Chapter 984

I took a cigarette in my mouth to calm my mood. The director also reached for one, lit it, and then said: "to do great things, there will always be people at the bottom of the sacrifice!"! Looking forward and fearing the dead will never succeed! Just like in the battlefield, there will always be people rushing to the front to block the gun, and there will always be people killed and injured by their own people, which are inevitable! I'm calling you out today. I'm afraid that you will be soft when it comes. Do you know that if you are soft, you'll give up all your previous achievements and lose everything? "

I dare not look into the eyes of the director general: "I would rather give up all my achievements than kill innocents like Chen Fusheng!"

The director said: "well, don't get excited now. We are just assuming it first! Make an assumption! "

I felt a bad headache. I pinched my forehead with my hand and said, "director, I know. Maybe what you said is reasonable. But, but -- I, I really can't! Let alone innocent people, bad people, members of TL organization. They are all human beings and lives. I can't bear to poison them! "

By director helplessly wry smile: "I know you will think so!"! But let me give you an example! If you are given two choices: two loaches and ten goldfish. If you kill those two loaches, you can save ten goldfish. Will you do it? On the contrary, if you don't kill the two loaches, the ten goldfish can't be protected, but the two loaches will still die! Think about it. Which way would you choose? "

I can read the subtext contained in the speech of the director general. His metaphor is apt, but he is too murderous.

I have no answer.

The director was a little impatient. He then said, "Zhao long, I know what you think! But, many times, we can't choose. Isn't it? "

I asked: "by the director, then you tell me, if you encounter a similar situation, what would you do?"

The director said: "this is a revolution in itself! Revolution is about blood! "

I asked again, "then you can kill innocent people? If Chen Fusheng wants to send me to assassinate you, I will do the same? " Maybe I was too excited. I even used such a metaphor!

I don't think I'm drunk. I'm not drunk. But somehow, I couldn't control my impulse.

After a moment's silence, the director showed his anxiety.

I also no longer speak, but in the heart of the repeated speculation by the director's words. I'd rather believe that he really drank too much!

But the director still didn't give up his persuasion. He took another sip of wine and said, "sometimes, it's also a strategy to lose your car!"

I said, "I know, I know everything. By the director, shall we not talk about this topic today? "

"No way!" said the director! If you don't realize the key to the problem today, don't try to get out of this door! Your way of thinking determines the fate of the country and many people! "

I feel that this kind of atmosphere is too dull.

I called the waiter and poured a pot of tea.

It's not about drinking, it's about thinking, meditating.

On duty, director you and I sat there for five minutes without saying a word.

We drink our own wine, we drink our own tea.

But each other's hearts have their own thoughts.

I admit that there is some truth in the director's remarks!

Many things are unavoidable and difficult to avoid.

The director eased his mood for a while, then he took a sip of wine and said, "you should understand that I am not letting you kill innocents indiscriminately. All you have done is to save more people, more people who are listed as the target of Chen Fusheng's murder!"

I took a sip of tea and became a little calmer. I rushed to the director and said, "I understand. However, I was afraid that Chen Fusheng would really let me carry out some plans to hurt the innocent. In that case, I'll be very embarrassed. "

"By director way:" fear, fear need not face

"Of course," I said

The director said: "I believe you can also weigh the interests, we have no other choice! I'm telling you today that I just don't want you to ruin the whole situation because of your impulse! It's not easy, it's not easy! "

I nodded and said, "I know. Alas, since taking over this task, I was doomed to choose a way not to return. All I have to do is to pretend that I can't do what I want. I do! "

The director took a bite of the dish and said, "if you have to, leave the car behind. This is my most important advice to you! If we can avoid it, we should try our best to avoid it. But if we can't avoid it, we have to leave the guard car or even the commander-in-chief. The reality is cruel. We have no choice. "

I don't have the courage to argue any more. Just now, under the impulse, I did raise the bar with the director general, but I think it's reasonable for the director to think about it quietly. If it is a revolution, there must be sacrifice. I'm not afraid of sacrifice, but I'm afraid to let more people pay a heavy price for this action.

