Chapter 348

Secretary Zhang glanced at Qi mengyan, frowned, and said, "go there. I don't like to see women in the same way. It's between Zhao long and me. Nothing to do with you!"

Qi mengyan also wanted to talk back. I clapped my palm and raised the volume. "Shut up! Don't argue! "

But it works. It restores a moment of peace.

Secretary Zhang sipped his lips, waved to me, and said, "Zhao long, come with me." Then he retreated to the bottom of the wall, lit a cigarette, and took two natural breaths.

Qi mengyan tugged at my dress corner behind me and said, "don't pay attention to him!"

But I went there.

When walking to Secretary Zhang, Yumeng has been looking at me uneasily. I can see that she seems to have something on her mind.

Secretary Zhang pinched his waist and said angrily, "Zhao long, what do you want me to say about you? You are just ungrateful. You have forgotten the party and the state's training for you and the central leadership's care for you. Look what you have fallen into now? Look, you're better now. You're out of the army, and you don't like Yumeng, do you? From the dream which does not match you, also does not look at you now this virtue...... " After a series of criticism, Secretary Zhang looked at me with an air of awe.

I don't blame him for his sarcasm, just calmly replied, "Secretary Zhang, I hope you don't mind our affairs! It has nothing to do with you. "

Secretary Zhang was stunned and said: "how can it have nothing to do with me? I used to be your leader, as your old comrades, as your old leader, I think you are responsible for you. Although you are no longer in the special security bureau, you should always remember that you used to be a guard cadre, you have to stand the temptation of the society, you have to be loyal to your troops and leaders... "

I asked, "why should I be loyal to the army when it treats me like this? What did the secret service do to me? Did you forget? "

"What's wrong with you?" Zhang said? At the beginning, it was to take the overall situation into consideration! If I were the director, I would do the same! "

With a sneer, I said, "just like you, think of yourself as the director? I'll tell you Zhang dengqiang, don't think you can help me when you become a security secretary again. You don't have the qualification. "

Secretary Zhang didn't expect that I would be so sarcastic to him, so he blushed, and nodded, "Zhao long, you -- don't do anything! Don't forget, now I'm an active guard cadre, and you've retired. I want to clean you up without your good fruit! Now that you have degenerated into this situation, well, then I hope that you will not pester Youmeng any more, and Youmeng will not have any illusions about you. From today on, everything about you and Youmeng is over! "

On the other side, Youmeng was shocked by Secretary Zhang's words. She thought to herself, "is this secretary Zhang coming to be a lobbyist for me, or is she going to cut through the mess deliberately to break with Zhao Long completely?"?

So dream quickly came up and looked at me and said, "Zhao long, let's go."

I understood the meaning of the dream, which is exactly my idea, so I nodded and walked south with the dream.

Qi mengyan shouted at the back: "Captain Zhao, come back earlier! We're going to buy notebooks. "

Secretary Zhang held the mirror frame on the bridge of his nose, looked at our back, frowned solemnly, and seemed to be thinking about something.

I walked side by side with Yumeng and once again attracted the attention of the villagers. I remember last time when I came to my home from dream, there was a strong storm of beauty watching. Two years later, it is still the same.

Holding his arm in his heart, Yumeng took the lead in saying, "I didn't expect you to promise to accompany me today."

I don't know how to reply, but I can be sure that my mood at this time is not better than by dream. During the time when I was separated from my dream, I suffered from lovesickness day and night, and many fears invaded my work and life all the time. I don't want to join hands with my dear from dream to continue our love. But the task in the body, I can't help but temporarily love convergence, have to open the distance from the dream. At this moment, the development of the situation is more and more disadvantageous for me and Youmeng. According to the instructions of the director general, I will spare no effort to enter the TL organization. In that case, I will become a "criminal" against the Swat and the Ministry of public security. If Youmeng contacts me again, she will certainly not get rid of the condemnation of public opinion. She will become a criminal of Swat, and she will be in the same position A dilemma.

With a special mood, I lightly replied, "I think it's better to pick out some words and open them."

From the dream did not ask, just with me along the familiar village street, straight to a fish pond in the south of the village.

I know her intention. I remember that at the beginning, we were right next to the fish pond. We were full of love and picturesque poetry. At that time, we were very happy.

Dream from the ground to find a tile, a shake wrists, tiles along the pond runny water bouncing to the opposite side.

