Chapter 166

Now think about it, when Yin Jingtian just left, I was anxious to find him every day, but I didn't hear from him at all. Ann was quarreling to see him every day. That time was really too painful for me.

Yin Jingtian was silent and apologized seriously: "I'm sorry, I didn't consider your feelings, but at that time Linlin's situation was also dangerous, I can't do anything to hurt her."

I gave a wry smile and didn't speak again.

"Did you choose to help me seven years ago because I looked like Linlin?" I looked at Yin Jingtian and asked.

Yin Jingtian thought about it and said, "not all of them."

His ambiguous answer did not give me an accurate answer, listening to the complexity that I could not say in my heart.

At seven o'clock in the evening, I lay on the cold operating table, and the operating room was quiet.

The doctor is doing the preparatory work. I close my eyes and my eyelashes are shaking.

As the anesthetic pushed into my body, I felt a piercing pain, and tears fell down without any expectation. Knowing what is going to happen, I feel unprecedented fear and panic, more reluctant to give up.

I don't know how long it's been. I was pushed out of the operating room. I was numb all over. I couldn't feel the pain and the existence of my body. It seemed that I couldn't even feel the sadness.

"Really, how do you feel?" Yin Jingtian came over and asked nervously.

I am powerless to hang my eyes, strong support spirit shook his head, at the moment my face must be very ugly.

Otherwise, yinjingtian's face would not be so ugly.

"Have a good sleep." The voice of my hand on my shoulder.

I closed my eyes and was about to go to bed when I suddenly thought of something. I opened my eyes and said in a hoarse voice, "I want to make a phone call."

Yin Jingtian took a look at me, and then he said, "you are too weak. I know you are worried about Ann. I will call Ann."

I reluctantly nodded and grabbed his hand: "I don't want ANN to know I'm in the hospital."

"I know." Yin Jingtian gave me a deep look and nodded heavily.

After hearing Yin Jingtian's affirmative answer, I finally put down my heart and couldn't support my spirit any more. My eyelids became heavier and heavier, and I gradually lost consciousness.

This sleep I sleep very safe, a wake up, the day has been bright, after the anesthetic, I have a severe pain, move about, the whole body is in pain, even breathing is in pain.

I strongly support the spirit, relying on the head of the bed, thinking about this night did not go back, do not know whether Ann miss me, will worry about me. Thinking of this, I couldn't calm down any more and rang the bell.

It wasn't long before Yin Jingtian came in. He asked anxiously, "is he not feeling well?"

I shook my head, throat dry pain, hoarse mouth said: "I want to go back, Ann is still at home."

Then I wanted to get up. Yinjingtian stopped me in time. He said in a low voice, "don't get up. Have a good rest. Ann is good at home. You don't have to worry about it. "

I looked up at him, then I saw the blue and purple on his cheek and asked in surprise, "how did you get the wound on your face?"

Yinjingtian's eyebrows slightly frowned, and his face flashed away with complexity. He hesitated and explained, "it's nothing. Just have a good rest."

He didn't dare to look directly at my eyes and evaded my eyes everywhere. His reaction made me feel more suspicious and asked in a low voice: "does Zhao Tianyi know?"

I stare at Yin Jingtian, eager to get the answer from him.

Think of Zhao Tianyi driving past did not see me, he will not be very nervous, he can not contact me, is not anxious to find me?

"Yes." Yin Jingtian looked directly at me and said in a low voice.

I clenched my teeth and couldn't tell how I felt at the moment. I couldn't tell the difference between loss and joy. For a moment, all my emotions came to me and I couldn't say a word.

"Did he say anything to you?" I lowered my head, clenched my fingers and asked carefully.

Yin Jingtian looked at me and said truthfully, "when you are better, he will tell you in person."

The action on my hand suddenly stiff, a wry smile did not speak, even if Yin Jingtian did not say, I probably guessed that Zhao Tianyi would be very disappointed.

I can feel how much Zhao Tianyi looks forward to this child, and know that he wants this child very much. He really loves it, not disguises it.

I can't even imagine how disappointed he would be when he knew that I had killed the child.

"Have a good rest and don't think about anything." Yin Jingtian patted me on the shoulder and spoke softly.

I stayed in the hospital for a few days, and every day yinjingtian would come to see me.

It's just that Zhao Tianyi and an an haven't come over all the time. I made a few phone calls to an. I didn't tell her about my work in the hospital. I just lied to her that I was working.During this period, I also called Zhao Tianyi, but he didn't answer. I was a little disappointed.

After a few days of cultivation, my health has improved a lot. The doctor suggested that I should have more rest to avoid bad effects on my health.

Yinjingtian also told me to prepare nutritious meals for me every day.

Liang Chengzhe came to the hospital to see me in the afternoon. As soon as he came back from his business trip, he learned about my work in the hospital. He put down his work and rushed to the hospital.

"Really, why are you doing this?" When Liang Chengzhe saw me, he sighed and asked in a hoarse voice.

I gave a wry smile and answered truthfully, "I can only do this. Jingtian has helped me a lot."

"There are too many ways you want to make up for him, but you shouldn't use this way. After all, it's the child of you and Tianyi!" Liang Chengzhe said in a low voice, sitting beside the bed.

"But that's a human life after all!" I pulled the corner of my lip and said dumb.

Liang Chengzhe took a deep look at me and suddenly became silent.

"Really, in the seven years since you left Tianyi, it's not easy for him. Now it's not easy for you to come back. You should settle down after so many years. Even if it's not for your own sake, even for safety. " Liang Chengzhe advised.

I know that Liang Chengzhe is for my good, but when I hear him say these words, I still feel uncomfortable for no reason.

Everyone only saw Zhao Tianyi's hard work, but no one saw my hard work. I don't think it's worth it.

Liang Chengzhe looked at me and seemed to notice the discomfort in my heart. He said slowly, "in fact, Tianyi didn't want you to beat up the child. It's just because of your body that he didn't want you to be hurt at all. That's why he made such a decision."