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On the phone came the voice of the man who was always calm as water. The voice had not sounded in her ears for a long time. She almost mistook it as impossible to ring again in her life. But now it rings, but it is still so intimate and familiar. It seems that two people have never experienced separation, just like mountain spring water, which seems clear and thorough, but almost no shelter Along her ears has been flowing to her heart, let her already calm heart again spread layers of ripples

"Bao, how have you been? I miss you Lin Maoren said quietly with a little sadness.

"Ah? You Are you all right? Why Why do you still call me that? " Zheng Yanhong's brain has been in a short circuit state, stammered incoherently.

"Are you still busy? If you can spare some time, will you Lin Maoren's understatement is as if he had not been transferred to a place more than 300 kilometers away from Yundu, but had never left. As long as Zheng Yanhong went out and got on the bus, he could reach him in less than 10 minutes.

"Ah? Are you here? where are you? How is that possible? Are you kidding me Zheng Yanhong after a series of questions, because there has been no breath, make more astonishment, over breathing chest suffocation.

Have you ever teased me? I'm in the professor building. Would you like to come over? If you don't want to be alone with me any more, you can tell me a place to go out. " Lin Maoren replied.

“…… Er That So Go to the island. " Zheng Yanhong finally believed that he was in Yundu. He hesitated for a moment. Although he didn't want to hurt his heart, he still didn't want to go to the house with too many memories of two people. Finally, he decided to meet outside.

When Zheng Yanhong stepped into the private room on the island and saw Lin Maoren sitting there steadily, she still had a kind of unreal feeling that seemed like a dream. Driven by this feeling, she was very embarrassed and in a hurry, as if her cheating wife had been caught by her husband, her eyes were evasive and incoherent.

Lin Maoren, however, still looked at her with affectionate eyes. However, he was not so eager to see her lover for a long time. He slowly stretched out his hand at her and said in a low voice, "come and sit down, treasure."

Zheng Yanhong's brain is still a paste. Subconsciously, she reaches out her hand. After holding it, Lin Maoren slowly pulls her to him. Obviously, she wants to pull her into his arms. But when her hand feels his temperature, suddenly, a kind of discomfort similar to encountering an armyworm surges up. From her hand, it spreads to the body a little bit. Soon With goose bumps all over her body, she jerked her hand more subconsciously and sat down on the chair opposite Lin Maoren with trembling all over her body.

Lin Maoren naturally felt Zheng Yanhong's rejection and fear of him and said sadly, "what's the matter? You don't even want to meet me now? Bao, are you complaining that I haven't contacted you for so long? In fact, every day of separation is like a year for me. There is a reason for not contacting. You misunderstood some things at the beginning. I have smoothed the work in my new post these days. On the other hand, I have taken care of the housework. Now Liu peipeipei has nothing to do with me. I also want to explain to you why she came here. I should tolerate her mischief I believe that after listening, you will be able to remove the misunderstanding of me and make a chapter on my beloved baby

Zheng Yanhong looks at Lin Maoren. After these days, he still looks as if he has not changed at all. He is still so calm. His eyes are still so affectionate and transparent. However, somehow, she can't arouse her slightest resonance. A sense of strangeness is so full of her whole heart that she can't find it The gap allowed him to enter. Now let her think about the fact that she once had such a heart to heart relationship with this man, and had a blind date with his skin. She felt a funny feeling of extreme trance, and even thought that it could not have happened!

The man in front of him is so square and rigid. Although he doesn't look old, he doesn't have Zhao shensan's vitality all the time, and the excited light in Zhao shensan's eyes when he looks at her. It's a kind of love that comes from the heart and has no shelter!

But what about this man? Although it is also affectionate money, but that deep feeling contains how much can not let her discover the obscurity? How much of the love that has been wrapped up is trustworthy? But why didn't you see through it? Just like that, he was confused by his gentle feelings and power, and threw into his net?

She stares at Lin Maoren, as if in order to cater to his sadness, she also wants to find some original feeling to comfort him. However, except for the more and more wrinkles on his forehead and the white hair root still exposed after careful halo dyeing, she really can't feel a little touch.

She reluctantly thought, is it true that the feelings are not so simple? Is it true that even the lotus root is broken like a remnant has never been left behind? Then why did she wake up heartbroken in the dream chapter when she decided to take Zhao shensan as her business partner and wanted to break her relationship? Not to mention the yearning when the body needs to be comforted, and the helplessness and thirst when seeing his handsome and strong body?She gradually came to understand - perhaps, she, with him, never loved, the original love is out of his strength on the one hand, on the other hand, out of her vanity, more from her just out of a secular moral shackles of a virtuous wife and good mother, over the head of a free indulgence, when that indulgent pleasure fleeting, precipitated love Only Zhao shensan was left. The man in the opposite side was nothing but a passer-by when he was indulgent. He passed by by the convenience Road, and he could not walk the intersection where he had been.

She sighed helplessly in the heart, but also has a kind of relaxed feeling out of the fog, more feel that their just panic is how ridiculous, even if the original together how? Divorced husband and wife can also pursue their own happiness, and do not need to feel guilty for each other, what's more, he and she have never been the same rootless love? That kind of feeling floats on the water surface, at first glance it looks green, and it is very tender. But if you leave the water, it will soon be dried and scattered, and even a trace can't be left. In this case, why not face him frankly?

