Chapter 171

At this stage, I am actually fully prepared.

To be exact, I'm disappointed with the Swat! In the past, although the pace of work was tense and the salary was not much, I was very happy in my work and life. I was constantly striving for my ideal, trying to create honor for the Swat Bureau and create luster for China. To some extent, I did. I have no regrets or regrets about the party and the Swat. On the contrary, the special security bureau is ashamed of me, the loyal communist party members and security cadres.

Just when I just mentioned the pen and wrote the four words "report of changing careers", my hand was shaking and my tears were falling.

I can't control the mood and grievance at this moment!

But I have made up my mind. I have no way back. Today's meeting is a kind of torture for me, who is jealous of evil like hatred!

It's a kind of extreme insult!

I don't know how sad I am. I found the uniform in the wardrobe, nailed the major's rank, and put it on me.

I even put on my hat! I put on the type 87 officer's leather shoes which were just distributed to the chief, and the waist was tied with the type 87 officer's belt.

My whole body's attire, including underwear and socks, all changed into the army hair.

I'm not crazy. I'm not going abroad. I'm remembering the army for the last time. I'm remembering the hot barracks. I'm nostalgic for this second home.

In this way, I put on my military uniform and began to draft the transition report word by word.

Words are sad, sentences are sad.

No matter how smooth the pen is, it can't write the anger in my heart.

It's not that I want to abandon the troops and abandon the Swat. It's that SWAT wants to abandon me. I have no courage to live in such a black and white world

It's written, I'm in tears.

Tears wash the regret and anger in my heart, trying to make all these memories.

But this kind of memory, in any case, is not good.

When the dream pushed the door in, the tears on my face were still dry. She sat right beside me and looked at me in surprise.

"Zhao long, what are you doing? What are you going to do with your uniform and full armor? "

I ignored her concern, took out a hand to wipe the tears of sadness, and continued to draft my own report.

From the dream to find my eyes wet, took my arm, found that I was writing the "report of career change", she immediately froze.

She shook my arm vigorously, raised the volume and said, "Zhao long, are you crazy? Are you crazy?"

I just stopped my pen and calmly replied, "I'm not crazy. I want to change careers. "

I put my pen and paper aside from dream, and said to me: "Zhao long, would you like to open a little? You do this to punish yourself for the mistakes of others! Can you be a little stronger, such a small setback can't bear it? "

I said with a wry smile, "it's not that I can't bear it, it's that I can't stand it. I don't want to live in such a deceptive environment anymore. "

From the dream hurriedly said: "but have you ever thought that there are more bad habits in the society, where there are not only cheating, but also violence and power When you get to society, everything has to start from scratch. Is it easy for you to make it now? You just got the rank of major. It's the best stage of your career. We'll be able to share the house soon. But at this time... "

I got up from my chair and asked angrily, "you dream, am I Zhao long a soldier just for a house?"

In a word, let by the dream froze.

I don't know if she is speechless or thinking about something else.

I did not expect by the dream will take my hand to beg me, very sincere very excited to beg me, beg me to stay, beg me not to change my career.

But I decided to go. Dreams can't stop me.

From the dream's eyes began to wet up, she slightly sobbed to me: "Zhao long, if you turn around, what do I do? What about our love? Do you have the heart to leave me alone in the secret service? "

From dream rarely so sticky, or even begged others.

I said: "career and love are two different things. When you are in the special health bureau, I will go to the society, and when I have achievements, I will..." What follows is hard to say.

From dream Qiao eyebrow tightly wrinkly to ask: "what can be? I'll be gone, won't I? "

I smiled gently, reached out and stroked her hair, and said: "silly girl, what do you want. I mean, when I have enough capital, I will marry you. "

From the dream of the face opened a few shy and happy.

But she still blocked my plan to change my career. She advised me to calm down, and then calm down.

But actually, I'm cool enough.

This is my deliberate decision.

Therefore, despite the persuasion of my dream, I still stick to my position and finish the report of career change

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The next morning, I am going to submit the report of transfer to the superior. According to the approval process, there is no special situation. In a month, I can leave the Swat.

Although I don't want to wear this uniform, I don't want to be in charge, but in the face of one after another of deception and absurdity, I really don't have the courage to stay any longer.

