Chapter 439

From the dream surprised to look at me, praised: "you are really smart. You can guess that! "

I held my nose and said, "don't praise me. It's easy to be proud."

From dream to smile.

I look at her smile, very real, also very familiar. I seem to have returned to my days at the C chief's office. At that time, I was with Youmeng every day. She sang to me, and I sometimes roared at each other's throats, full of mutual understanding.

"You are really fast now," said Yu. I can't even accept it. I even think When you enter the society, will people become terrible? "

I was stunned for a moment and said: "look what you said, I haven't changed. I'm Zhao long. Or that only belongs to your Zhao long! "

Looking at me deeply from dream, it seems that she wants to touch my cheek, but it doesn't. There is a trace of fluttering in her eyes and chewing bubble gum gently in her mouth. It seems that she has something on her mind.

In such a romantic situation, I really want to gently embrace Youmeng, talk together, talk about love, but I don't know why, I can't summon up courage.

I finally understand that there has been an invisible gap between us, and this gap is the main obstacle to us.

After all, we are different now. She is the National Guard, and I am the capital guard. Two different industries, two people of different identities.

Although I was lurking into the security company as an undercover, but my identity, except by the director, no one knows. Therefore, in the eyes of others, I am a security guard. Even now I think of myself as a security captain.

I don't know what the end of this life is. To a certain extent, I like this kind of life. Compared with the original security career, being a security captain has a lot of fun, and even contains the elements of red wine and green wine. I can be more free and I can be more arrogant. Even in a few short months, I have created an economic foundation that can never be created in my life as a security secretary. Although I am not very greedy for money and materials, but I have no absolute immunity to these. I can also be moved, and even have a certain pursuit. But in order to make Youmeng, I hate this kind of life, because my current identity, I have to alienate Youmeng, and even cause her multiple misunderstandings.

The task is on the shoulder, is it arduous? I can't make it. Although I have made preliminary judgments and guesses about TL organization, I have no right to take action on my own initiative, because I promised the director that I could only wait for the director and be led by the other side until I went deep into the real TL organization.

And how long does it take?

Three months and five months, or half a year and two years?

It's an unpredictable future.

Before I finish the task, my identity is a security guard; maybe the director will restore my identity until I finish the task.

But for me, it was a dream of luxury.

Just like my love and Youmeng's love, they both say that there are thousands of mountains and rivers that can't stop the pace of true love. However, if two people are different for a long time, they will inevitably have suspicion or even misunderstanding.

From the dream suddenly leaned, seemed to want to rely on my shoulder habitually, but stopped halfway.

She also hesitated.

She sat up straight again, coughed softly, and said, "Zhao long, can you tell me the truth

I smiled and said, "I have never cheated you. You ask. "

Looking at the Qingying River in the ditch from dream, he asked: "I still want to ask you if you are Is it my dad's undercover at the security company

I frowned. "How many times do you have to ask a dream to believe me?"

"I'm waiting for the answer I need," said the dream quietly

I asked, "do you want me to lie?"

From the dream suddenly sighed, a slender hand * * chin, said: "you do not believe me. If you regard me as your own person, will you not admit it? I remember when you were in chief C's office, you didn't hide anything from me, but since you left Swat, you never told me the truth. "

I smiled bitterly and said, "why do you suffer from dreams. Do you cheat yourself for an answer that doesn't exist? Do you dislike my present identity, so you want to comfort yourself by cashing in this speculation? "

"I don't think it's cheating myself," said Yu. You haven't retired at all, I can see. But you don't believe me, so you don't admit it. "

I continued with a wry smile: "how did you become so paranoid from the dream? Even if, as you said, I'm an undercover agent sent by the director to sneak into a security company, what's the point? "

From a dream look slightly shake: "so, you default?"

I said, "I'm making a metaphor. If you don't believe me, don't you believe in the director general? If I were really an undercover arranged by him in the security company, would he not tell you? You are his own daughter! " After saying that, I think it seems a bit inappropriate to say that. Isn't it indirect betrayal by the director general? If one day my task is over and my real identity is confirmed by dream, will she blame her father?

