V6.Chapter 190

After calling, the saint didn't say anything more. He just said that his Majesty was in Huating, and he would come right away. Then he left the room.

With the awakening of Lixi, whether she is going or staying is not the most concern of the saints. After nearly two years in the sanatorium, he is really tired of it. With the awakening of Lixi, his task is almost completed.

The deputy leader of the eastern palace, who is in charge of Tiannan, takes a certain time to complete the handover with the military division. With the assistance of the military division, he is in charge of the intelligence and secret forces of the eastern palace.

It's a future he's looking forward to more than being in a sanatorium.

He walked out of the ward and closed the door.

The moment the door closed, through the gap, he looked into the ward.

In line of sight, Li Xi sat up, put her arms around her knees, and quietly looked at the night outside the window. She didn't know what she was thinking.

The saint shook his head and laughed.

The door closed and the world seemed quiet.

The night outside the window is quiet and deep. Although it is cold in winter, there is no wind, frost, rain and snow tonight. The street lights in the sanatorium are on, blending with the moonlight, reflecting the light in the night, quiet, soft and open.

Everything in sight is like an oil painting completely solidified by darkness.

Some heavy, but with a touch of indescribable ease.

I sat on the bed and looked out of the window.

It seems that she hasn't completely recovered from her coma for more than two years. She is a little at a loss. Two personalities appear in her mind, one is a mess of memories, the other is a loss of thinking. The pictures of the first few decades of her life are constantly flashing in her brain. It's not a coherent world. It's all about her father and daughter who will not meet again, About Kunlun City, about Li

Innumerable pictures, innumerable smiling faces, innumerable sarcasm.

Ups and downs.

That may be very wonderful stories, there are humiliating, there are rouchangbaizhuan, there are at a loss, there are high spirited, there are heart ash if death.

The pictures that are shining in my mind begin to be arranged little by little, in order.

Leave Xi quietly thinking, recalling their own life.

She didn't lose her memory and remember many things. She looked at the people who played an important role in her own vitality, but she didn't find her place.

Muddled, walking dead

What are you doing all these years?

Or, what did you do.

The past is like the wind, but the memories are like the tide, the thoughts just start, the endless past has completely submerged her in the next moment.

She saw Gu Xingyun and Gu's family who were patient in those years.

I saw the arrogant and rebellious madman Li.

I saw Wang Tianzong who was silent and a little dull.

I saw Li Honghe, who was standing at the peak of the year, guarding Zhongzhou and Li family wholeheartedly.

Everyone is alive in memory.

Everyone has meaning.

And myself

What is the meaning of one's own life after more than 50 years of life, apart from being used by others to achieve some conspiracy?

This question may have been answered as early as after the case of treason.

More than 20 years have passed by in a hurry. Today, I finally know that the only meaning of my life may be to stab the sword into the man's chest.

Countless laughter, beauty, vision, expectation and commitment all disappeared with that sword.

Blood flowed down from the edge of the sword.

He fell down laughing wildly.

Since then, everything until now, is a pale she is not willing to recall.

Li Xi gently took a breath, seemed to feel a little cold, subconsciously held himself more tightly.

"You're in a bit of a mood disorder."

Time does not know how long, quiet to the extreme room, a indifferent voice suddenly sounded in Lixi's ears.

Has been completely immersed in the memory of a sudden shock, subconsciously raised his head.

Li Tianlan stood by the bed and looked into her eyes.

His expression was calm: "how do you feel?"

Li Xi looked at him in a daze. After a while, he shook his head and said, "it's OK, it's not very good. It will take some time."

Li Tianlan nodded, did not choose to sit down, just voice calm way: "say it."

He stood by the bed, motionless.

The black windbreaker wrapped his body, and the complicated golden lines on the windbreaker glittered in the light, soft and slight, but each ray of light was like the sharpest sword light.

Li Xi quietly felt that kind of breath, laughed at himself and said in a soft voice: "I know the East emperor's palace, but the East emperor's palace has become the East emperor's palace. Now you really have the right to be called your majesty."

Li Tianlan did not speak.

"How is she?"

After a moment's silence, Li Xi continued to ask.

This question is a bit abrupt.

But Li Tianlan is basically sure who the other party is talking about.

The corner of Li Tianlan's mouth pulled: "do you care?"

Li Xi holds her body tightly and leans against the corner of the wall. This posture may look delicate and pitiful on other people, but on her, there is a kind of dead sadness: "do you want to say that I am not worthy?"

Li Tianlan narrowed his eyes, his expression is still calm, but his voice has become a little cold: "she will be fine."

"Thank you."

Lixi said in a low voice, "if not, forget it."

Li Tianlan nodded: "if it's OK, I'll go."

"I thought you would have something to ask me."

Li Xi laughed at herself again: "do you already know, or..."

"Ask you what?"

Li Tianlan quietly looked at Li Xi: "are you my mother?"

The palm that leaves Xi suddenly clenched for a while, seem a little nervous: "am I?"

"What do you say?"

Li Tianlan laughed.

