Chapter 148

It's a dream.

She stood at the door, maybe just for a second, but I felt like I had a long dream.

Didn't she go on a business trip with director Qi?

Now why did you suddenly come back?

I wanted to open my arms and hug her in doubt, but I suddenly remembered that I had no such qualification.

I always feel that the moment when the dream appears at the door seems to freeze time and space.

Maybe it's just a short moment, but I feel like another life.

From dream this time, what is it for?

Is she coming to satirize me?

From the dream stood at the door for a moment, looked at me deeply, and then suddenly set eyes, walked into the room quickly.

She came to me and suddenly opened her arms and hugged me.

I was completely blindfolded.

What's going on? Am I dreaming?

Secretary Zhang and officer Fang were also shocked by the sudden scene, especially Secretary Zhang. Officer Fang was surprised first, but showed a happy smile. He made two strokes with his fingers behind Secretary Zhang's back and urged: "go, don't disturb others."

Secretary Zhang was obedient, and left the scene full of worry under the push and bustle of police officer Fang.

The door was tightly tied up, and my whole body was immersed in the arms of dreams, and I couldn't touch my head for half a day. I really don't know if it's a surprise, or a dream, or even a part of a serial plot. But I didn't push away from Youmeng. At least I miss the ambiguous feeling and feel the familiar fragrance on her. I even have the feeling of tears. I even want to be buried in my dream and never wake up. I will always remember this deep love.

Only half a day after her dream, when she looked at me, I found the white light in her eyes. Although the tears did not spill over the eyes, but the eyes of crystal clear, has become extremely clear.

I don't understand what's going on. I asked tentatively, "what's wrong with you from dream?"

From the dream to look at me deeply, the lips seem to open not open, only half a day to say: "Zhao long, let you suffer."

I can't feel my head. I thought you were the one who annoyed me the other day. Today, you come here to comfort me hypocritically, right?

But looking at the sad expression of dream, I don't think it's disguised. From her eyes, I found the most real attachment and love.

She still loves me, she still cares about me deeply.

I asked, "didn't you go on a business trip with Qihe?" I took a cigarette in my mouth to calm my sudden excitement.

From my hand picked by the dream lighter, vaguely help me light, by the dream way: "Zhao long, now we are not afraid of anything, not afraid of anything."

"What's the fear?" I asked, puzzled However, the two monks could not touch their heads.

Dream put the bag on his shoulder on the bed, then took my hand and pulled me to the sofa.

She held my hand tightly with those tiny hands with temperature and said, "Zhao long, do you hate me these days?"

I said with a wry smile, "where and where. How dare I hate you? You have your freedom. I can't stop you. It's your right to go on business with director Qi. I'm very cheerful... " I said this, but the resentment in my heart was stretching and bursting. What can I say to my beloved? She left me mercilessly and suddenly came to my side. Should I accept it or refuse it? Or, I should like to refuse Zhao Jie at the beginning, no longer accept this too much difficult feelings, in my most painful time, by the dream is not to comfort me, but deliberately stimulate me, away from me. She formed a huge contrast in my heart, so I can't accept it, and can't find the original caring and caring dream from me.

I even thought: is she still the former dream? Where is the Chinese guard who loves me so much?

Interrupted by a dream, he gave me a slight twist on my arm and said, "you lie. Zhao long, I know you hate my ruthlessness, but I have to do it, I have to do it. "

I have some antipathy from the dream of this kind of disease-free * * like explanation, sneer way: "must be, your own things, who can control."

From dream way: "Zhao long you listen to me explain OK?" She jerked my hand around and seemed to want to talk to me.

But at this time, I don't have the surprise when I just saw the dream. Now I wake up in the near dream lens.

Although I am infatuated, I am not a captive of love. I love a person not only for her beauty, but also for her virtue and accomplishment. But from the performance of the dream a few days ago, I have a lot of doubts about her. I'm not a person who likes to be picky about feelings, but in the face of such changes in feelings, I really can't let myself feel calm, and I can't calm down and resume my previous love from dream.

I said quietly, "say, what can you explain?"

Holding my hand by my dream, I shook it slightly and said, "Zhao long, didn't you find that the series of punishments you have recently received are very strange and evil?"

I said, "what if I find out. It's all happened. " I pretended to be perfunctory.