“…… Secretary Lin, you don't have to explain anything to me. In fact It's not me that misunderstood me, but you Although Once upon a time We may have had a time Er However, I admit that my starting point at that time was not entirely emotional. There was a large part of vanity and catering to your identity as secretary of the municipal Party committee, so Later, our feelings could not stand the wind and rain. How many misunderstandings were actually due to the fact that there was no real emotional basis, so You don't need to explain anything to me. I've figured it out completely now that I never loved you, so Sorry... "

Zheng Yanhong didn't want to hide the truth because he wanted to take care of Lin Maoren's face. He continued to misunderstand him, so he bit his teeth and even said his own words out of vanity. Naturally, he wanted to get rid of everything as soon as possible. From then on, he had nothing to do with this man.

Lin Maoren, however, remained unmoved after listening to her sincere words with great determination. He didn't care whether the woman loved him or not. He thought that as long as it was the woman he pursued and wanted, he would eventually belong to him! Before Liu peipeipei, how much he resisted him and how much he loved Huang Tianyang. But in the end, he was caged by him for several years? He also gave birth to a lovely daughter. Finally, he felt that it was sad to tie him to a senseless, waxy woman because of revenge. He was tired of driving her away!

Zheng Yanhong, with her excellent appearance, can also make him very happy in bed. She is as enchanting as a banshee. She is like a dead fish lying there with Liu peipeipei. She has been excreting the affairs of men and women as if she were urinating for many years. Until Zheng Yanhong was born, she felt the joy of fish and water The important thing is that this woman can still make him a big family, old and young, like to die. This is the fate that can not be met! Just to comfort the old mother, we can't give up this baby because of the transfer of work!

As for her resistance, it's temporary for him. Women are animals who change their minds. Looking at him now, I don't feel that it's because I've been separated for a long time. I've been pampering her every day and loving her in the palm of my hand. For ten days and a half months, it's like mixing oil in honey.

"I married Liu peipeipei, not because I love her, not because she is beautiful, but because of the death of my father I won't tell you the detailed reasons. I only remember that I had no father when I was young. My mother took my brother and sister with me. I had a hard life. How many people bullied me without a father, but I always knocked down my front teeth and swallowed. I couldn't bear to see that my mother was sad. However, after accumulating countless humiliations, this hatred will naturally become more and more serious. Revenge on Liu peipeipei is my last resort

Oh! After so many years, I finally want to understand that I have suffered Liu peipeipei, and what happiness and satisfaction have I got? Have you been a monk for more than ten years? If I didn't meet you, maybe my life would be destroyed by my paranoia Now, I try to bear the pain of uncovering the scar and tell you the inside story. I just don't want you to misunderstand me as a abnormal and hateful man. Didn't you ever tell me? There is no love or hatred for no reason in this world. I am not a man with a heart of stone. Liu peipeipei is such a delicate woman, and she is my daughter's mother. If there is no reason, how can I treat her like that?

What's more, even if I hate her a lot, I'm not soft hearted enough to let her go abroad with her sweetheart? Don't I know they both live together abroad? Didn't I pursue it? Wouldn't you rather suffer myself to save her reputation? So don't get me wrong. I'm a cold-blooded person, OK? I'm here to communicate with you. It's not a matter that you always share a strange dream with fan Qianjin. If you like your career, I can arrange it for you. In short, would you like to go with me? It's so easy for us to find true love. Don't waste it, will you Lin Maoren said.

Zheng Yanhong was made to drink a glass of ice water for three days. It was too cold and choked. It was also funny for the man's self talking paranoia. It was also because he could not understand his words. He was so stubborn that he was not inspired. What's more, he said that he was afraid to marry Liu peipeipei for revenge, or for this man's persistence in her The attitude of not giving up was astonishing.Then he looked at him for a long time and asked, "did sister Pepe's father kill your father? Even so, it is also the gratitude and resentment of the previous generation. Why do you want to revenge on sister Pepe? It's too Sad... "

"No, the reasons are too complicated for you to understand, but you don't have to understand it. Anyway, I decided to let go. I also wanted to. For the sake of the gratitude and resentment of my parents, I've been happy for more than 20 years. Anyway, it's enough. In the following days, I should live for myself, baby, can you go with me? I will make you happy with all my love and life Lin Maoren said eagerly.

"But I have made it clear that I don't love you! What I said just now is more clear. I was with you because I was afraid of rejecting your career. In addition, it happened that at that stage, my family model was advancing. I caught the baby sitter for having an affair with him. I wanted to revenge him. So I mistakenly thought that the relationship with you was love. Later, I realized that it was not love at all. Fortunately, I didn't fall into love more and more Shen, now that I have made up with him for a long time, how can we abandon our childhood love affair and follow my son with you?

Don't be silly, Secretary Lin. maybe you really fall in love with me, but even if it's like that, it won't work! You know, love can't only rely on one side. What's more, I still need to get divorced under various pressures, and then I have to risk living with a man I don't love for many years, and even more need to destroy my career which I regard as my life. Can you figure out how much I need to spend if we are forced together? I have no nerve, how can I do such a thing? Don't blame me for saying so badly. If I don't understand, you won't give up. It's absolutely impossible Zheng Yanhong said with some madness.

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