Chapter 183

Listening to what Yin Jingtian said, I felt dizzy and my ears were buzzing. I stared at Yin Jingtian and asked in a dumb voice, "what do you want to say to me?"

"It's your sister Linlin." Yin Jingtian gave me a deep look and said in a deep voice.

My pupils are dilated. What Yin Jingtian said is very clear. I probably know something, but from what he said so clearly, I'm still a little shocked. I'm so shocked that I don't know what to do.

No wonder every time I see Linlin, I feel very familiar with her. Even if I am not familiar with her, I don't have the slightest sense of distance. No wonder she is so warm to me. It turns out that she

Think of here, my face suddenly pale, the whole body can not help shaking, even the fingertips are slightly shaking.

"She didn't know about the operation." Yin Jingtian seemed to be aware of the general idea in my heart and began to explain in a low voice.

"Why do you say this to me?" I sniffed, trying to stay calm.

"I hope you can meet your mother." Yin Jingtian's answer was calm, and there were no ups and downs in his words. It seemed that he had practiced thousands of times in his heart.

"What if I don't see you?" I bite my teeth and ask him in a hoarse voice.

Yin Jingtian and Zhao Tianyi are the same people. They never do anything they are not sure about. Since they can come to me, they must be sure that I have to meet them.

Yin Jingtian frowned, his voice became low and said slowly, "really, Linlin is different from you. She is abandoned by everyone. If you don't help, she has nothing."

When he mentioned Linlin, there was a soft look between his eyebrows, and even his voice became soft. Looking at Yin Jingtian's care for Lin Lin as if she were a treasure, I feel both gratified and melancholy.

I clenched my fingers tightly and didn't respond for a long time. Yin Jingtian saw that I didn't respond for a long time and continued: "this is the last time I ask you to help her."

He straightened his back, but his head was deeply depressed. I couldn't see his expression clearly. Even if I just listened to his words at the moment, I also felt his humble tone.

I have never seen him as humble as now, humble to the dust, just to let me help Linlin, his humble let me feel pain for no reason, pain I even stand has become difficult.

"Good." I took a deep breath, stiffened my neck and nodded.

Yinjingtian breathed a sigh of relief, but there was no big change on his face. It seemed that I had already expected that I would agree to his request: "thank you, really thank you, really, I'll contact your mother right away."

Mother's two words came out of Yin Jingtian's mouth. What I couldn't say in my heart was not the taste. I wanted to open my mouth to say something, but when I opened my mouth, I could not even say a complete syllable.

I sighed softly, and felt tired as never before. It seemed that all the burdens were on me, and I couldn't breathe.

Yin Jingtian made a phone call, and then took me to a teahouse. The teahouse was located in the suburbs of the city. Few people would come here, but the environment was surprisingly good.

As I sat in my seat, the thought that I was going to meet that woman made my hands sweat and my thighs tremble uncontrollably. I bite my teeth, trying to maintain calm, but the more I want to calm down, the more I can't calm down.

"Really, don't be nervous." Yin Jingtian sensed my nervousness, and he put his hand on my shoulder to soothe me.

I was so nervous that I swallowed my saliva. As for the comfort of Yin Jingtian, I forgot all about it. I lowered my head and stared at the teacup. I didn't dare to breathe.

The sound of footsteps came from the stairs. The sound of the strings was particularly harsh to me. I was more and more nervous. I held my breath and listened to the footsteps carefully.

"Auntie." Yin Jingtian got up and took the lead in saying hello.

I was stiff all over, aware of the burning eyes that fell on me. I bit my teeth and kept the original movement motionless.

"What's her name?" A soft female voice came to my ears, her voice is very beautiful, like the oriole in the valley general pleasant to the ear, the voice with a faint tremor.

"Zhenzhen, Xiazhen." Answered Yin Jingtian.

"It looks like it. It looks like it!" She repeated a few words, words can not hide the emotion.

I'm more and more curious, really? Like who? I slowly raised my head, looked at the past, suddenly red eyes, tightly clenched fingers, just can stop tears.

It was the woman I met in the hospital that day, who let me feel familiar when I passed by. It turned out that this woman was my mother?

The woman sat down opposite me. She looked at me with a cool face and bright eyes. It seemed that she was looking at something else through me. Her eyes made me feel uncomfortable.

I clenched my fingers, pointed nails poked on the scar, and there were bursts of pain. I pretended to be indifferent and said, "I've seen people, and I've helped them. If there's nothing wrong, I'll go first."Then I got up to leave, the woman grabbed my hand, her face more flustered, voice also become anxious: "you don't go, let me have a good look at you."

She took my hand, soft hand stroked my arm, looking at my eyes, especially affectionate and soft. But she looked at me with no emotion in her eyes, as if she only looked at other people through me.

I forced to break away from her hand, whispered: "I still have something..."

Before I finished my words, I was interrupted by Yin Jingtian. He said in a low voice, "really, don't hurry. My aunt misses you very much. You can have a good chat with her."

I couldn't help but sneer. I stared at Yin Jingtian and asked in a deep voice, "does she miss me very much? Since I can remember, I have no mother. I am a child without a mother. You say she miss me, but if she miss me, she won't leave me, let alone find me at this time. "

I have passed that hard time, now everything has begun to get better, in my heart, my mother has already died, why should now find me!

Yin Jingtian frowned and was silent.

I gave a wry smile, raised my voice and said: "for me, it's the same whether I have a mother or not. I've passed the age of looking for a mother, so now I don't want to have a mother at all."

Woman red eyes, she slapped me in the face, harshly scolded me: "you say what bastard! I gave birth to you in October. How can you, how can you say that to me? "