Chapter 372

My pupils dilated and my whole body softened. My mobile phone slipped from my hand and hit the table, making a huge noise. My breathing became shortness. My heart seemed to be tightly held by a pair of invisible hands, which made me unable to breathe normally. Bursts of pain came from my chest. I grabbed my chest clothes, leaned on the table and breathed, as if only in this way could I recover the pain.

I don't know how I got to the hospital. My feet are weak. If I don't hold the wall, I can't even stand.

"Ma! Mom! Look at me From a distance, I heard Linlin's hoarse voice, echoing in the open sky, my hair stood up, and my tears fell down silently.

"It's true." Zhao Tianyi supported me, eyes full of concern, and said in a soft voice: "everyone has life and death, which must be experienced. I know you are uncomfortable, but..."

I looked at him with tearful eyes, trembling lips and saying nothing.

Zhao Tianyi sighed lightly. After all, he didn't say anything. He hugged me tightly and said in a low voice, "if you want to cry, cry. I'll always be with you."

His warm lips fell on my forehead, I supported his arm, step by step into the ward. Qin Lian was lying on the bed, her face was bloodless, her eyes were closed tightly, her whole body was stiff, and she seemed to be sleeping quietly.

Linlin kneels on the ground, the whole person pours on Qin Lian's body, weeping, several times to faint. I stood on one side, looking at Qin Lian carefully.

She lay there quietly, as if nothing had changed, but I knew she would never wake up.

Zhao Tianyi nervously looked at me, worried, as if worried about me. My heart bitter, knees a soft, straight fell on the ground, tears silent slide down.

I knelt in front of the hospital bed and couldn't say a word, just like an empty doll without soul.

"Mom, I won't make you angry any more. Get up and look at me!" Lin Lin holds Qin Lian and shouts at the top of her voice.

All the people who heard Linlin crying, their faces were moved, their eyes were red, and they cried several times. And I was like an outsider, stiff body kneeling on one side, silent crying, silent looking at Qin Lian.

I never felt cold-blooded at any moment, but now I found that I was such a cold-blooded person. Qin Lian was lying on the hospital bed, but I couldn't even cry out.

There are people who can't look down around to pull Linlin up, for fear that she will cry sick, soft voice persuades her. I knelt on the ground, looking at Qin Lian quietly.

I still remember Qin Lian's abusive words, and her ruthlessness when she hit me, as if it was what happened yesterday. How could she lie on the hospital bed in a twinkling of an eye? Clearly I still have so many things to do with her, clearly there are so many regrets not to do, how can she, how can suddenly

As if stabbing my heart, I would like to die of heartache.

"It's true that people can't come back from death." Zhao Tianyi squatted down, hugged me in his arms and comforted me in a low voice.

His warmth is still so warm, warm up my whole person, give me all the sense of security, as if it is my haven in general.

I looked up at him with tears in my eyes. Zhao Tianyi frowned. His generous hands gently smoothed my back and said in a soft voice, "don't be afraid, I'm here, I'm here."

He looked at my eyes is so gentle, is so soft, I can no longer help, lying on his shoulder, crying. I wish I could shed all the tears in my life. I wish I could cry all the time.

The cry of Linlin and I echoed in the narrow ward, which could not be stopped for a long time.

I don't know how long after that, I was tired and had enough crying. Holding Zhao Tianyi's arm, I stood up and said in a dumb voice, "it's time to deal with my mother's affairs."

Although it is about to winter, although reluctant, but always can not be placed in the ward, after all, or to deal with the aftermath.

Zhao Tianyi looked at me with complicated eyes and said in a deep voice, "don't worry, I will handle it for you."

Hearing his answer, I closed my eyes, throat hot pain, as if burned the same pain.

The doctor came to cover Qin Lian's body. Lin Lin was crazy. She held Qin Lian tightly and didn't let anyone touch her body. She yelled: "don't come here. No one should touch my mother! No one is allowed to touch it

The doctor's face was in a dilemma. Seeing Linlin's emotional state, no one dared to do anything.

I swallowed saliva, walked toward her, choked and said: "sister, mom has passed away, you can't hold her all the time like this, let her go."

At the moment, Linlin can't listen to anything. She just holds Qin Lian and weeps. She can't cry.

I stood stiffly in front of her, looking at Qin Lian's twisted body because she was held by her, and my heart rose with anger for no reason. I raised my voice and cried: "sister, she has passed away! Even if you hold her all the time, she can't live! If it's useful for you to hold her, we won't do anything, just hold her all the time! ""Wake up, she's dead. It won't help you to do so!"

Linlin trembled all over and looked down at Qin Lian. For a long time, she slowly released Qin Lian. As if she had lost all her strength, she fell to the ground.

She clenched her clothes and sobbed helplessly.

The doctor took the opportunity to push the bed away. I opened my eyes wide and stared at the bed, remembering Qin Lian's last appearance until I could never see the shadow of the bed again.

Zhao Tianyi reached out and patted me on the shoulder and said softly, "I'll go and have a look. You are waiting for me here."

I stiff neck nodded, looking back at Linlin. Hard squat body, open arms embrace Linlin, dumb voice said: "sister, after mom is not, and I, you and me."

Linlin is just crying, her voice is hoarse, almost unable to make a sound.

My heart is also very uncomfortable, also want to cry like Linlin, it seems that as long as you cry out, the heart will not be so uncomfortable. But the more uncomfortable in my heart, the more I can't cry, the dry pain in my eyes, even a drop of tears.

"In this world, we are the closest people. My mother is gone, and I am here." I hugged Linlin and said word by word.