Chapter 485

Zhao Tianyi's hand was suddenly stiff. He gently pulled his lips and said in a low voice, "OK."

I clenched Zhao Tianyi's hand and walked to the ward with a staggering pace. Linlin was awake, and her face was still ugly. Now she was lying on the hospital bed, breathing oxygen, looking so fragile.

Yin Jingtian sat in front of the hospital bed, and from time to time approached Lin Lin's ear. He didn't know what to say in a low voice.

Linlin's eyes are clear, just as I saw her for the first time, but now she is more and more weak, her cheeks are deeply sunken, and her big eyes are particularly abrupt.

Linlin seemed to see me. She stretched out her arm towards me. I suddenly became red in my eyes, but I still had to hold on to my face. She said in a soft voice, "you see how headstrong you are. Before you get well, you run to see sun Qinghe. When you come back, you will be ill. If sun Qinghe knows, he will blame himself."

"I'm afraid I'll never see him again." Linlin pulled the corner of her lip and uttered a few weak syllables.

Her voice is very light, but I can hear it clearly. I can't help sighing and comforting: "no, you'll get better."

Linlin closed her eyes, and the smile on her face became more and more weak.

Yin Jingtian lowered his head slightly. He dropped a word and got up to leave: "you talk."

"Sister, if you are treated..." I took Linlin's hand and gently persuaded her.

Linlin gave a bitter smile, words can not hide the desolation: "I don't want to leave full of scars, now this is also very good, at least can leave with dignity."

I looked at the smile on Linlin's face, the position of my heart seemed to be blocked by something, and there was a dull pain. I can only squeeze my fingers to relieve the pain.

"Today, I'm not afraid of anything. I'm not afraid to face death. I'm not afraid to see you any more. I'm just afraid of what kind of life Jingtian will have after I leave." Linlin lowered her eyelids and said: "I know that he has always been very remorseful and guilty, but this kind of thing has nothing to do with him, and should not let him bear this kind of pain."

When she mentioned yinjingtian, Linlin's eyes were moist and her breath became short. She choked several times and said, "really, Jingtian, like you, has no relatives in this world. He is alone. You should take care of him instead of me!"

Linlin forced to hold my hand, her strength is so big, my fingers are in pain. My heart trembled for no reason, and I was biting my teeth. For a quarter of an hour, I wanted to ask her: "since you are so worried about yinjingtian, why don't you accept treatment? As long as you are willing to accept the treatment, you will accompany yinjingtian more. "

But this sentence I can't say, also can't ask export, because I'm not Linlin, also can't make any decision for her. Besides, the treatment is a long and painful process, how can I selfishly make decisions for Linlin?

"I will. Don't worry." Sobbing, I nodded.

When Linlin heard my promise, she couldn't help pulling the corners of her lips, chuckling and whispering, "I'm so sorry."

The action on my hand was suddenly stiff, biting my lips, almost tasting the bloody taste: "you never need to say sorry to me, you never have to sorry me, you only have to sorry yourself."

"I'm not a good sister. I didn't protect you or take care of you. But also because of jealousy you, you have done so many excessive things, I think you will never forgive me. But really, I'm really sorry for you. " Linlin fixed her eyes on me, and the softness in her eyes wanted to drown me.

"Because you are my sister." My eyes were moist and tears came out like a broken tap.

After my father passed away, I thought I was the only one left in the world. I thought I had no family. When I know that I still have relatives, no one will know what kind of mood I am, and no one will know how excited I am.

"I'm a sister for the first time. I don't have experience and I don't do it well. I hope you don't get angry." Linlin reached out and stroked my cheek, apologizing softly.

I suddenly felt a severe sore throat, biting my teeth, choked and said: "I'm the first time to be a sister for someone else, you have to forgive me if I don't do it well."

Linlin smile, her smile is still sweet, but at the moment in my eyes, it is so sad.

I seldom go home these days. I accompany Linlin every day. She is always strong and smiling in front of me and yinjingtian. But when we can't see her, she is also in pain. Sometimes she sobs in pain, but she has to dry her tears before we see her.

Linlin is the strongest person I've ever met, and the one that I love the most. I'd rather she showed the weak side in front of me than she pretended to be strong in front of me.

"Really, I want to see Ann." In the evening, Linlin's face became paler and paler, and she spoke with great effort.I frowned slightly and said softly, "I'll bring An'an here tomorrow morning..."

Before I finished, I was interrupted by Linlin. She looked at me with bright eyes. Her eyes were full of ardent expectation, which made me refuse: "I want to see Ann."

I nibbled the corner of my lip, thought about it, and nodded: "OK."

When Linlin saw that I agreed, she finally showed a shallow smile on her face. She was satisfied like a child who ate candy secretly.

I left the ward to call Zhao Tianyi, but the phone never answered. I was hesitating when Yin Jingtian came up to me. He glanced at me and said, "go back to pick up An'an. I'll take care of you in the hospital."

"Well, I'll be back soon." I left in a hurry.

On the way back, I was so flustered that my heart was almost beating out of my chest. I couldn't tell what this flustered and uneasy was about. I only knew that this flustered and uneasy made me extremely uneasy.

Zhao Tianyi called and said, "what's the matter?"

"My sister wants to see Ann. Please bring ANN to the hospital." I'm telling you the truth.

There was a pause at the other end of the phone. Zhao Tianyi's voice was a little dumb. He said in a deep voice, "I'm already in the hospital."

I suddenly a blank brain, in this moment, as if suddenly thought of something, almost unable to hold the phone, even the fingertips are shaking, also immediately understand that panic is from what.