Holding the transfer report, I got on an Audi A8 in a complicated mood and was ready to drive to the Swat.

Hearing the news from dream, I stood outside the car and kept gesturing to beg me to come down. She slapped the window anxiously, her face full of strange elements.

Although I don't want to hurt by the dream, but the intention has been determined, I have no way back.

At this time, a dozen people rushed out of the rooms and stopped in front of my car.

These ten people are all the staff of the headquarters, including the guards Liu and Huang, as well as the comrades in the driver's and chef's classes, as well as the health doctors and civil servants.

I was on fire, but I couldn't move. I was angry. I got out of the car and shouted to them, "can I drive? What do you want to do? "

Mr. Huang took the lead to take a step forward, and earnestly advised: "Secretary Zhao, you can't change your career, can't, you're stepping up in the special security bureau now, and you'll be able to get the house soon, why do you have to choose to change your career..."

Other people also you a word I a word to persuade me, see, they are very nostalgic to me.

I glanced at Youmeng, who was looking at me with a pair of devastating eyes. I know, of course, that she spread the story of my transfer report. Today's interception team is also organized by her. When she saw that she could not persuade me, she wanted to use the power of the masses and work together to change my mind.

She had a good heart, but I couldn't change it.

I rushed to the people in front of the car and said, "OK, stop messing around, OK? What if you let the chief see you? "

The health care doctor said, "I see better. The chief comes out to see if he can persuade you!"

I frowned and raised the volume: "all go back to me! Quick! "

But what we got was a negative reply: "if you go back first, we'll go back. If you don't go back, we'll waste it here!"! Secretary Zhao, you have to calm down. You can't be impulsive... "

I don't know what to do. I'm a little depressed. If the superior leaders know this kind of lens, they must be held responsible again. Especially if it is seen by the head of C, the impact will be even worse. Although it seems to be a very common collective activity, it is absolutely not allowed. Although I have decided to change my career, I must not make trouble for the Swat bureau at the last moment.

I found that there was a smile of Xiaosheng on the face of dream. Although the smile was slight, I could see it clearly.

In order not to affect the chief, I decided to avoid it for a long time.

I sighed and was about to go back when I found a black Cadillac driving straight into the head.

This car actually belongs to director Qi!

The visitor was director Qi. He stopped and got off. Director Qi quickly stepped down from the car. When he saw that the yard was full of people, he frowned and asked, "what's the matter? What are you doing in the yard?"

Seeing director Qi, everyone was tense, and no one was willing to answer his questions.

Before that, director Qi had a very high prestige in everyone's mind, but today, different, everyone looked at director Qi with a pair of different eyes, and no one even took the initiative to say hello to him.

However, the dream broke the deadlock on its own initiative, and director Chongqi said: "it's not because of you! Director Qi, it's all your credit! "

The irony is especially strong.

The second abbot of director Qi scanned the whole circle without feeling his mind and asked, "because of me? What's going on? "

"Director Qi, I want to have a good talk with you. Just the two of us. "

Director Qi's face changed, but he refused: "no, No. I have something to do with Zhao long. Go back first. " Then director Qi looked at me and said, "Zhao long, get in the car with me. Let's talk about something!"

It's so puzzling. In the past, director Qi always tried his best to find Youmeng to talk to him, but now, when Youmeng offered to talk to him, he refused.

Is it because he did too much to face the dream?

When he did this, did he consider the consequences?

I was ironically aligned with the director: "director Qi, if you have anything to say, you don't need to get on the bus. It's better to sit down in the peony garden and talk."

The peony garden is located in the back of the C chief's office. It is full of various kinds of peonies, surrounded by a circle of ginkgo trees. There is a pavilion in the center of the garden. I want to sit down and talk with director Qi. It's also my last plea to the chief of the University.

Of course, I won't fall into the trap. Now that I'm in this situation, I won't try to pull director Qi into the water again. That's not realistic or my Zhao Long's style.

Director Qi hesitated for a moment, but agreed.

The staff of the head office scattered one by one, leaving only Yumeng, looking at me anxiously, as if afraid of what kind of basket would be caused by these conversations between me and director Qi.

I went up to persuade by the dream a few words, by the dream just finally left the yard with apprehension.

Then I joined with director Qi