V6.Chapter 44

There was a rare rain in the desert.

The temperature of the prison is slightly lower than usual. Different from the outside world, raindrops fall from the sky. Most of the rain has been evaporated before it falls to the ground. The water vapor is floating in the air, and only a few raindrops fall on Li Tianlan.

Li Tianlan sat quietly in front of the desert prison door, looking at the distant sky, his heart was still, motionless.

When disappointment has become the norm, all the emotions in my heart seem to gradually turn into numb silence.

The sky is fading.

The vast amount of water vapor was rising in the air.

The darkness engulfs his figure in the night. Li Tianlan reaches out and takes off the Xuanyuan sword revolving around him. He rubs the delicate blade with his hand. His eyes are as quiet as the starry sky in the desert.

He sits in front of the prison gate every day, which has lasted for more than a month. At this time, Xiao mohai, as the warden, will quietly guard near Li Tianlan, sometimes standing for several hours or even half a day.

He always thinks that Li Tianlan is waiting for something.

But for more than a month, there was no response to his waiting.

Xiao mohai can't feel li Tianlan's anger and loss, but he can clearly perceive that the other party is becoming more and more quiet, and seems to completely suppress all his emotions in his heart.

The twilight on the horizon disappeared completely.

Darkness enveloped the desert.

Lights were on in front of the prison door.

Li Tianlan sits in the edge of the light, with his back to Xiao mohai. His figure is very long in the light, looking lonely and cold.

Xiao mohai looked at his watch and hesitated. Finally he came over and said in a soft voice, "is your highness waiting for someone?"

"No

Li Tianlan lowered his head and looked at the Xuanyuan sword passing through his fingers. His voice was as plain as water.

Xiao mohai laughs. Li Tianlan has been here for more than a year, but instead of establishing a close relationship with each other, Xiao mohai is more and more in awe of Li Tianlan, because up to now he doesn't know Li Tianlan's temper. When he gets along with him, he is naturally more careful. He looks at the distant sky and says in a soft voice: "then... Go to dinner first?"

"Not hungry."

Li Tianlan didn't look up.

"Today, Lao Zhou in the kitchen made some new dishes. Your highness should like them..."

"No

Li Tianlan stood up and released his palm.

Xuanyuan sword revolved around him slowly, like a planet around a star.

"I'm going out for a walk."

Li Tianlan said.

Xiao mohai was stunned and didn't come back for a moment.

Go for a walk?

In more than a year, the farthest road Li Tianlan took was the distance from the dormitory to the prison gate.

He's never been out of prison.

It was the first time he said he was going out for a walk.

When Xiao mohai came back to himself, Li Tianlan had already gone out for more than ten meters. He hesitated, but he didn't say much, just sighed.

He still didn't realize Li Tianlan's anger and loss.

But I can feel that Li Tianlan is in a bad mood now.

"Dad, where is your highness going?"

Xiao Qing trotted over and asked.

"Your Highness is in a bad mood. Go for a walk."

Xiao mohai shook his head: "inform the kitchen to prepare some dishes that your highness likes, and make another one when he comes back."

Xiao Qing Oh, looking at Li Tianlan's back more and more far away.

There was a gust of wind in the desert at night.

The rain stopped.

The water vapor in the sky is floating slowly. With Li Tianlan walking all the way, there seems to be a layer of mist between heaven and earth, trance and indifferent.

This picture is beautiful.

Xiao Qing's eyes are a little obsessed.

......

The light behind him faded away and finally disappeared completely.

The white mist, full of vitality, was floating, but it did not affect Li Tianlan's sight.

As if the illusory white fog blocked the yellow sand blown by the wind, the world was silent, silent and desolate.

Loneliness with boredom, seems to go deep into the bone marrow.

Li Tianlan walked forward quietly with no expression on her face.

He didn't know where he was going or what he wanted to do.