I remember a poem improvised by dream at the beginning: a dream with water on its back, rising and falling, looming

There was a strong sadness in my heart, but I still wanted to hide it with a smile. I asked, "when are you going to return to Beijing?"

"I will go back in the afternoon But... If God can show me hope, I will never go back, and I will recognize it. "

I asked, "what hope do you see?"

From the dream to look at the water directly, hand over and over to play with a tile, said: "I don't know."

I saw a sour nose from dream, almost to shed tears again.

I seem to have a feeling of sudden realization. I think the hope in my dream should be my change of heart. She hopes I can change my mind, so she can give up everything!

This is the thought at this time of the dream, this is the voice at this time of the dream!

I can read her, but I can't satisfy her. In my impression, Youmeng is a girl who speaks absolutely. Yesterday, she vowed not to contact me anymore, but today she still comes What does this mean?

You can imagine.

And listen to from dream to say again: "today I didn't want to come over again, but last night I thought one night, I don't want to, I don't want to give you to other women. I can feel it. You don't like that girl, do you? " She didn't turn her eyes to me until she finished. Her eyes were already wet.

I secretly blame myself for my ruthlessness in my heart. I smile bitterly in my heart and say to myself: if I could not be so indecisive yesterday and talk to Youmeng, she would not be so melancholy and sad.

I replied, "I said, I have nothing to do with that girl. I'm her bodyguard now. "

"Temporary bodyguard? Aren't you doing security? "

I said, "it's security. But then a lot of things happened. I couldn't say a word. I'm just asking you to believe me. She's just my security target. There is no other relationship between us. " In this way, there are some contradictory suspects.

From dream to ask: "what happened later, let you change so much?"

From the dream eyes full of expectation, this is also the truth she is eager to know.

Of course, I can't answer. I just smile quietly, and I feel extremely sad. I changed the topic and said, "you dream, I hope you can believe me. Now I can only tell you that I am still... " When it came to my mouth, I felt that some words could not be said too clearly, so I said: "if you believe me, in the near future, we can still work together, we will be together."

From the dream surprised frowned: "why to push to the future?"

I said, "no reason. I remember telling you before that when I make a difference one day, I will let you come back to me. "

Of course, I can't tell her that when I finish this special task, I will continue to work with her.

But even though I said that, I was worried. If my words came to the ear of the director, the director would be furious with me again.

From the dream wry smile way: "the future matter nobody knows, I think you this is a kind of prevarication. Maybe you don't have me now. You're just looking for an excuse to comfort me. "

I said: "believe me, this is not a prevarication. As long as Zhao long lives in this world, then I will go to you. "

From dream surprised low head, with the hand on the ground to draw a circle, but she did not speak.

They were silent for a long time. Suddenly, they stood up and said, "let's go back."

I nodded although I didn't think I had talked it through.

However, I always feel like a stone is blocked in my heart, which is extremely uncomfortable.

On the way back, dream lowered his head full of worry and didn't say a word.

Closer and closer to home, a quarrel came, I immediately frowned, and from the dream to speed up the pace, back.

It turns out that Qi mengyan and her sister scolded Secretary Zhang!

Qimengna, as the leader, scolded Secretary Zhang with her head askew and her waist pinched. "You four eyed boy, come here and behave wildly. I'll tell you that you can't show off your authority with our sisters!"

Secretary Zhang shivered angrily, blushed, and scolded: "you two little goblins, sooner or later, you will have to kill Zhao long. I... I don't fight with women, I don't care about you! "

"What good men don't fight with women. Can't fight

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Seeing me and Yumeng coming back, Qi Mengna scolded even more fiercely. Secretary Zhang, who had already been scolded, also scolded again and again. This scene is really spectacular, attracting many villagers around. But my parents can only watch the work in a hurry, there is no way.

Yu Meng hurried to persuade Secretary Zhang. Secretary Zhang saw that Yu Meng injected the power of swearing into the street. Instead, he burned the war on me again. He pointed to me and said, "Zhao long, you traitor of the special security bureau, shame of the special security bureau. The special security bureau has trained you to be a major security secretary. Now your wings are hard, right? I'll tell you, sooner or later, a man like you will not come to an end! Fortunately, Youmeng didn't marry you. Otherwise, it's a flower stuck in cow dung. You don't deserve it. You don't deserve to associate with Youmeng at all