In fact, many times, I have been worried that Chen Fusheng will arrange some plans for me. Because all the people he wants to eliminate must belong to patriotism and those who contribute to the country and the society. I can't help it. But if I don't start, I will lose all my efforts in this latent plan! Chen Fusheng will no longer trust me, or even kill me. This play, too cruel, everywhere is full of blood, every footprints, are stepping on a heavy price. In this regard, the director general put forward the idea of "leaving the pawn to protect the car". Isn't it a great strategy and wisdom? In addition, there may be no better way to deal with it!

It's just that I can't accept the anticipated result.

Later, the director and I each asked for a bowl of clear soup noodles and ended the dinner.

We drove back.

On the way, the director didn't say a word, but his solemn expression indicated that he had too many things in mind.

I'm going to leave when I'm sent home by the director.

The director still told me: "remember, leave the car and take the whole situation into consideration! Be decisive when you have to! "

I said with a heavy heart: "I understand that director general. I will try my best. "

Driving away from the director's house, I was about to go up the driveway, but I saw a luxury imported Chevrolet, stopping in front of the director's building.

Who is calling on the director?

With some guesswork, I looked over there, but the two people on the bus surprised me.

To be exact, it's a man and a woman. Man, it's manbenrui; woman, it's - by dream!

I thought I was wrong, but I rubbed my eyes and made sure.

I will never forget the figure from dream. She still chews a bubble gum like an angel. Manbenrui, on the other hand, holds Youmeng's arm and talks and laughs with her.

This scene, seriously stimulated my brain, as well as my mind.

I couldn't help but clench my fist.

Originally, all people are deceiving me, including by the dream! What does she have to do with this disgusting American?

I can't bear to think more. I quickly got out of the car and almost shouted at their backs: "stop! Stop for me! "

From the dream to take the lead to stop the step, manbenrui quietly released from the dream's arm, turned to see.

When the dream found out that it was me, she was stunned!

Although I am tens of meters away from them, I can see clearly the special look in my dream eyes.

Would that be guilt?

I was at the front, but she was at home!

Is my backyard really on fire?

Chopin, no matter how awesome he is, can't show Zhao Long's sadness at this time! Originally, I have been comforting myself, all this is not true! I blindly believe in the cover up of the director general and the director general. I think that the two are really nothing. They are just ordinary friends, or as the director said. But I saw two people walking side by side and taking the same car, and my heart quickly got the answer. To be exact, no one can be doubted.

But before this, by the dream actually all the time deceives me to say, she is in the classmate's house! As a result, at this moment, I see with my own eyes that she is with mambenrui! Can't the gap between truth and lies explain anything?

Seeing me appear suddenly, I feel a little bit cramped by my dream. She looked at me and tried to stop talking several times.

Manbenrui shrugged his shoulders and said, "Oh, it's Zhao long! You, why are you here again? "

I frowned and glared at manburney. "Why can't I come?" I asked

From the dream suddenly light to move towards me.

I heard a whine in her footsteps.

She wore a white coat with black edges. She was like a pure and lovely angel.

But at this moment, her angel image has been seriously desecrated.

Recall me and from the dream between all the good, my heart, in the drop of blood. I wish it was just a dream, but how could the lover in front of me be so real?

From the dream came to me, slightly dull: "you, how do you come?"

Her voice is very light. Maybe she's guilty?

My teeth cackled and my tears almost rolled in my eyes. I spit out word for word: "you don't want me to come, do you? I'm here. Did I interfere with your date? Isn't it? "

Looking at me hurriedly from the dream, he said, "what do you say! Zhao long, don't get me wrong. It's really nothing to do with me and mambenrui! "

I sneer: "nothing? He's holding your arm. Nothing? I'm afraid that in private when there is no one, what you have done is not necessarily! From dream, I really didn't expect, I can't think! "

From the dream pours out the bubble gum in the mouth, looks at me anxiously: "what are you talking about, you!"

She came up and grabbed my arm, pulled it, and looked back at manborn.