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That day, Imperial Concubine Yi brought people from the Cheng Gan Palace to pay their respects to me. This Imperial Concubine Yi's body is very delicate, so I never put her in my eyes, and she is still very young, so I don't really understand why that Noble Lady De made me feel that the Emperor had neglected Rong'er at that time. I heard that this Noble Lady De told the Emperor that Rong'er was sick, which actually made the Emperor treat Rong'er even better. I don't know what this woman is planning. Is she trying to win the favor of the Emperor by fawning on Rong'er? How could Rong'er, who was such a shrewd woman, give her such a chance?

She saw the dress on my caretaker, and she asked me what was going on. I said that although I thought the dress was not bad, but there was something unsatisfactory about it, so I gave it to the palace maid. This insensible girl actually said that it was rather impolite of me to do so. No matter what, a concubine is still a young master, it's too unreasonable to wear clothes made from my own hands on a servant's body.

I'm very angry, I'm still the empress, and these people don't put me in their eyes. I beat her, I'm not afraid, I know that the emperor also likes this little girl, of the new women who entered the palace, is she that great of a pet just because she's been passed down so many times? You dare to contradict me just because you're favoured? Did she even know who was her biggest enemy?

That night, my palace maids told me that Noble Lady De had been found out that she was pregnant, but I was actually a little nervous, because I was afraid that my child would be harmed, and that the Emperor would punish the Emperor. I waited for the whole night, but the Emperor did not come, so my palace maids said that the Empress's right to punish a noble was in the Queen's hands, and I thought that it was true, as I was a queen, the Emperor did not have any reason to blame me, so I was not afraid of it.

The next day, the people of Yi Kun Palace came to pay their respects to me. Yesterday, when I saw Rong'er, I felt even more angry. I purposely provoked her, and sure enough, she even forgot to salute. She actually dared to contradict me; I dared to hit Xuande yesterday, but today, I dared to hit her. It was a surprise that the Emperor had come, but I wanted to laugh. I had been looking forward to seeing the Emperor every day, but the Emperor had not come. Now that I wanted to beat Rong'er, he had come. However, I was also secretly thinking that this Rong'er actually had a spy in the imperial harem. I've underestimated her, I really have underestimated her. I don't know how many other methods she has.

I know that the empress knows that I am being unreasonable. Whether it is in terms of ceremony or in the palace rules, it is within my authority to punish Rong'er. I know that the emperor is looking for my fault in order to cripple me one day. The Emperor forbids me to leave the palace. Let me think about the character of the Empress. To bury all the grievances in one's heart without saying a word, was that a afterlife? But your majesty, are you treating me like Heseley again? On New Year's Day, you actually didn't come to the Kunning Palace. What do you want me to think? You can't treat me like Heseley, and how can you expect me to be like him?

Those days, I felt so sad. I knew that I would never get the Emperor's heart again, that the Emperor had no love for me, not even a little. I felt that my life was a little desperate, that I could not find a reason to live. A few days later, the palace maids told me a piece of good news. They said that the young brothers were about to be taken back to the palace. Great, yes, I'm not desperate yet.

The brothers returned to the palace, but Baoqing didn't return. I heard that the emperor had also given orders to allow his concubines to kiss and raise Prince Zhi; Wan Fu had also returned to her concubine. Why didn't Qing Qing return to my side? Wasn't this the Emperor's intention against me? The Emperor is here, I'm crying with him, I really don't want anything, okay? As long as I keep it safe, all I need to do is to return to my side! But it was clear that even this wish would not satisfy him.

"Your majesty, are you trying to force me to death?" All my sorrows were written on my face, but he couldn't see them, his heart couldn't see them, he had turned away, he was ready to leave me in such grief again.

Hearing my words, he turned his head and stared at me, saying word by word, "Don't use your death to threaten me! "I hate being threatened the most!" Each of these words was as cold as a blade stabbing into the heart. After saying this, the Emperor flicked his sleeve and left without even looking back.

"Hahaha!" I don't know if he can hear me. Does he think I'm threatening him? Your Majesty, you're underestimating me. I have a very strong temper, did you forget? I wanted to see her again, to have her take good care of me. I also wanted to see my brothers, to tell them that their sisters could not help them; but I was forbidden to see anyone, and I was thinking, If I die, who in this world will cry for me?

Actually, I really wanted to look at the Emperor before I died. I wanted to know if he would regret it, I wanted to know, if I did what I said, what thoughts would be in his heart.

Your Majesty, will you remember me? Your queen, the queen you forced to death, will you remember me? Have I left a spot in your heart …