From dream Qiao eyebrow light wrinkly: "you think, it is a coincidence that your picture is taken first, and then the head office loses the computer?"

I said, "is it a coincidence?"

From the dream by my indifference gas bad, taut face way: "Zhao long you can be a little serious, I am with you to analyze business!"

I angrily put her in the first army: "now you want to analyze business with me. Why did you go? Deliberately angry with me, deliberately ignored me, and deliberately went on a business trip with director Qi. Where did you go at that time? Now come over and take pity on me, don't you? " I waved and drew in the air with a cigarette end in my hand, and I became angry. When I think of my attitude towards me from dream a few days ago, I don't get angry. I think it's too much to dream this time. It's beyond my psychological level.

Who can tolerate that he has been regarded as the lover of a confidante, so three times to torture himself?

From the dream pulled my arm to shake twice, the face shows aggrieved way: "Zhao long can you listen to me finish saying first, then express an opinion?"

I calmed down again and said, "you can tell me. I'd like to see what else you can say now. "

With a sigh, Yu Meng said, "Zhao long, you are a smart man. Don't you understand now?"

"I am surprised wry smile way:" what do I understand

"Director Qi is trying to fix you now!" said Yu Meng

I said, "how about me? You're all on the same front with him, and you're coming back to talk about it! "

From dream aggrieved ground to explain a way: "you really think so?" The words are very gentle.

I asked, "what do you think? Come on, you choose the main one and say, what do you want to do when you come back this time? Do you want to satirize me and satirize me again? "

I stood up and smoked more fiercely. I glanced at Youmeng, who was sitting on the sofa, with the light of my eyes. I suddenly felt that she had a strange look and behavior today She didn't eat bubble gum!

What a strange thing.

From dream seems to be silent for a long time, just stand up and walk to my side, take a pair of clear eyes to look at me, lips shake a few times, just gently say: "Zhao long, if I tell you, I am deliberately close to director Qi, to do your undercover, would you believe it?"

I was shocked when I said that.

I think it must have gone through, through spy films or spy novels.

Such a ridiculous reason, she can even say it. In my impression, Youmeng doesn't seem so stupid, does it?

"I don't think it's nice to say," have you just finished making spy movies, or have you gone through some novel? "

With a wry smile, Yumeng shook his head slightly and said, "Zhao long, you don't trust me so much?"

I grabbed the handle and asked, "do you trust me?"

"Of course I trust you," said Yu Meng firmly

I patted my forehead with my hand and thought that the girl Youmeng lied without blushing. She said she trusted me!

What does she believe in me? If she believes in me, she will turn against me because of the arrival of mareshia. She will doubt that there is any innocent relationship between me and mareshia?

It's magnificent, but it's so feeble.

I continued to calm down, sneering: "what do you believe in me, you believe that there is an improper relationship between me and Youmeng, you believe that Zhao long has no turning around since then, and you even believe something you don't want to believe. What else do you believe in me? You make me feel the horror of human nature and women. I once told myself in my heart a thousand times that my dream is not that kind of person, she will not abandon me, she will not have anything with director Qi But I am wrong. I am very wrong. I have summed up a law of life. Do you want to hear it? "

From the dream expression grievance but do not deny.

I sighed and glared angrily at Youmeng and said, "to believe in a woman is to deceive yourself!"

This sentence, I said is extremely light, but has the shocking power specially.

Or, in the love competition with the dream, it is just right to use this sentence to describe it.

Although I am an infatuated person, I am not a beggar of love. I used to experience the joys and sorrows with Zhao Jie, and then share the love with you Meng. I firmly believed that she really likes me, not my material and identity, because you Meng is different from Zhao Jie. After all, she is the daughter of a general of the Republic. She can see me as a Guard officer coming out of the countryside, proving that she has her own unique view on love. She is not the kind of woman who likes vanity, dislikes poverty and loves wealth But in fact, the experience of these days makes me fully understand that I think wrong, I once again encountered a failed love. I love Youmeng. I admit that I love Zhaojie a hundred times more than I used to, but her recent practice makes me think a lot, a lot. It's not just a matter of trust and distrust. She makes me feel that she started to be indifferent to me because of my depression. She started to excuse me to leave me and didn't answer my phone Even getting close