Li Xi silently stares at Li Tianlan's eyes. Those eyes are smiling and have no emotional smile.

"Yes, it is not."

She whispered.

Li Tianlan nodded, eh.

"When did you know?"

Li Xi asked.

"After the chaos is over, when I returned to Youzhou, I asked a lot of people about mormans, but... It doesn't matter. I don't know what, I don't want to know, it doesn't matter."

"Escape?"

Li Xi's eyes were deep: "I don't want to forgive them, or..."

"You think too much."

Li Tianlan said with a smile: "I don't hate anyone, and there's no saying about forgiveness. I don't want to know, and they don't seem to want me to know. At this point, it's just that there's no need to point it out. It's good to know that I've suffered a lot since I was young, but my grandfather is very kind to me, and I don't have any resentment in my heart. Moreover, some things don't need to be changed in the first place. Whether my surname is Li or Dongcheng... "

He was silent for a while, light way: "everyone is together, is a family, what difference?"

Li Xi silently lowered his head.

Li Tianlan waited for a while. Just when he wanted to leave again, Lixi began to talk about a topic that had nothing to do with his life experience.

"In fact, back then, I thought I really liked Gu Xingyun, or even loved him."

She said softly, and the voice was like balderdash.

Li Tianlan raises her eyebrows.

"So maybe I'm really a woman. My father wanted to be in a higher position. In fact, Qi Yun really existed. He could see that Gu's Qi Yun was powerful at the beginning. According to his later statement, even if there was no case of treason at the beginning, Li was doomed to fall..."

"So in the days when Gu was humble, I was sent to Kunlun city by him. At that time, Gu Xingyun was not as good as he is now..."

After thinking about it, she suddenly found that she didn't have any specific impression of Gu Xingyun over the years. She couldn't help laughing: "at that time, he was very simple. Although he had some ambition, he was in the ordinary category. He didn't have so much resentment after that. I think he liked me very much at that time, but later, I appeared beside madman li..."

"At that time, in fact, madman Li didn't have to get me. He only met me occasionally in Gu's house and said with a smile that I was very beautiful. He didn't even ask my name, but Gu was a dog at that time. He was a very careful dog lying under Xuanyuan platform. So that night, I was sent to madman Li's house by Gu Dongqing, That night, I went to madman Li's bed. Although I was reluctant, I couldn't resist. Gu Xingyun once resisted, but his arm and leg were broken. At that time, Gu Dongqing told me that to serve madman Li well, he must be satisfied, or he would make Gu Xingyun live rather than die. "

Li Tianlan did not speak.

He doesn't have much impression of Gu Dongqing, but he seems to have heard of the name. It was Gu's former clan leader, Gu QianChuan's eldest uncle. When he was the clan leader, Gu Xingyun's vein was not outstanding. Gu QianChuan's vein was the orthodoxy of Gu.

When Li Tianlan thought of the information he got from the Liu family in Huating and the He Shi Bi, he was full of imagination.

Li Xi's voice said calmly: "at that time, although I was with Gu Xingyun, my body was very clean. Crazy Li looked very satisfied, just like he had a new toy. At that time, I tried my best to tie him to me. About four months later, I went into the circle of friends of crazy Li at that time, I saw Wang Tianzong, Lin Fengting and the summer solstice. "

"A year later, I met Li Honghe, then the God of war in China."

"The day after I met Li Honghe, I went back to Gu. You can't imagine what kind of emotion I felt when Gu Dongqing, who was high above me, bowed to me. I saw Gu Xingyun. Gu Dongqing was really a good dog. He was afraid of what happened to me and Gu Xingyun. He watched me closely during the whole meeting."

"I put forward a request to them that I can stay in Li family, but Gu family must do their best to cultivate Gu Xingyun."

"Stay with Lee..."

Li Tianlan's tone is inexplicable.

"It's true to stay in Li's family. You may not believe it if you say it."

Li Xi smiles.

Her voice was sarcastic: "Gu Dongqing is really a good dog. He is not only fawning on Li's family, but also loyal to Li's family. You haven't heard of him. He is loyal."

"Madman Li just said that I was beautiful and he could send me there that night. If madman Li was not talking about me, but his daughter or his wife, Gu Dongqing could also send them there. In those years, when I stayed with madman Li, her only requirement for me was to serve him well and take good care of his daily life, There are no other requirements. "

"At that time, the day after I met Mr. Li, he was able to bow down and salute me. It was not just me. You should know that situ cangyue and yunqinxi, the phantom sword master of Shushan mountain, were also the women of Mr. Li. Gu Dongqing was already an invincible master at that time. They would also bow to their knees when they were young. In other people's eyes, that was servility, but for Mr. Li, This kind of loyalty is undoubtedly liked by Li's father and son, so at that time, they almost completely trusted Gu. "

"Go on."

Li Tianlan didn't know what he was thinking. He said quietly.

"In those years, I have been with madman Li all the time. Occasionally I met Gu and met Gu Xingyun. What happened later..."

She shook her head and quietly recalled: "after Gu Dongqing fell, Gu Qingfeng became the head of Gu clan, everything changed..."