate. And this fate is beyond her control!

While peeping at Qi mengyan's diary, I thought to myself. I can't help sighing because of so many considerations. It was this sigh that made Qi mengyan suddenly turn around and look at me!

I quickly put the telescope back in the quilt, revealing half my head.

Qi mengyan chuckled: "what are you doing? Are you going to Wuhan?"

I put my whole head out of bed: "what are you doing in Wuhan?"

Qi mengyan said: "it's so cold now. You're going to sleep with your head covered. What's your sweat?"

I suddenly realized, laughing: "a lot of times, always want to confine themselves, without any external interference, how would that feel?"

Qi mengyan said with a smile, "what about you? Do you want to bind yourself

I smiled and said, "I just want to experience that feeling. But it's not easy. "

Qi mengyan shook her head slightly: "then you can continue to bind yourself, and I will continue to write!"

Obviously, she didn't find my peeping. I took a deep breath and continued to observe her diary in this way. With the help of the telescope, the following content came into view: I wanted to have a good talk with Zhao Long several times on this business trip with Mr. Chen. But there was no chance. I have been eager to win Zhao Long's people, my heart is not so open, I fantasize that one day, he only belongs to me. I will defeat all my enemies, love enemies. I even did an unspeakable stupid thing. In order to capture Zhao Long's heart, I downloaded an e-book called "thirty six plans to teach you how to capture a man's heart" on the Internet. I read some content and thought it was quite practical. The book says that all men are bitches. The more you treat you, the less he takes you seriously. So the best way to deal with men is to keep a sense of mystery and enhance men's desire for knowledge. In addition, there is a "Sexy Secret script" in the book, which lists more than 20 sexy poses that men can't resist. I feel more and more like this book is teaching women to be charming and enchanting. I don't even have the courage to watch it. If I learn it, I'll become a coquettish lover killer. However, there are several ways to learn from. Tomorrow, no, I'll try later to see if it works Well, if you don't talk about him, I can't help mentioning him as soon as I write a diary. I'm wearing my head to bind myself. I really want to join him to bind myself. Ha ha There's another thing I can't think of today. Mr. Chen said that we should catch turtles in a jar, and they are two sizes. Who is this turtle? Are there any assassins coming tonight? Weird. Sometimes I think Mr. Chen is really weird. Of course, Zhao long is also weird. Alas, how can I say that Zhao long has come

To be exact, Qi mengyan's typing speed is quite fast. Her five stroke input method, lines of small characters like wings, flew into the word document. Of course, Qi mengyan's diary also makes me daydream. Among the lines, there is her wrong love for Zhao long, but I don't know why there is a strong sadness in my heart.

I don't want her to! Because I don't want her to be another victim to me. Though, it seems inevitable!

I can't bear to watch it any more. I quietly put the telescope away, put my head out like a thief, and looked at Qi mengyan's back, and then I was stunned.

To a certain extent, her background is very similar to that of Youmeng.

The sound of the computer keyboard continues. I stretched my arms out, got out of the bed and said to myself, "it's not good to be covered with a mask."

Then I got out of bed and put on my shoes and stood up.

Qi mengyan turned to me and asked, "what are you doing, you?"

I said, "go out again!"

Qi mengyan said, "do you have any worries? Just came back from a walk, didn't you? "

I said, "don't you think it's a very emotional thing to walk in the autumn wind?"

Qi mengyan took her hands off the keyboard and asked with a smile, "well, is someone Qi lucky enough to enjoy the autumn mood with you?"

I pinched my nose and said with a smile, "a man is enjoying the mood, a man and a woman are flirting."

Qi mengyan's face is red, red to the back of her neck: "who, who wants to flirt with you? Hum, shameless fellow, disgusting! Go, flirt with Sister Feng! "

I hummed and walked out of the room. When I went out, I changed my face. With a sigh, I shook my head almost helplessly.

In the corridor, I walked slowly to the stairs.

A man in a blue shirt happened to walk up from downstairs!

I was stunned for a moment. Many times, I have the ability to never forget. The man who is going upstairs is one of the Imperial Envoys sun Yumin brought from the headquarters.

It seems that Chen Fusheng really has laid a huge net and is only waiting to catch turtles in the urn. In fact, the man knew me for sure. He quickly turned his head to one side and pretended to look downstairs. I pretended not to recognize him. I walked downstairs quickly.

At the door of the hotel, another man in casual clothes suddenly came up behind me and called me softly, "Captain Zhao, please stay."

I look around, I don't know. But a little familiar. If I'm right, he should be Xing Kai's subordinate! But I still pretended that I didn't recognize him. I frowned and asked, "who are you?"

The casual wear man looked around for a few times, came closer to me, whispered: "Captain Zhao, take a step to talk!"

I nodded, took a cigarette and went with him to the side of the hotel. After the casual wear man confirmed his safety, he said his identity: "Captain Zhao, I was arranged by the criminal team to protect you. Last night, there was something like that. Our criminal team leader blamed himself. He will come to work overtime in person tonight. Mr. Chen's safety is crucial! "

After he said this, I suddenly thought of a detail: Chen Fusheng clearly didn't want to let others know about his private visit. Why let so many people of Xing Kai sect secretly protect him? Is there something fishy hidden in this?

I said with a smile, "your criminal team is very conscientious, not bad. I have not failed to live up to Mr. Chen's respect for him. I'd like to know how many people he arranged in the hotel? "

Casual wear man said: "about 30 people."

I was shocked: "so many?"

The man said: "in order to ensure the safety of Mr. Chen, the criminal team has been specially transferred..." He seemed to realize something and didn't go on, but changed the topic and asked, "by the way, Captain Zhao, in order to ensure the safety of Mr. Chen, if you want to leave the hotel or have other arrangements, can you inform us in advance?"

I nodded: "understand! Don't worry, I will. "