The inner depression has changed from the initial torrent to the deep sea, constantly fluctuating in his heart, even destroying his state of concentration more than once.

In more than half a year, he has less and less time to sleep. His daily deep meditation has almost completely replaced his sleep time. His will is constantly condensed in meditation, and kendo is also advancing by leaps and bounds. This kind of practice can hardly be said to be assiduous, or even desperate.

No one knows why.

Li Tianlan has never told anyone that in the past six months, he has dreamt of Qin Weibai countless times.

At first, they met each other.

Dream after dream is long and clear.

From acquaintance to acquaintance, to commitment.

Every thing, every picture, every sentence and every look are repeated in the dream. The figure has really gone deep into the soul, and then begins to extend in different directions in the "facts" of the dream.

He dreamt that he would never grow old with Qin Weibai.

I dream that I have turned against Qin Weibai.

Dream of parting with Qin Weibai.

Countless dreams.

He will meet many people in his dream, and all of them will become Qin Weibai in the end.

He dreamed that Qin Weibai gave birth to a son for him. After a dream, the son became a daughter again.

He dreamed that he and Qin Weibai were standing at the top of the mountain overlooking all the heroes in the world.

Dream of Qin Weibai with countless brush by, and eventually become a stranger.

In the dream, regardless of Qin Weibai's struggle, he curses and tears each other's clothes.

On a snowy night, in the vast ice and snow, the sharp edge of the sword pierced into the chest.

Chaos.

Every dream is very clear.

Every dream has a different ending.

Missing has become a desire, like the tide of water.

Li Tianlan wants to ask why.

He wants to see Qin Weibai.

He wanted to ask why he didn't see them.

He didn't feel that there was any problem between them.

The last time we met, there was no anger or quarrel between them.

then.

Then there's no more.

He once called her, but every time it was the knight who answered the phone.

The knight said either she was busy or she was not.

Li Tianlan forgot to call several times.

But Qin Weibai never responded.

Gradually, Li Tianlan was silent.

For more than a year, this pair of men and women who were once affectionate to each other had never contacted each other at all.

Why? He asked the military adviser.

But more than a month later, there is still no answer.

He's really waiting for someone.

But for more than a month, he seemed to be waiting for someone he couldn't wait for.

Why on earth is this?

Li Tianlan stopped and sat down in the desert.

He looked up at the sky.

There is no light in the desert.

The stars shining above the sky are very bright.

Li Tianlan was dazed.

He wrote three words of Qin Weibai on the yellow sand with his fingers, recalling the little things they had been together, and the whole person became more and more silent.

Time goes by.

The darkness is passing.

The desert was silent, and he seemed to be the only one left in the world.

The past, as if really become rooted in the memory of the past.

Li Tianlan smiles.

He didn't know why, but he just wanted to laugh.

I've seen heavy rain sweeping the desert.

I've seen the stars cover the moon.

I've seen dusk chasing dawn.

I want to see you, but I can't see you.

"Why..."

Li Tianlan gently knocked Xuanyuan sword: "why do you say?"

Xuanyuan sword's delicate body was slightly swinging in front of Li Tianlan, as if shaking his head.

"I'm not happy."

Li Tianlan said faintly.

Xuanyuan sword revolved around Li Tianlan, as if thinking.

Its delicate blade suddenly vibrated.

A subtle but extremely fierce sword Qi appeared in the yellow sand, blowing a large white fog.

At this moment, Li Tianlan clearly felt a complex and obscure will.

It's like a trial. It's like an inquiry.

Xuanyuan sword is eager to try.

Li Tianlan was stunned and began to laugh.

He nodded: "all right."

Xuanyuan sword suddenly made a sword sound.

In an instant, the fury of the sword burst out on its delicate body.

The desert is not lonely at this moment.

On the yellow sand, there is a sense of war everywhere.

Li Tianlan slowly stood up, looking at the constant vibration of Xuanyuan sword, calm way: "hand it."