No way, it's the same with soldiers. Many times, soldiers need to keep their secrets strictly, including their relatives, and they can't disclose them in vain.

At this point, the director did a good job. I did a good job. Although I was doubted by many people in succession, I didn't show up.

However, it makes my heart a little complicated to ask questions again and again. I am a sinner whether I tell her or not.

Yumeng was still disappointed in my reply, but she smiled and said: "since you don't admit it, I don't force you. I still want to know how much weight I have in your mind? "

I can't answer her general question. In fact, girls like to ask their boyfriends questions that are difficult to answer or have no answer at all.

So I just perfunctorily replied, "it's more important than Mount Tai. Your weight in my heart is immeasurable. " I created the term "immeasurable", and I couldn't help but amuse myself with the spirit of abusing idioms.

From the dream said a profound incomprehensible words: "multiple is not important, as long as not like an egg, a touch will break, enough!"

This sentence is very interesting.

Everything in the countryside is an intoxicating picture.

And Youmeng and I are two little embellishments, sitting beside the ditch, looking at the clear stream, thinking about their own thoughts, unconsciously time passes in a hurry.

Yumeng didn't ask me about my identity, but about my current working and living conditions and the banquet that day.

Through my repeated explanations, Yumeng finally believes that I am the son-in-law of the Jin family.

I feel as if I have finished something, especially happy. Excited, can't help but grasp by the dream of small hands, then don't want to let go.

From the dream, she didn't resist. Her small hand was delicate and soft. She held it in her hand, just like holding our love, which was almost lost and recovered. She was immersed in her heart for a long time.

I hold a small hand from the dream, gently knead it, take out a cigarette in one hand, ignite it, the smoke spreads in the air, forming a beautiful cloud.

"Zhao long, it's not good for you to smoke less in the future. Why can't you always change this bad habit? "

"I jokingly said:" can't change, if we don't smoke, how much tax will the country lose? Tobacco alone can contribute tens of billions of profits to the country every year! "

From the dream frowns to stretch out a hand, want to snatch the smoke that I take in the mouth forcibly, but my eye is quick, did not let her succeed. From dream indignant way: "Zhao Long why do you always do not listen, I used to study medicine, saw several smokers' lungs Don't mention how dirty it is. There is a layer of smoke and oil on the bread. The lungs are black Besides, there are many people who smoke too much and have phlegm stuck in their throat. They can't breathe freely. At last, they have to pass a small hole in their neck and smoke oil. Oh, don't mention how disgusting. If you don't control yourself, you may do that in the future! You don't think for yourself, but for your family, do you? "

Although I am grateful for Youmeng's concern, I raised my head and said, "I am alone now, and I will not affect anyone."

But it can affect your offspring Father's generation smokes much, the child that gives birth is very easy to suffer from many kinds of deformities, even serious disease

I said, "I'm not married yet. I'm not afraid!"

By the dream of the ill treatment of grass around, one by one to pull down, while pulling pursed mouth said: "tell you you don't listen, angry me!"

I like the angry look of Yumeng pursing her mouth. It's easy to remind me of Yumeng. And the days we passed together.

We two tease each other, and we don't give in to each other.

There is joy in it.

Unconsciously, we seem to be back to the past -

as harmonious and loving as before.

At this moment, I really realized the real reason that dream brought me here. She just wanted to borrow this kind of romantic scene, and I found the lost romance again, and once loved deeply.

She's really very conscientious.

I try to hug Youmeng's shoulder. Youmeng doesn't resist, but she blushes and lowers her head shyly.

I felt the fragrance from dream and asked her tentatively, "you dream, you really don't think I'm a security guard now?"

From the dream bite tongue hehe ground smile, then the eye is embarrassed different blink, way: "of course not disrelish. My girl believes that Zhao long, no matter what he does, is the best in our family. You're not bad now. You have a car, a room and a deposit, right? "

I smiled and said: "the car is there, but the house, for the time being, does not belong to me. There are also deposits, not much, more than one million. " I pinched my nose. I could show off my wealth in front of Youmeng, and let her know that Zhao long, even as a security guard, could support her.